love me, love me, say
that you love me.
Sorry I'm going to
get better at updating! Eventually anyway! Like i said this is was first
fanfic. 3 i have another one im working on now. i hope you guys like
what ive come up with.
Disclaimer: burn, I
got the rights to yugioh for my birthday!
ChibiLonly: ha you
wish!
Bakura: so I'm still
bleeding to death hu? I thought you said you were going to fix that little
detail.
Lonlyness: I never
said such a thing. {slinking away afraid}
Ryou: don't worry
'Kura! Its Ryou to the rescue!
Bakura: O god your
sending him to help me?
-chaptor two.-
a hole latta shit
going on.
[RYOU]
Going out to a club
had been mariks idea. And it had seemed
like a good one too. I'd never been to one before,
and every time Marik
had talked about it had seemed like fun.
But now that we was
here and the music was pounding all around me.
I felt very out of
place. The wild dancing was fun until
you had both male and females grabbing your ass all night. It really started to piss me off.
"Marik I wanna go
home." I wined. But whoever it was he
was dancing with had his full attention.
"Maybe latter, can't
you see I'm in the middle of something?" which in Marik speak meant: can't you
see I'm busy seducing someone into my bed?
Marik was a sex
junky. And as much as it grossed me out, he LOVED to talk about it. I swear the
boy NEVER could sit no matter what.
He usually complained
on how much it hurt to sit.
Fucking basterd he
just liked to show off.
His motto was: USE,
ABUSE, and TROW AWAY. Rinse and repeat.
And as far as I know he never slept with the same person twice.
"Reminded me again
why I'm friends with you?" I asked but Marik was already dancing further and
further away.
A tall blond chick
licked her lips and started dancing toward me. Smiling, what I think she
thought was a sexy smile. To me it looked like:
Hello nice to meet
you, Its Raping time!
I made a shy smile
back then turned and practically ran out to the doors.
Holy shit I attract
weirdoes!
The cool night air
felt good on my hot skin. Rain pounded down.
There was no way I was going to be able to call a cab.
I wrapped my thin
jacket around me tighter.
The rain bite at my
face. Stinging as the wet stuff drenching me. I got to the street, and waited
for the walk light to come on.
How far was my house
from here? Marik and I had ridden the bus and I hadn't been paying attention to
how long it took us.
Good thing id lived
in Domino for long enough to know my way around. but just barly.
Still it was going to
take forever. I walked dismally threw the rain. The light post next to me
started flickering.
Feeling strangely
like one of those slasher serial killer movies.
A car flashed by
running right threw a puddle SPLASHING
cold, water all over me. Any part of me that wasn't already wet now was.
SO COLD! I shivered.
Only a few blocks now. I was nearing the residential areas now. i hoped anyway.
The streets were
getting darker; most of the street lamps were broken. Smashed by random teens.
this is a great town. i mean you cant walk three steps down your own drive way
without being mugged.
The Rain had already
made humongous pools in the street. Stepping off the curb, my shoes splashed in
the cold water.
Light flashed above
me. lighting up the pools of rain.
The water ran red. I
stopped dead in my tracks.
Someone was laying in
the middle of the pools of water. The red water was thickest around him.
Not water: blood
WHO IS THAT?
I gashed over to the
fallen figure. He looked up at me. something in his gaze caught me. The red
eyes meeting brown.
He had long white
hair, just like to mine. We're had I seen hair like that before?
To my luck a cab
splashed by. Barley missing hitting us.
"hey" he had a
cigarette drooping out of his mouth. I pulled the boy in.
I told the driver my
address. And he shot off.
"this rain is horrid!
You're lucky you and your friend didn't get killed. HOLY SHIT! H-i-i-s-s
b-lee-ding! Should we go to a hospital?" the cabbie shuddered .
something told me to
say no. at that moment the boy winced and said "
"no, no hospitals"
then passed out again
"no, he just cut
himself on some glass at the club, too much to drink" i smiled.
The cabbie looked
uncomfortable. But drove on.
We pulled up to my
house and I pulled the boy out. Why was I doing this?
I paid the cabbie and
he drove off spraying us with guess what? More fucking water.
I fumbled with the
keys almost dropping the boy. The door swung in I laid him down in the front
room.
Ryou stared down at
the ebony on his couch. He moved a wet peace of hair out of his pail face.
"what happened
to you?" Ryou asked softly. the boys face flinched in pain. he had a mouth
that looked like it had been used to sneer a lot of the time. his face was
tanner than mine though. but only by a little bit. i grabbed the first aid kid
my father always kept in the bathroom, i was well acquainted
with how it worked. i
fingered one of the Meany scars on my wrist. this one was only a faint pink
line now, but i didn't have time to worry about that kind of problem right now.
i rolled my sleeves
up and pulled off the boys shirt. i blushed a little. i mean I'm not completely
stupid or innocent as everyone thinks. it was just that he was extremely well built.
it wasn't like i was gay i just wasn't expecting that. caught me off guard. i
told myself. I examined the wounds. and as i looked at all his wounds i saw a
scar that reached from on part of his solder down to his back. there was also another
in the same spot on the opposite side. the rest of the wounds were mostly taken
care of. And most of the blood had stopped. but they needed to be tightened. i
slowly unwound the make shift bandages. and tightly as i could tried to tie the
new ones around his lower stomach.
he sat bolt up right.
my hand grazed along the smooth muscles of his stomach.
"were am i? Who
are you? i-"
"carful or you'll
start bleeding again!" just then the gash started to spill over with
blood. i grabbed the bandages.
"im going to tie
this as tight as i can its going to hurt, im just warning you." i reached
out
"no don't touch
me!" the tuff guy act was ruined by the wincing in pain at the end.
"Do you want to
die?"
"not
today."
"then stop being
a stubborn ass!"
"fine" he growled
out. i wrapped the bandage.
"by the way I'm
Ryou." i glanced up at him. his red eyes were watching me. it was a bit unnerving.
i looked away.
"little Ryou
hu?" he chuckled.
"I'm not that
small!" i pulled back. Everyone said the same thing. 'oh look its cute,
little Ryou. anything that can really
hurt your ego I'vie been called. he let out a small laugh at my reaction. only
to wince in pain.
"serves you
right!" i grind. only to feel bad about it rigt after. sucks when your a
good person.
"im sorry that was
a bit harsh."
"dont worry about
it, im Bakura by the way. mikazuki, Bakura."
"hmmm, that's
strange. my names Bakura ryou. My last name is your first." a flash of recollection
flashed his face.
"i feel like ive
seen you before." i pondered out loud. "don't worry about it. im sure
its not that important. you just need to rest." i stood up and walked into
the kitchen. i pulled open the medicine cabinet. and a glass of water. i went
back out to find bakura staring absentmindedly at nothing in particular but the
wall.
"here drink
this. are you ok?" i asked skeptically.
"i not sure, but
i have a feeling the walls are starting to move."
"you really need
to sleep"
it only took a few minuets
for Bakura to fall back onto the pillows and fall asleep. i brought him a worm woolen
blanket. and sat down on the recliner.
i must have fallen
asleep. because before i knew it i woke up in my living room. with a very stiff
neck. i looked around. there was no Bakura to be seen. were did he go? i searched
the upstairs and everywhere else in-between. i slumped back onto the recliner.
he was gone, just got up and left. leaving me with nothing but a note.
-ryou,
thanks for
everything. im sorry i had to take off. its not because of you. thanks for
everything you've done. ill definitely repay you, someday.
-bakura.
"that stupid,
ahrg!" i yelled in frustration. "he cant go out with thoughs kinds of wounds" the clock chimed.
"shit I'm going
to be late for school. i ran upstairs to take a shower and get dressed.
as it was not more
than fifteen minutes latter i was out the door and off on my way to school. all
the way there and even into my first few classes of the the day i continued to
worry. it really sucks to be a good person. it want till i was being crushed to
death by all the teens around me, that i heard the name id been thinking all
morning.
"bakura were did
you go last night?" i turned toward the voice. i caught a glimpse at the
voices owner. he looked at lot like Marik, but with crazier hair. just then i
was pulled the other way and lost sight of him.
Normal P.O.V
Ryou stared around
the boring class room. his classmates gave him no entertainment. they were all
arguing. he hated them. They were everything he wished he didn't have to deal with.
loud, self-centered, dis-understanding, morons. most of them were stupid as
hell. it was a surprise they made it this far without forgetting to breath.
Class had just began, but miss. Weber the math teacher was no were to be found.
problem off fucking the gym teacher. it was fifteen- give or take a few minuets,
into class. but this was the usual. the class would get rowdy, the teacher next
door would come in. see that there was no teacher. miss Weber would be found
and the day would go on. she had been suspended about four times already for
fucking instead of teaching. the school was too cheap to fire her ass, and get
a better teacher. images from last night drifted into his head. the blood, the
rain, and the boy. we're had he seen him before?"
"Holy Ra Ryou
WERE THE HELL DID YOU GO LAST NIGHT! i mean one second you were there and the
next thing i know i hear some cabbie talking about a kid that fit your description. he also said
you had someone with you! Ryou what happened!" Marik was just getting
madder and madder. Ryou could see he was about to have a big melt down.
"calm down. i
told you i was going home, i took a cab and then went to bed end of
story." he let my eyes wonder around the chaotic class room.
" i was just worried.
a dealer was there last night. you didn't take anything from anyone
right?"
" i wouldn't
take anything from someone i didn't know. im not stupid Marik." honestly
you would think he was five or something. he knew better. but when given the temptation
he had almost said yes. it meant he wouldn't be 'little Ryou' anymore. a shadow
he couldn't wait to get rid of.
"done lie to me
Ryou! i mean we are friends right! who did you take home!" Ryou glanced at
him and them said.
"i don't know if
you know him, hell i didn't know him."
"HIM?RYOU
YOUR KILLING ME"
"mikazuki,
bakura" he finally said only to keep Marik from exploding.
"you didn't.."
mairks usually tan face went white.
" i did, he was
in pain, and he needed help. i couldn't just leave him there."
"ryou,
ryou" Marik put his head in his hands. "you don't know who he
is?" i shook my head.
"he didnt do
anything to you did he?"
"he was hardly
in the condition to do anything to me" he protested. marik glarid at him .
"did he?"
"no he didnt. as
a matter of fact he was gone when i woke up this morning."
"o thank
ra!"
" what the hell
marik?"
"bakura is know
as the virgin killer. and no offence but your ass is prime virgin territory."
Ryou blushed.
" god shout it
will you!" mairk raised an eyebrow.
" what? everyone
already knows it."
" i really hate
you."
yugi walked over with
the peppy gang. Joey was punching Tristan. tea was talking at the top of her
voice to yugi. god how he hated seeing them so early in the morning. Ryou knew
he shouldn't think that way about his 'friends' but they really drove him nuts.
" guess
what!" tea sang. her voice like nails on a chock board.
" you have in
braced the fact your a whore and are now going to live out the rest of your
days on street corners?" marik said. not even looking up. he was examining
his nails. not that there was anything wrong with them.
"no one asked
you, fag."
"now, now girls
your both pretty. but shut the hell up" Ryou laid his head on his desk. he
already had a headache and they'd only been talking for a minuet.
"now guess"
tea looked at Ryou with big chibi eyes. sparkles flouting in the air around
her.
" im going to go
with, it has something to do with dancing...?"
" no silly! its
about yugi." she looked at them expectantly. the short migit in question
was not meeting anyone's eyes. his face red.
"agh! you guys
suck." she yelled when none of them could come up with the awnsder she was
looking for.
" yugi has a boyfriend!"
" great job
yugi." Ryou smiled. it was as close to a genuine smile as he could get. he
really was happy for yugi. a bit jealous that the kid was so comfortable that he could
date whoever he wanted.
"who is
he?"
" you know that
older guy yami?" yugi smiled. a blush still on his cheeks.
" the tall one
with spiky hair?"
"thats
him." the others all started to ask yugi questions about it. but ryou had
already started to loose interst in the conversation. he had put his head on
the desk and was about to fall asleep. when the door opened and four guys
walked in. one with long black hair. another that looked like Marik. yugi
walked straight up to yugi. giving him a hug. it didn't even bother the rest of
the class. they had know yugi was gay from when he was twelve. thats when he
decided he defiantly liked guys better.
trailing behind them
was: Bakura! his hair was shimmering in the light cast from the windows. he
walked over slowly. it seemed his wounds were still healing. Ryou longed to run
up to him and ask how he was. but mariks words came back to him. the virgin
killer hu? better not look to interested. he concluded. Marik was playing with his
duel monster cards, making them into a great card castle. the taller, tan guy
who looked like him knocked it over. Marik spazed. throwing half the deck at
him. the older, who yami identified as malik threw the cards right back. soon
the area around them was a storm of flying cards. least he found someone else
to piss of thought ryou. everyone else was talking to yugi, and yami.
" im
bakura." he slid into the seat in front of me. he was straddling it backwards,
his full attention on ryou.
" i know."
Ryou acted as if it was no big deal. " anyway how are your wounds?"
"why? you worried
about me?" he flashed a killer smile. ryou had to look at a spot just
above his head to not get blinded.
" no. just
wondering. if you dont want to tell me, dont." bakura was a bit taken
aback from ryous cool attitude.
" they are just
fine."
" so bakura were
did you go last night anyway? did you get lost or something?" duke called
to Bakura.
" naw that party
was lame. i just went home." Ryou's brow furrowed. was he not going to
tell them that he almost died? what was so wrong with whatever he was doing
that night that he couldn't tell his friends. bakura turned back to Ryou.
" your not going
to tell them?"
" nope i don't
think they need to know." he ran a hand threw his hair making it even messier
than it already was. it it was even possible.
"you almost died
and your just going to shake it off?"
" yep. its not
like its a big deal. im used to it."
"used to it! do
you make it a habit to get yourself killed?" bakura reached a hand out,
cupping Ryou's cheek with it.
"listen love, we
have to pretend last night never happened. got it?" Ryou slapped his hand
away. the spot were Bakura's hand had been was getting too hot for his comfort.
just then miss Weber decided to make her appearance. her outfit was disheveled,
and her hair was falling out of its bun. yep, maybe it was the other math
teacher this time...
she sheewed the older
boys out. duke, the black haired one slouched out. malik winked at Marik who
closed his eyes and looked away. he had a feeling yugi wasnt the only who might
be getting a boyfriend. yami gave yugi one last hug then walked out. Bakura was
the last out. miss Weber got mad telling him to walk faster. he flipped her off
on his way out. all in all an interesting morning...?
* Ryous
P.O.V *
lunch didnt seem to
come fast enough. my first three classes were boring as hell. math, then science.
i slammed my locker shut. finally a break.
"come on ryou,
we're going to go eat with yami and the gang out in the grounds. i have to
punch that malik dude in the face!"
i had to laugh. marik had his fists up and ready. he looked vary
comical. and the fact that he was a feather weight didn't help matters. there
was no way he would even do any damage to malik.
"so what were
you and bakura talking about anyway?"
"dono, not much
i just asked him how he was then he had to leave."
" you like him
dont you?"
" not really. i
think hes kind of snobbish. anyway what about you and that malik guy? you
seemed to be having fun." Marik exploded with anger. going all chibi on
me.
"i hate him! he
kept bugging me. and he's not really that good looking. i mean, compared to me
anyway."
" if you say so
marik." i shoke my head. he liked him. but there was no arguing with Marik.
its like trying to move a mountain, you just cant go it. and you end up looking
like a fool. Bakura, bakura what am i going to do about him. i felt a need to
help him but at the same time he was the exact opposite of everything i am. he's rude, and
lies amongst other things, I'm sure. What was he hiding?
"yo! come back
to earth Ryou." marik was shaking a hand in front of my face.
"sorry i was
just thinking."
"you might not
want to do that often, you almost walked into a pole."
"oh look its the
little whore and his boyfriend." we looked up. towering over us was one of
the football players. jack. he'd been harassing us since Marik had said he wouldn't
sleep with him.
" i see you
still cant get any jack." jack did a double take . not expecting me to answer
back.
"holy shit the boyfriend
can speak. and for your information kid i get plenty. more than you ever
have."
"you never know
maybe i realy am a whore. you never know." we tried to walk past but he
was blocking our way.
"ha! as if! know
would higher you? you have no sex appeal."
"go jack off somewhere
eles." Marik said pushing jack out of the way.
"he's such a
creep." i moaned.
" eww can you image
him in bed? he would crush me with his fat!" we burst out laughing. but
inside it hurt a little. not even a bully who was willing to rape to get some
thought i had no sex appeal. i guess i have even less change of having a girlfriend.
id say about the same amount of chance that miss Webber had at becoming a
nun. Meaning zero. i sighed at lest we
were finally out to the others. everyone was stretched out by a picnic table. Duke
was arguing with seto of all people. This was the first time id seen him
outside of class. sure sometimes he ran with our gang but he never ate lunch
with us. i wondered what they were talking about. marik was already marching
over to malik, leaving m alone. bakura wasn't here yet either. Not that i cared
or anything. Yugi was looking a little alone, so i went to sit with him and
tea. it seemed yami want here yet either.
"whats up
guys?"
"not much. whats
the matter ryou? you look made about something." i flinched. girls i swear
they are built with some weird thing that makes it so they know what your really
thinking.
"its
nothing" i shrugged it off.
"really ryou if
its bothering you tell us." yugi implored me with his big eyes. i swear he
must have gotten plastic sugary of some kind to get them that big.
"ya tell
us." i knew there was no way they would drop it now.
"fine! some one
said i have no sex appeal. its not really anything. i don't even know why it
bothered me." tea and yugi exchanged glances.
"who said that
we'll kill them for you!"
"it dosnt matter.
anyway its not like you guys think that anyway." tea and yugi exchanged an
other glance.
"what DO you
guys think of me anyway."
" i dont think
you have any kind of appeal other than as a friend." tea sniffed. "
you dress like my grandma, your WAY too nice. and smart for your own
good." i turned to yugi.
"sorry, ryou she
dose have a point. you kind of are updateable." i gaped. it felt a little
like someone was stabbing me over and over again.
"seto? duck? Joey,
Tristan? what do you think?"
"i agree with
tea and yugi. i wouldn't date you if you paid me." seto dismissed.
"sorry man, im
with those guys." everyone else nodded the same.
"you guys are
fucking the worst friends ever!"
"well I'm sure
if you did pay someone they would date you." tea added sweetly.
" thats not
true! i could date anyone i wanted."
"you could
not!" yelled joey. i looked to Marik for support by he was too busy trying
to kill malik. the too were rolling around on the grass. marik had a hand full
of malik's hair, but malik had him in a head lock. the two continued to tussle.
clearly no help would come from them.
" i could!"
"prove it."
everyone stopped arguing. looking at seto they all quieted. the only sound was
of the wind lightly blowing around us.
and the two still on the ground fighting.
"how?" i
asked. seto smiled evil-y. i think a puppy just died.
" by getting
some one to date you of course. and not just date you but fall in love with you
too." my heart sunk. shit how was i going to pull this off?
"fine." i
said coolly. but inside i was screaming. what if i couldn't? no one would
respect me after that. not that they did much anyway. you know what? to hell
with it. what do i have to loose?
" is it a bet
then?" asked joey. money signs appearing in his eyes.
"yes lets make
it a bet. how much?" tea smiled.
"i say, six
hundred bucks that high enough?" exclaimed seto. " that's what i have
in my wallet at the moment." he sat back folding his arms. that wasn't
even that much. even if i did lose i could still pay that.
" and if i do
fail? i just pay you the six hundred right?"
"nope i have a
better plan you can be my maid for the rest of high school."
" the rest of
high school?" everyone exclaimed.
" i even have a maid
dress you can wear. just so that you know, i might need you to wear it during
school. you never know when i might need your services." you had got to be
kidding me. there was no way i was going to be kiba's maid. especially not if a
had to wear a dress. i do have some kind of pride.
"fine. get ready
to pay up. i don't plan to lose. Now who?"
" one second i
think everyone will need to think it over before we tell you." they all
put their heads together. i stood waiting. i couldn't hear a word they were
saying. it took them long time. but they separated grinning as they looked at
me. i have a bad feeling about this.
"so who is
it?" i realy hope they wouldn't say a teacher, or some overweight kid. or
that crazy girl no one can stand.
" there's no way
he'd be into you. your so plain and unattractive that i think it will be a challenge
for you" i waited to hear what they would say. anger ripping threw me.
these guys had it comming. and i was going to bring it. the fact that the
person was a guy was a little unnerving. and a little insulting. i mean im not
gay.
"bakura" i
gaped open mouth. they couldnt be serious
"rules are no
one can tell bakura. you cant tell him either ryou" tea waged her figure
at me. "two you have to do it by Christmas.
Three, he has to fall in love with you." tea, come on could you be any crueler?
" your sure
about bakura?"
"yep it has to
be him. bakuras the one."
" the one for
what?" bakura and yami walked up. the light caught his skin just right,
making it shimmer slightly. i guess he's not the worst looking guy to be stuck
with.
"oh nothing. we
were just talking. girl stuff" smiled tea. i glared at her. yugi rapped
himself around yam's waist.
"yugi, i need to
ask you something." i tilted my head in
a help me' kind of way.
"got it, oh yami
you can help too!" we walked a few feet away and sat beneath a tree. first
we had to explain what was going on to yami. he thought it was hilarious. i glared
at him. everyone was laughing at me.
"so i need to
know about Bakura. what's he into?"
"um, music,
reading." i count picture Bakura sitting long enough to read a book "
gothic stuff. candy, mostly chocolate. there's a few to start with. if you need
any more just ask." i said that i would right as the bell rang. already
the beginning of a plan was forming im my head. bakura was in for a rude
awakening. if he was into Goth, so would i.
if only i had know
this is what id be going latter today. i was currently in a gothic store
called; La Bat EN Black. it was the most gothic looking store id ever seen.
even the outside of the bilding looked like a haunted mansion, shoved in-between
two women's fashion stores. it was almost comical. all the lights from the bigger
stores couldn't even reach in here. their billboards sad things like ' cleaning
you up' 'the new, clean look.' it was offensive at the lest.
i was going to scare
the shit out of someone. and i couldn't care less. Everything in this place was
perfect. off to the side they had some amazing collars. one had the words ' you
can bit me anytime me, sexy' i couldn't help but wonder is that was more appropriate
for, say a lingerie store. i couldn't realy say that it was Goth, but it screamed
at me so i just had to get it. i walked up to the clerk.
"holy shit you
think you got enough kid?" the girl was pretty in a i might kill you kind
of way. her hair was dyed bright orange. totally amazing. she had a scull
printed mini on. and lace arm wormers. she had chains covering every inch of
her.
" im trying something
new."
"well shit. go
for it. but you sure? your kind of like a prep."
" being a prep
sucks ass. let's just kill them off already."
"what ever. i
think you got balls kid. i hope you scare everyone your trying too. bit'em if
you have to." she winked. holding
the collar id picked up.
"im manic. come
in any time. i wanna hear the real reason your doing this. but another
time." she grinned. which messed with the life sucks, then you die thing
she was going for. but what the hell? im in no place to judge. i paided and
walked to the bus stop.
i had more bags than
a bag lady. i took up five seats by myself. good thing no one ells got on. i
was getting weird looks from everyone. some of what was in one of the bags fell
over as we made a large turn. spilling the lace that was inside out onto the
floor. one man said ' do you think hes a
hooker?' his wife nodded and after that they didn't look my way. i liked the
stairs they were giving me. it was like my own privet spot light. in an odd way
it made me feel better. at the same time i couldnt believe i was doing all
this. was i so depressed that i jumped at a way to change? was i really this
angry? it was odd to think i was that angry. im usually a good, non angry
person. guess ill just have to run along with this experiment.
we finally got to my
stop. i jumped off. walking up to my house, my neighbor was out. she waved. i smiled back. mentally
wanting to slap her. i hate my neighbor
"oh! Ryou dear,
how are you?"
" just fine.
thanks for asking.." as soon as i slammed the door shut i added. "
you old bat." the phone in my pocket rang.
"hello?"
"Ryou that
you?"
"yes, its me
dad. what's up?"
" i wont be coming
home this week like i said" no surprise there. i had already planed on him
baling." did you say something?."
"nothing, i was
just sighing. i was looking forward to you coming home"
"stop sighing
like some girl. grow up. anyway ive got to go." the phone clicked off.
"didn't want to
talk to you ether, basterd." i carried my stuff upstairs. dropping them
about the room too tired to care. i had been out all day looking for the perfect
outfit. i collapsed onto the bed. head pounding and shoes still on. and i fell
asleep.
holy shit? can you
tell i started wrighting the first part, a long time ago? now that ive gotten
back to this story, i find i want to gut it and change the hell out of it.
*pulls out knives* anyway what do you think of it? im tryin gsomthing different
from my other story. (twisted grin) did you like how long it was? i dont usaly
wright this much but who cares right?
if you would please
R&R
REVEIWs keep me
alive, and make this monster vary happy
