(A/N Okay guys please review my story. When you do I'll start writing chapter 3!! I have all the pictures of the characters on my profile too)

Disclaimer: I don't own Stephanie Meyer or Twilight or Twilight Characters….but I wish I did.

Okay. So I was standing in the airport in front of Edward and ….wait was that his fiancé standing next to him? If so you might as well kill me now. Oh no they're walking towards me! Why does Edward look like he just saw a god or something? I guess I did look different. I had curves in all the right places now and my hair was longer and I actually had a sense of style now. But I didn't think I looked that different. Oh god he's starring at my boobs. This is kinda wrong but I wanted him to stare at me all over. Bad Bella!! Get those thought out of your head. Okay he's just staring at me . Maybe I should break the silence.

"Edward , how've you been? Where's Alice"

Edward POV

I was on my way to the airport in my new Volvo S60 R.(A/N pics on profile of all the characters and cars) It was my baby now along with Tanya. I was really nervous about seeing Bella again. I mean we haven't seen each other in half a decade. How will our friendship be now? Maybe I shouldn't have brought Tanya. That would have made conversing with her a lot easier. Me and Bella were best friends for crying out loud. We told each other everything. Maybe Tanya might feel uncomfortable. To late to turn back around now.

So I was getting married to Tanya. She was great and I really love her and all but she was no Bella. Secretly I always wanted Bella to be mine. I always thought we would get married have kids, the whole nine. I guess things change.

We arrived at Bella's gate and we waited until she arrived. Alice said it would be a good idea if I surprised Bella by picking her up . Kind of like an ice breaker. Ya know. They announced that her plane was landing. She would be here any minute. Immediately I began to think that me being the one to pick her up wasn't such a good idea. I rubbed the bridge of my nose and closed my eyes for a couple minutes. When I looked up I think I died and went to heaven.

There, a couple of feet away from me was a beautiful brunette. She was hot. She resemble a god, she looked exactly like Aphrodite. She had big brown eyes, I swear when I looked into them my heart almost melted. She had curves in ALL the right places. She had the perfect ass to so squeezable…

Stop Edward you have a fiancé. I looked back at her eyes and they held mine. Oh my gosh.

The beautiful brunette was Bella, my Bella. How could this be, not saying that Bella wasn't beautiful before but she grew…a lot. I couldn't stop ogling at her for one second to talk to her. I almost forgot that Tanya was here, because she started to ask me what I was looking at.

"Tanya, that's Bella let's go and get her."

We started walking towards Bella and she just stood there staring at us. Back and forth between Tanya and me.

We were standing right in front of her for a couple of seconds before she finally broke the ice and spoke.

"Edward, how've you been? Where's Alice?"I swear when she said my name it sounded like a thousand bells ringing at once. Her voice was so beautiful. She was so beautiful. When she said my name I felt Little Eddie stiffen. How could this girl….this woman have such an affect on me.

I realized I was still staring at her and she was expecting and answer. Finally I spoke.

"Bella, is th-that really you?"smooth Edward you sound so lame. Ugh! I'm freaking swooning over Bella, my best friend Bella, and I have a fiancé!! What the hell Edward.

"Yes it's really me! Who'd you think it was? The Queen of England" she started laughing and enveloped me into a warm love filled hug. I hugged back with just as much love.

Forgetting Tanya yet again, she tugged on my sleeve. Oh!

"Bella this is my fiancée Tanya" her face twisted a little when she said fiancé but she quickly covered it up with a smile.

"Hi, I'm Bella"

This is going to be a long visit.

Bella's POV

That's his fiancé. She was…..beautiful. She was a blonde with grey eyes that looked very fierce. She was very petite she had curves, but not as much as me. Her skin was tan I don't know how if she lived in forks. She was dressed in a mid thigh purple dress that was very beautiful. She had five inch heels on also. She had makeup on but it was a little overdone. But hey what do I know about makeup I never wear it. Maybe the occasional eyeliner mascara combo but that was about it.

Then there was Edward. His eyes were still the same green emeralds that I fell in love with but now they were filled with confusion and stress. I wonder why. His hair was a copper tone not brown but not red. I was very disorganized and it was so sexy. He was wearing a plane white shirt button down of course. With jeans that fit him perfectly. He was a mirror image of Adonis. Overall nothing about his appearance had changed since the last time I saw him, except now he looked more of a man than a boy.

I pulled him to a bone crushing hug and then we went to get my bags.

"Bella, you look so…different I hardly even recognized you." He said with a sheepish smile.

I had to blush at that. "I don't think I look that different. I just grew up a bit."

"You can say that again" I heard him say under his breath. I don't think I was supposed to hear it though but I did.

So he obviously thought I was attractive but he has a fiancé for Christ sakes. His wife to be is the mirror image of perfect so I know there is no way in hell that he could want me. Plain Jane Bella Swan.

We got my bags and we headed to his car. And boy was it a car. I know Rose had a field day when he got it because it was such a beauty.

I was staying in the Cullen's house but there was one thing I didn't tell Edward and here is what it was.

"Edward guess what. One of my books is being published and they want me to move down here to Seattle because that's where the publishers are. So … I 'm moving back to Forks!! " I told him happily.

His face turned sour and then he finally spoke. "That's great Bella. I'm so happy your moving back" he said through gritted teeth. What was his problem? I just told him I was moving back to Forks and he gives me a sour puss face. What the hell. I saw his knuckles whiten on the steering wheel the car accelerated to 120 mph.

"Edward slow down!" Tanya yelled from the front seat. God her voice was so annoying. It was squeaky like a mouse or something annoying in that manner.

I was used to Edward fast driving it was just how he rolled. He never got a speeding ticket one day in his life. I'm glad he didn't change his ways for Tanya.

"Sorry baby' he slowed about 5 mph and kissed her on her cheek.

It was so disgusting! Ugh! How could he kiss her right in front of me? Oh, I forgot he wasn't mine. He could do whatever the hell he wanted with his fiancé. The rest of the ride to the Cullen's was really quiet. I hate awkward silences.

I hopped out of the car quickly and Edward got my bags. These pumps were starting to hurt my feet.

I ran up to the huge Cullen mansion and knocked on the door.

Emmet's big footsteps could be heard from miles away as he ran to open the door.

"Bella……Is this little sister Bella?" He enveloped me into one of his famous bone crushing hugs he had the biggest grin on his face.

"Emmet… can't ….breath" I said between breaths he let go and apologized.

"Yes it's me Em. Edward said the same thing when he picked me up. Do I look that different?"

"Bella you look way different. You grew boobs!!" he continued. I couldn't help but let a chuckle escape from my lips. There was always a happy aura when I was around Emmet and all the awkwardness disappeared.

Next Alice ran up to me and gave me a hug bigger than Emmet's.

"Alice, I missed you so much!!How have you been" I had little tears in my eyes that were trying to escape. Luckily they didn't.

My little pixie best friend looked as beautiful as ever when her designer clothes and her small angelic features.

"Bella when did you get a sense of style. California must have taught you something" she said . I felt like I was I should be with my second family.

Next I received hugs from Rosalie, Esme, Carlisle, and Jasper. We all were finally in the living room and we started discussing Edwards wedding.

"So Edward when did you decide to pop the big question to Tanya?" I really haven't spoken to Edward since I got in the Cullen house. He was sitting down staring at me. He looked uncomfortable and nervous. What was up with him?

Edwards POV

I felt very out of place as I heard my best friend discuss her life at Stanford. I felt bad that I didn't know what was going on in her life the last 5 years. I felt like Bella was the new person but she was the exact same. She was a goddess and I was having improper thoughts about what she could do to me with those luscious lips of hers…..

Snap out of it Edward fiancé remember. I stared at her mouth as she spoke about Stanford looking at how she articulated her words with such precision and how her tongue would roll out the words that her luscious mouth was saying….

She finally spoke to me and I stared dumbfounded at her as stared confused at me.

Finally a smile broke out on her beautiful lips as she said" Hello earth to Edward. What the hells going on in your head? I asked you a question."

"What" I said sounding like and idiot

" I said when did you pop the big question to Tanya". Oh so that's what she said.

"Uh… I proposed to her at out meadow we used to go to remember. I set her up a little romantic dinner and after wards I asked her and she said yes" that's a simple way of putting it I guess.

I saw hurt go across Bella's face for a moment then she quickly composed herself. I was her best friend remember. She couldn't hide emotions like that from me.

"Oh that's so sweet" she said. It was silent for a couple of moments. My family knew that I loved Bella. I basically went through depression when she left. Then I met Tanya. She was sort of a rebound but then I really started to like her and it finally got my mind of Bella. So I stuck with her.

"Bella can I go and talk to you outside for a moment" I had to find out what was running through that pretty little head of hers.

"Sure…. be right back guys"

We walked outside in silence

"Edward what do you want to talk about" she asked me. I really wasn't prepared for that. I knew I wanted to talk to her, I just didn't know what I was going to say. who am I kidding, this was my best friend Bella standing in front of me. Of course I could talk to her. "What was up with you in the car by the way "she asked

I almost forgot I gave her the sour puss face as she called in the car.

"I was just a little shocked that you were moving back that's all. I thought you were never coming back so it was a big…..shock."

"Oh" was all she said.

"Bella, what happened between us. It's like were so distant now" There that summed up what I was feeling.

"Edward I didn't change much you did. You're basically on the couch staring me down. By the way that kinda creeped me out." she laughed. "Nothings different. you just have a fiancé. We obviously can't be that close now because you're going to have a wife. I'm going to be like a seventh wheel now. Rose has Emmet. Alice has Jasper, and you have Tanya. Then there's me Bella. Its not like I can sleep in your bed anymore like old times. Things change Edward… maybe I didn't want them too though" she said barely audible.

But I WANT her to sleep in my bed. "But what if I want things to be like old times. What if I want you to curl up next to me like old times? What if I want to rock you to sleep and be there for you when you have nightmares? What if… what if… I don't know Bella …. I just….." Oh my god the woman has me stuttering. Pull it together Edward.

"We cant always have what we want Edward, even if what we want is right." she said a tear rolling down her face. She walked inside leaving me dumbfounded on the porch.

Then I realized it. I want Bella,not Tanya to be my wife.