Chapter 2: iHave Doubts
Sams Pov
I havnt talked to Freddie since the lock in 2 days ago. It wasnt that i was avoiding him, i just needed some space. I was still completly shocked that i had admited my feelings, somthing i told my self i would never do.
I had gotten 4 texts from him in the last 2 hours
Freddie: Sam, Come to Carlys ASAP, need to work on ideas for the next iCarly x
Freddie : Sam, its been half an hour, call me when you can.
Freddie : Sam, Are you avoiding me? did i do something?
Freddie : Ok you can ignore me if you want but you will have to see me at school tomorrow, and dont even think about ditching!
After i got the last one i decided i wasnt being fair, so now im standing in the Bushwell Plaza loby thinking about whether i should go up?
I had to face my friends at some point, so i got in the elevator and pressed the 8 button.
I got off at the 8th floor and just stood outside Carly's door thinking about what i was gonna say to Freddie when i go in.
Freddies POV
"Sam hasn't talked to me in 2 days!" i yelled at Carly,
We were up in the studio, Carly was going through the idea box, thinking of things for the show and i was playing around with my camera.
"I know Freddie, But its Sam, We all know she can have problems saying how she feels. Now that she finally has, she probley feels wierd. All these years of saying i hate you and hitting you and making your life miserable, just because she likes you? how would you feel if you just admited that to someone?"
Carly had a point, but i dont want Sam to feel embaressed or akward around me now! I really did like her too and i want her to stop avoiding me.
I was about to responded to what Carly said when the elevator dinged. Its probley just Spencer coming up with spaghetti tacho's.
But i was shocked when the door rose up to reveal Sam standing there. She walked in normally and sat on the purple beanbag next to Carly
"Hey" she said sounded totally calm and normal
We both just looked at her, waiting till she explained what was going on. She didnt though, she just pulled out her phone and started fiddling with it.
"Where have you been" Carly finally asked, breaking the very akward silence
"Thinking" she replied not taking her eyes off the screen
"about...?" Carly said starting to sound anoyyed
"you...Freddie...fried chicken" She said looking at us
I walked over to them and sat down on the floor in front of Sam, She put her phone away and just staired at me.
"have you been avoiding me?" i asked quietly
"No" She responded quickly "I'm just confussed"
"What are you confussed about?" i asked rubbing the top of her hand
"It dosn't make sense for me to like you, you deserve someone alot better than me. Ive bullied you, ive hurt you, ive put you down for so many years and i just dont understand why you would like me back?" She said sounding like she was starting to cry. I turned to look at Carly and she took the hint, she left the room and i stood up, pulling Sam up with me.
"It dosn't make sense for me to like you, i know it dosn't. But the thing is Sam, i do. I know you have hurt me and put me down for so many years, but i wouldnt of had it anyother way."
"But what about Carly? Arnt you still crazy in love with her?" she asked me looking down at her feet.
I tilted her chin up so she was looking at me again "I got over that a long time ago" i said wiping a tear of her cheek
She put her arms around my neck and started kissing me again, i kissed back this time and everything finally felt perfect
