Thank you to everyone who took the time to read and review. Someone asked me what the context of the story and I realized I hadn't actually explained anything in the first chapter. So here is the run down. Edward never comes back. Bella and Jacob are contiunously close and after much waiting (I am talking at least a year) Bella finally decides that she can be with Jacob becuase she truly wants to be. So by this chapter Jacob is 18 and Bella is incredibly happy. Hope that helps. As always please review!
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I found myself dreaming of Jacob all the time. Ever since that night on the beach things had been different for us. We saw each other whenever we could which was at least every other day. After all, Victoria was still searching for me, someone had to protect me. We talked on phone whenever he wasn't running with the pack. I had grown to love Jacob in a way I never thought I could. Our physical relationship had grown as well. I couldn't wait to see him this afternoon. Charlie was going fishing for the whole day, so we could have the house to ourselves.
I was in the kitchen getting ready to cook dinner when two strong arms wrapped around my waist.
"Hi Bella," he whispered softly in my ear. His warm breath sent shivers down my spine. Jacob began to place gentle kisses down my neck, sending my heart pounding through my rib cage.
"Hi Jake," I said breathlessly, reveling in his kisses.
"So what are you making for dinner?" he asked casually between kisses. I had to think about what I was making even though it was right in front of me. Jacob's kisses made everything hazy, in a good way.
"Umm…I …can't concentrate…with you doing that." He laughed lightly in my ear and then stopped kissing my neck.
"OK then, is that better?" Jacob moved slightly away from me. Instantly I felt cold and wanted to feel his lips on me. He was incredibly good at everything we did. I was beginning to wonder how he was so good.
"No! Your lips on my body are better, but I won't be able to finish dinner with you touching me like that."
"Haha, OK then," he replied, moving his hands slowly up and down my sides.
"Jacob!" I whined playfully. I decided nothing was going to get done in the kitchen until other hungers were satisfied. I turned to face him for the first time since he had arrived. He was wearing a white cotton button down shirt with the sleeves rolled up and dark jeans. The white of his shirt was in such contrast with the tan color of his skin. I already felt warm just from looking at him. I placed my hands on the counter behind me to give myself a boost so I could kiss him on the lips. He grabbed me by the hips and sat me on the counter as our lips met. I wrapped my legs around his waist as the kiss deepened. Our lips separated for a brief moment so we could breathe, both of us panting heavily. Jacob was my personal source of warmth. It was so incredible the feelings I had for him, the feelings he evoked in me. I knew without a doubt that I loved Jacob. But I wondered sometimes how he knew so much about girls.
"Jacob, how is it that you are so good at this?" I asked just as he placed his lips on mine. I could feel him smile as he kissed me.
He pulled away from me slightly and looked me deep into my eyes. The intensity of his gaze gave me butterflies. "You think I am good at this?" he asked softly. I looked at the shocked expression on his face and giggled.
"Umm, yeah kind of," I bit my lower lip contemplating my question. "Umm, so how did you become so good at this?" I asked quickly and looked away. Jacob placed his fingers under my chin and titled my head up until our eyes met.
"Bella, there has never been anyone but you and I hope there will only ever be you." Sweetly he pulled me close to him in an affectionate hug. All of my fears of being compared to his past vanished. I kissed him feverishly, desire washing through my body.
"So I guess dinner is on hold?" I said breathlessly.
"Maybe we should just start with dessert." He grinned wickedly, pressing his lips to mine. His tongue lightly touched my lips seeking entrance. I happily obliged. Jacob's hands skimmed my body over my shirt. His delicate touch gave me goose bumps. He slid his hands under my butt and lifted me into his arms. My legs were still wrapped around his body as he made his way to the stairs. I felt more excited than nervous. I wanted to be with Jacob and I knew it was right.
Jacob held all my weight in one hand as he opened the door to my room. His strength would never cease to amaze me. As we entered the room I untangled my legs from around his waist and slid down his body until my feet touched the floor. The friction of our bodies caused a wave of desire to rush through me. We hadn't had a lot of "alone" time since that night on the beach, and I was ready to go farther. Jacob nuzzled my neck with his nose and then began to place kisses along the same path. My hands roamed over his taut body. I could feel his muscles tighten at my touch. I loved the feel of his body and that I could create a response in him.
"Is it getting warm in here or is it just me?" I breathed heavily,
"It is probably me." Jacob replied with a laugh in between kisses.
"Well in that case…" My hands found the buttons of his shirt and slowly undid them. Jacob's hands caressed my body and grabbed the bottom of my shirt. In one swift motion it was on the floor. His fingertips slid down my neck and caressed my breasts. He gently rubbed tiny circles around my nipples with his thumbs. I moaned in pleasure at his touch. I brushed his shirt off his shoulders and began placing kisses in the places I could reach. He chuckled softly when he realized I could barely reach his chest. It was strange being so small next to him but I always felt safe in his arms. He was my haven.
We walked, still kissing and caressing each other, over to the bed. Jacob slowly lowered me to the bed, making sure to keep our bodies in contact. As I sat down Jacob ran his hands from my shoulders to my back, removing my bra in one quick motion. He laid me back on the bed and fell lightly on top of me. His body was on fire, and I craved his warmth. My craving made me nervous. There were no boundaries to this relationship and I sometimes wondered where we were headed.
"Mmm, Bella, you smell incredible." I giggled softly as his lips ran gentle kisses down my neck. I ran my fingers through his hair and massaged his shoulders as he made his way to my breasts. His tongue made circular patterns around each nipple, and I moaned in pleasure at the sensation. His tongue continued to massage my nipples and his hands slid lower to my stomach, tenderly gliding his fingers over it. My body quivered at his touch. I began to kiss his shoulder and neck, nipping his earlobe. He inhaled sharply. I longed to please him, but Jacob had other ideas. He moved his lips slowly down my body softly kissing every bit of flesh exposed. My heart raced as my body responded to his touch.
"I love when you touch me," I said through gasps of breath. He reached the edge of pants and looked up at me grinning wickedly.
"Really," he said, looking at me with one eye brow raised. He quickly removed my jeans and panties. He slid his body off the edge of the bed so he was kneeling between my legs.
"Do you like it when I touch you here?" he said mischievously, placing kisses along my inner thighs. This single action created a fire between my legs.
"MmmHmm," I replied and inhaled sharply as his kisses moved farther and farther up my thigh. My head was fuzzy from the sensations running through my body. To make things more intense Jacob ran his fingers over my folds. I needed to feel him inside me.
"Mmmm…yes," my hands ran through his hair, urging him on. He quickly moved his head to place kisses on my palm then moved to my fingertips, nibbling and licking each one.
"Bella, you are so beautiful" he whispered. I smiled despite myself. Things couldn't be better in my life. I realized I wasn't as nervous as I should be. Being intimate with Jacob seemed natural and right.
Then Jacob caught me by surprise. His hands slid around my hips, pulling me forward to the edge of the bed. He then lowered his head between my thighs, placing kisses along each one of them. My stomach tightened as his tongue entered me and began caressing the inner most parts of my body. This was a new sensation to me. The warmth and slickness of his tongue was blissful. I clutched the blankets on the bed as his tongue moved around like a whirlwind inside of me. His hands pulled me closer so he could explore deeper. A breath caught in my throat as I enjoyed every sensation that rippled through my body. My body was on fire tensing with every lick of his tongue. He slid one hand down to work in unison with his tongue. His thumb rubbed swiftly, and a deep moan escaped my lips. My legs trembled with desire. He slowed down, flicking his tongue in and out of me teasingly. He took his free hand and slid it up my body, stroking my breast. I reached forward and took his fingers in my mouth, nibbling on the tips playfully, and then sucking them gently. His fingers helped contain my lustful moans. Slowly he slid his hand back down my body, his wet fingers leaving a cool trail down my fiery flesh. His slowed the motion of his tongue and fingers, gently licking the outer most edges.
"No keep going, please. Don't stop," I panted, trying to keep some composure. I had no idea where I found the courage to be so demanding. I glanced down and caught his eye. He pulled away slightly so he could speak.
"What was it you wanted again?" He looked at me lustfully as he spoke. I was a girl over come with need; there was no time for idle chit-chat.
"Your mouth has more important things to do than talk right now." I said forcefully, well at least for me. He raised one eyebrow and smirked at my boldness.
All at once Jacob quickened his motions. I groaned in pure bliss and arched my back to bring me closer to the pleasure. I grasped the sheets harder as my body raged with heat and finally the tension that had built up released. I collapsed in complete satisfaction. Jacob kissed and licked my inner thighs and slowly kissed his way back up my body. We were both breathing heavily as he lay next to me. I was amazed at how easy it was to be with Jacob. I was completely comfortable in my skin with him. Even when he was exploring my body I wasn't self conscious.
"You are amazing Jacob." I said between gasps of air. His smile broadened and he leaned in and kissed me softly. I lay in his arms for a few minutes to gain my strength. Once I felt I was ready I crawled on top of him. My action took him by surprise and he looked at me curiously. I kissed him passionately and let my tongue massage his. I moved from his lips placing kisses along his jaw line. I nibbled on his ear and he inhaled sharply. I started kissing and licking his neck. Jacob started to run his smooth hands over my body, making everything warm again. Despite myself, I shivered as he cupped my breasts in his hands and began to caress them with his thumbs. I would not be distracted from my mission. I gently nuzzled his neck and moved my kisses lower onto his chest. I continued to kiss him and move lower along his muscular body. My hips were finally aligned with his. Surprisingly, I was feeling very confident in my actions and he seemed to be enjoying it too. Slowly I rocked on top of his erection and could feel his supple warmth.
"Bella…" he whispered lustfully. I nipped gently at his nipples and he gasped in utter ecstasy. I smiled at the pleasure I could cause him. I pushed myself up so I was sitting directly over his erection. Again I moved my hips playfully over him. He reached around my hips holding me in place, but I had other plans. I leaned forward and ran the very tips of my nails down his chest. He bit his lower lip holding in the moan that had been building. I leaned forward, delicately kissing and licking the trails I had scratched. I wasn't sure where all my confidence came from but I liked the feeling. I slide my hips off of his so I could take off his pants. I placed kisses all the way down to his waistline then I licked back up to his belly button as I slid my hands down to his jeans and removed them. I leaned forward again to place kisses along the waistline of his boxers and could feel him pulsating against me. I inhaled sharply. I was about to see Jacob completely naked. My stomach was doing somersaults; I was ready to see his perfect physique.
A brief moment of nervousness clenched my stomach but the desire I felt pushed it aside. As my lips touched the waist of his boxers I used my teeth to pull them down. Jacob seemed surprised by my aggressiveness to be honest I was surprised too. I continued kissing, placing my lips on his tip and then along the shaft. Jacob groaned in pleasure and ran his fingers through my hair. Once I reached the bottom of the shaft I licked my way back up to the top. His whole body shuddered, and he pulled my hair, gently urging me on. I licked the tip and placed a small portion in my mouth, flicking my tongue rapidly over the top of it. Jacob's hips rose off the bed slightly, begging for more. Slowly I took more of him in my mouth. My tongue danced along the shaft and he gasped at the sensation. I continued sliding my mouth along him and gently encircled the base with my thumb and index finger. Slowly I moved my hand in unison with my mouth. This was so new to me I hoped I was doing it right. I wanted to please him the way he had pleased me.
"Ohh…Bella," escaped his lips in a breathless whisper. With each motion of my mouth Jacob moaned in pleasure. I slowed the motion and moved my tongue back up to the tip, caressing it with both lips and tongue. Jacob's voice came more gruffly this time, "Bella… mmm… please… don't stop." I took him deeper and moved both hand and mouth feverishly again. Jacob's back arched off the bed, reveling in the pleasure of my mouth. I could feel the tension building closer to the tip, and in one sudden motion I was lying on the bed next Jacob as he shuddered and came. Jacob pulled me close to him and held our over heated bodies close together. I breathed heavily enjoying his earthy scent and the peace I found in his arms. He gently showered my face in kisses and snuggled closer to me. I reveled in the love and passion we shared. I feared nothing with him. I sighed happily and fell asleep in the warmth that is Jacob Black.
