Clarke followed Gaia to the medical center. Madi was lying on the bed, her hand on her stomach and Indra was next to her whispering in Trigedasleng.

« She is ready. » said Indra when Clarke and Gaia entered the room.

Clarke sat where Gaia told her, she could feel her mother staring at her from the little window of the door. She was holding her drawing and trying to keep her breathing steady.

Gaia lighted a few candles while whispering words that Clarke couldn't understand. After a while, Gaia took Madi's hands and lifted them up.

« Heda ! » she called as loud as she could « Leksa kom Trikru ! »

Madi's mouth opened and closed a few times before Gaia let go of her hands. The Fleimkepa took a step back and looked at Clarke.

« Lexa is now with you, we will let you have a private time. »

« Thank you Gaia. Indra. »

If she had not been sitting, Clarke would have fallen. It was Lexa's voice. Madi's eyes were still closed, and she felt like a ghost was next to her, she could almost feel Lexa's hands on her shoulders. Madi's lips were moving and Lexa's voice was coming out of her body. It felt like a bad dream.

« Hello Klark. »

« Lex… » she croaked, almost suffocating

« It's okay, take a breath. You're okay. »

« You… »

« I told you, I will always be with you. »

« You're not here Lexa. »

« Yet I am in pain to see you with another woman. »

« I am sorry. »

« I was okay, I guess. I knew that it was bound to happen, you have the right to be happy, but it hurt. That smile used to be for me, that look you gave her. »

Her hands were on Clarke shoulders, her thumbs stroking the base of her neck.

« I don't have the right to be jealous, I am dead. Sometimes it's okay, sometimes there are days were I don't see you. Madi is not strong enough yet, she can't push me down, sometimes I take control, and I felt too much yesterday… »

« Lexa, please. I can feel your hands. »

« I know, are you enjoying it ? »

« Yes. »

« When I saw you last night with Niylah, and it made me realize how much I miss being able to kiss you. »

She kneeled in front of Clarke, put her hands on the blonde's face, and touch her lips with her fingers.

« Open your eyes for me. »

« I can't. You're not real. »

« I am right here, for you Klark. I am kneeling once again in front of you. I want you to know that I deeply regret never telling you how much I love you. I will always love you. »

Tears were rushing down her face, and she could feel Lexa's hands wiping them away. She could feel her hands, her lips, her whole body. She wondered if she was hallucinating because she could almost smell her.

« Lexa ? »

« Yes my love ? »

« I wish you were here, with me, I wish Titus… »

« Klark. As far as I know, there is no machine capable of bringing us back in time, I am dead. But I am not gone. I swore fidelity to you… »

« Well, you can't really sleep with another Commander, you are a spirit. »

« Thank you, that made everyone laugh. »

« What ? »

« Open your eyes, we have spectators. »

She did as she was told, only to see her mother, Indra, Gaia, Niylah, Bellamy and Octavia watching. She looked at Madi, who was smiling widely and got up to take her daughter's hand.

« I miss you Leksa. Can we have a few more minutes ? »

« We can, love. »

Clarke went back to her seat, and closed her eyes, she felt Lexa in front of her again.

« Do you see ghosts sometimes ? » she asked

« When you are not Heda, your spirit goes away. »

« Do you know where ? »

« No, I am sorry. But they all are in a better place. No wars, only peace. Your father, Anya, Lincoln, Gustus, Titus, your friends too. »

« Peace. »

« Peace is good Klark. »

« You remember, when I said that life should be more than just surviving ? »

« I do. »

« I think it's finally our chance. »

« I believe it is, but Klark, may I give you an advice ? »

« You know you always can. »

« You are strong and fierce, and I know you will be able to lead your people, you will give them the hope they need. But you are wild, so wild. You need to be patient, you need to learn from your mistakes. »

« I will do my best. »

« I am proud of you Klark, so proud. » she said, kissing her softly « It's time to go. I enjoyed seeing you more than you know. »

« Thank you. »

« My love, please, do not cry. I will be in peace now that you know. »

« Ai hod you in Leksa. »

« Ai hod you in Klark. » smiled the Commander « Mebi oso na hit choda op nodotaim. »

« We will meet again. » answered Clarke before opening her eyes

She stayed on that chair, trying not to look at her friends behind the door, she was crying, her heart felt so full yet still empty, still missing one of the biggest pieces. Madi started coughing and Gaia helped her sit up.

Clarke didn't know when her mother and Gaia got in the room, but the young girl was talking softly to her daughter, while her mother was squeezing gently her shoulder.

« I felt her mom. » she whispered « I could feel her, I felt her hands, her warmth, she was here. »

« I know baby. »

Clarke looked up at her mother, and saw that she was crying too. She glanced at Octavia, who had tears rolling down her cheeks and she smiled at Bellamy. His eyes were as red as his sister. Niylah wasn't here anymore, but she knew she could deal with it later.

« Madi ? » she asked, getting up « Are you okay ? »

« I think I am. I feel…rested. »

« Good, good baby. » she smiled and hugged Madi « I love you Madi. I love you so much. Thank you. »