I walked around the castle. I didn't honestly have anything better to do. Harry was ignoring me and my friends were taking pity on me. I don't need anyone's pity I'm a Malfoy for fucks sake.
I've been walking around for about an hour. I had no real purpose when I left the common room, except to get away from the noise. It was so loud and happy. Everyone was smiling and laughing and honestly! It was ridiculous. But if you ask Pansy I was downing everyone because and I quote "your pathetic whimpers are sending off a bad vibe." Sorry for feeling emotions you crazy bitch!
CLICK CLICK. I stopped dead in my tracks and listened closely. Someone was just around the corner. I looked around and finally my eyes landed on my watch. 2:30 am. Oh no. If I got caught now I was screwed. Father said no more owls from school or there would be "consequences". And I shudder to think what those might be.
The noise was getting louder meaning the person was getting closer. I looked around for somewhere to hide. I found an empty classroom and ducked in just in time. McGonagall rounded the corner with her wand out. Stupid professors and night watch. They trust us prefects during the school week but come Friday and all that trust goes out the window.
I stayed in the empty classroom for a good 5 minutes. I wanted to make sure she was good and gone before I made my next move. If it was 2:30 then I had no desire what so over to go back to my common room everyone there will still be awake.
I took in a deep breath and finally made up my mind. I turned in the opposite direction and made my way to Gryffindor Tower. I came to the portrait of the FAL Lady and woke her up.
"Don't you know what time it is son?"
"Yes actually. Now if you don't mind I have the password and would like to get in."I snapped. I always had to deal with her and it drove me insane!
"They're all still awake you know m'dear."
"Believe it or not that's okay. It's just him I need to talk to." I whispered looking at the ground.
"Yes I suppose so. I heard about the fight. You know us paintings aren't completely out of the loop."
"So I've learned" I answered back. She gave me one last small smile before opening up and letting me enter the common room without a password. I hesitated for just a second before stepping in.
Noise. That was the first thing I heard. The more I focused in though the better I understood. It wasn't just chaotic noise it was a party. By the looks of it I hadn't even interrupted. I walked around the edge of the room making my way to the stair cases, always hanging in the shadows.
"Malfoy?" great just what I wanted.
"Hello Granger. What can I do for you?" she gave me appointed look and I didn't even get a response to my side mark.
"He's in his dorm room. You know the way." then she turned away and left me standing there. I stood in shock for a second or two then shook it off. I turned and climbed up the steps of the boy's dormitory.
I came to the familiar door that led into an even more familiar room. I opened the door just a crack so Harry would be able to see me.
"Harry, can I come in?" I didn't need to say who I was. This was something we came up with when we first started seeing each other. Open the door just a crack and ask if you can come in. It's polite and no one else does that around this place.
I walked in and saw harry standing in front of the window. He didn't say a word when I came in .He stood there posture loose normal. He turned around and his eyes locked with mine. The first thing I noticed is he looked different. More relaxed calm. Nothing like the display we had in my bedroom.
Harry walked closer to me and snaked his arms around my waist. I didn't say a word or fight to get free. I sighed and leaned my head against his chest. I could hear his heart beating at a steady rhythm. We stood there for just a second longer before I finally spoke.
"Not that I don't like this," I started gesturing to his hold on my waist "but I didn't come here for that."
"I know. Everyone's told me what happened."
"Wait. What do you mean they've told you? You were there you were the one who said what you said." I stated dumbfounded.
Harry sighed and let go of me. He plopped down ion his bed starred at me.
"Harry," I said after a moment, "what's going on?"
"I don't know dray. I don't remember saying all those things to you. I don't remember making you cry. And I sure as hell don't remember saying I don't think we should be together anymore."
"If this is a ploy to cover your ass stop because it's not funny."
Harry shook his head. "It isn't I was actually on my way to come find you when you walked in. I wanted to explain this to you but I can't even explain it to myself. So how am I to make you understand?"
I sat down next to Harry and took him in my arms. "Potter, Harry we have been fighting with each other for four years. We fell in love in one and this year it's been complete bliss. I'm sure as fuck won't let you through this all away because you're having memory problems. we will figure this out." I said running my fingers through his hair.
"Promise?" he whispered like a child.
"Sweetheart would I ever lie to you?" I asked making myself seem as innocent as possible
"No." he answered
"That's right I would never lie to you. Now why don't we go to sleep? It's been a long tiring day and you look exhausted."
"Okay." Harry whispered as I pulled back the sheets to his bed and covered him up. I snuggled down next to him and help him till he fell asleep. I laid in bed for a little while longer until sleep consumed me, and I fell asleep next to my beautiful boyfriend.
That was the first night I had ever lied to Harry Potter.
Authors note: R&R guys. This is so much fun to right. I'm also sort of knew about the writing part of fan fiction so bare with me. Hope you enjoy.
Lots of Love,
DeathIsMyMuse
