Prologue

Have you ever felt like you never belonged anywhere? That everyone thinks you're weird and nobody likes you? Have you ever felt like that? 'Cause if you do then welcome to my ungrateful life.
I am Roxanna BlackNight, but I go by Roxy. I 'used' to be popular, but I never went to any parties, and I didn't, still don't, smoke pot or drink. Then, finally, everyone started to think I was boring and I didn't care. I didn't like any of them anyways, they were always snotty and loud; I never was.
I don't know how I became popular and I never wanted to be. I never talked to anyone, I always sat alone, and I always kept to myself. Now nobody think I even exist, my teachers too. I can only think of one reason why I became popular: my looks and my money.
I am a towhead and that means I was born with white hair; it has been that way since forever. My hair goes down to my waist in curls and I have curves in the right places. I'm pale too and even if I go out in the sun for a whole day; I'll still be pale. I have smoky gray eyes and mostly I wear dark colors.
I am an only child and I only have my dad; my mom died when I was 2. So with that I don't know her very well. I have my dad's looks, but he's not a towhead and neither was my mom. So I really don't know how I am, I do have my mom's eyes, figure, and sweet smile. Like I said so I don't know and neither does my dad unless he is hiding something from me.
Well I think we should get back to where everything went downhill in my life. But where? Hums…. Where should I start? Aha, now I know where to start, the last day I was "popular" and when I became "unpopular" or when my "popularity" ended