Greetings everyone. I hope you all enjoyed the first chapter. Now for chapter two.
Chapter 2
Several days had passed since Kagome's startling revelation. Rin was in love with her oldest friend and roommate. She didn't deny that fact any more, what bothered her was that she couldn't tell if he felt the same way. Sesshomaru was always a hard book to read but Rin did better than others. It just seemed that this particular passage was a little harder to comprehend.
Rin sighed in the bathtub soaking, an event that was so far and in between. Thank goodness it was her day off. Rising out of the water and taking a quick shower, Rin dressed in a fitted tee shirt and shorts. She headed toward the kitchen to start making dinner. Tonight was one of the nights Sesshomaru had a late class and after the two bus rides, he would be starving.
The young woman often wondered how he fared at school. She wondered what it was like to be there with all those different people. Did they whisper about the tall stoic man when they learned the location of his residence? Did the younger students question why he was older and not in a graduate school? Would they look down on him if anyone learned how his schooling was being funded? Would they treat her the same way, if she ever attended? "People need to mind their own business." Rin spoke to her pots and pans.
The jingle of keys turning the lock ripped Rin from her thoughts.
"Welcome home, honey." Rin greeted playfully.
"Hello" Sesshomaru greeted back. He kicked off his shoes and placed the worn messenger bag he carried on the floor by the door. He routinely walked into their tiny kitchen and gathered the plates and utensils for the meal. "Smells good." He sniffed the air, pleased.
"I know. I'm a marvelous cook. World class." She mocked herself.
"You've come a long way." He complemented as they sat crossed legged on the floor in front of their low table.
"I would hope." she laughed loudly. And he joined in with her. "Can you believe it's been eight years? Time just seems to be racing away."
"Rin, have you given any thought into going to college?"
His question caught her off guard. Of course she thought about it. Everyone in this neighborhood did but those kinds of thoughts stayed dreams. "Not really. I'm not a book kind of girl." was her answer.
"You know college is a lot like high school. You don't have to be so leery about it."
"I don't know Sesshomaru. People from around here don't really go to college. They barely make it out of high school."
"I'm in college." he pointed out.
"You're not from around here." She reminded.
He laughed slightly. "I think living here for this long counts. By the way I have something." He paused as he got up from his seated position and went to his bag. Rin took a moment to contemplate his words. Yes, higher education was the only sure way to leave these slums and never come back but unfortunately that train only had room for one passenger, Rin forfeited her seat a long time ago. The thump of him sitting regained her attention.
Sesshomaru sat a beautifully crafted bottle in the middle of the table, the contents being very pricey sake.
"Where did you get that?" Rin gazed wide-eyed.
"I thought we could celebrate. Eight years ago yesterday, I moved in with you."
"You remembered something like that?" She felt overwhelmed. Maybe he did feel something more than common friendship for her?
He smiled slightly at her, "The day my life changed."
"Yes it was." Rin sighed feeling a twinge of guilt.
The night passed by as they drank the libations provided and reminisced about the past, while planning the future.
"What do you really want to do with your life, Rin?" Sesshomaru asked for what felt like the fourteenth time. She wouldn't, more like couldn't, give a straight answer. Her responses ranged from princess to fashion boutique buyer from fire fighter to chef. The alcohol was loosening her imagination. Rin kept her head to the table as she mumbled into her arm. "Dancer."
"You're a dancer now." he reminded as his head rested in his hand supported by his elbow.
"No. I mean a real dancer, where people will applaud 'cause they appreciate the sheer…athleticism of my performance not 'cause my boobs are on display. Not that I mind being half-naked," she snickered a little. "But I want people to see that I have a real talent and not everyone can twist their body around that piece of steel like I can, that even though I'm naked, what I can do is special.
Sesshomaru was left speechless and the room was filled with silence until Rin giggled some more. "But we both can't be chasing dreams right now. Besides, the money's way too easy. Living is way too expensive."
"Rin, you don't have to work for me, you know. I have my own money."
She sat up slightly. "Oh yeah?"
"Yea. I got a job at the book store on campus." he chuckled. "I work on the weekends. Been there since the start of this semester. The pay sucks but at least it's something."
"Well I was starting to wonder why I was only paying bills and not funding your expenses anymore." She pouted. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't want you to be mad. Or think I was ungrateful."
Rin sprang to her knees and scurried over to her dearest friend. He stared as she approached swiftly. Was she coming to strike him?
"I could never think you were ungrateful. I'm the one indebted to you. Thanks for eight years." Rin puckered her lips and quickly, rather playfully smooched his lips. As innocent as the action had been, it seemed to ignite something that had been dormant deep within. Timidly Rin pressed her lips to Sesshomaru's again and he awkwardly sucked her lips. Their lips moved in an off balanced rhythm. But neither of them would stop. Rin pushed and pushed forward until they toppled over. Her body lying uncomfortably between his legs but neither of them cared. The sensation was maddening. Both of them longed for such contact.
The moment Rin's delicate rose-colored lips embraced his, everything around Sesshomaru ceased to exist. All that was known was the fact that his childhood friend was kissing him. A moment he always craved but was sure would never happen. Rin was a beautiful well-known flower, always out of his reach. Sesshomaru was positive she only held platonic emotions for him. But this, this was what he dreamed of. His arms circled her frame as she laid atop him. His lips fumbled against her mouth. He wasn't doing too badly for his first real kiss.
Rin pulled back from his lips in protest, her lungs needed to refill. She sheepishly looked into his eyes. She hoped he wouldn't be too upset if she had over-stepped her boundaries but the call of his lips was too powerful. Rin silently thanked the expensive sake in her system for giving her the courage to steal her first kiss from her newly discovered love. His eyes bore into her brown irises with a look of desire. She became elated. Did this mean he wanted her in the same fashion?
"Are you going to kiss me again?" Sesshomaru spoke in a velvety voice. Without hesitation Rin crashed into him. Both moved their lips with newfound fervor. She sucked his lip wanting to taste his mouth. And she nearly melted as his tongue slid out and pushed passed her lips. Rin wanted to touch his body but her hands were restrained between them both and she feared if she stopped kissing him, she would never be given this chance again. Thankfully Sesshomaru's hands were free. He timidly skimmed up and down her back, each time coming dangerously close to the curve of her bottom. Just one more pass and he would work up the nerve to run his hands over her backside.
Just then a booming clap of thunder startled both lovers. Rin jumped completely off of him. The sudden loss of contact was disappointing and exposed the distinct bugle in Sesshomaru's pants. He quickly sat up hoping that went unnoticed.
"Oh no it's raining. You know I hate thunder storms." Rin yelped as another deafening boom of thunder rumbled throughout the skies. And then everything went black. "And there goes the power." Rin whined as Sesshomaru chuckled.
"Don't get so worked up. The power will be back on soon. You know it goes out with every storm." Both fumbled their way in the darkness to Sesshomaru's room.
Sesshomaru felt his way around until he pulled out a small cigarette lighter and lit the candle on his nightstand. A faint glow lit the room that once belonged to Rin's mother. She insisted he take it when he moved in. It was bigger and he was older but mainly because part of her liked that he was her protector and provider, just like her mother used to be.
"Might as well get comfortable." Sesshomaru reasoned. Both laid on the large futon, his arm wrapped snugly around her. In the darkness Sesshomaru was extremely aware of his senses. The smell of Rin's hair invaded his nose, his ears picked up on her erratic breathing and her rear was pressed firmly against his stiffening erection. They laid like this many a time in her younger years but as she got older, Rin became more comfortable with sleeping alone and he didn't have to worry about controlling certain aspects of himself. But his control was fleeting, every movement making it worst.
Rin was a frazzled heap. Waiting for Sesshomaru to touch her was unnerving. Maybe he wouldn't touch her, at least not first. She did rather rudely yank herself from him. Maybe he thought she wasn't interested anymore. If something was to be done, she would have to make the first move. Rin boldly rested her shaky hand atop his. Cautiously she moved his hand up her stomach. She felt him tense as his hand stopped right up under her breast. Her heart played a drumming song. Her chest heaved up and down. She couldn't regulate her breaths. Slowly she gripped his hand and glided it along the contours of her bust, resting there.
Sesshomaru froze. His finger could feel her weighted breast. They ached to touch them, caress them, squeeze them. But was too afraid to be so bold. If this was what she wanted then he would wait for her to give the all clear. He didn't have to wait long as she took his hand and placed it where he longed for it to be. His large hand rested fully upon her breast. He could feel the delicate bud forming square in his palm. He swallowed hard, which he was positive she heard but didn't dare speak, ruining this moment. He silently thanked her for never wearing a bra in the house. He bravely gave her round globe a gentle squeeze savoring the feeling. His grasp on reality was fleeting, his instincts threatening to take over his being. Rin released a pleasant sigh that was music to his ears. He wanted to hear such a sound again. Squeezing again he was rewarded with the same sigh. Soon he was kneading her breast trying to capture her nipple between his fingers.
Rin let an embarrassing squeal like noise escape her lips as Sesshomaru grasped her sensitive bud. Her chest continued to heave, wanting him to do it again. Maybe some encouragement would work. Rin arched her breast furthered into his hand. He captured her nipple again and nurtured the delicate piece of flesh; squeezing, pulling, tweaking it. His actions caused a stirring in her lower region. Her hips squirmed on their own with each move he made, pushing firmly into him to feel his member grow larger against her. It felt so hard. Rin's fingers twitched with desire to touch it. Before she realized, her hand was behind her, fingers trailing down the plains of his flat stomach coming in contact with his belt buckle. Taking a brave gulp, Rin raised her hand over the buckle, her fingers ghosting across the large bugle in his pants. She felt him tense again.
Sesshomaru froze, her nipple between his fingers, when her fingers brushed against him. But they just lingered there. The burning desire for her touch was consuming him. This teasing was maddening. His pelvis bucked against her touch, pleading with her for more contact. Message received as she rubbed her hand up and down the length of him. Falling deeper into an instinctual stupor he yearned to hear more lewd noises pass her lips. His lips pressed down to her neck and shoulder, peppering her soft skin with little kisses.
Rin purred and sighed from the contact of his lips upon her heated flesh. She made a sound to that of a growl when his fingers left her peak only to moan as she felt his fingertips touch her other breast. It seemed the more she gasped and moaned the faster his lips pressed against her and the harder he bucked against her. Were the sounds of her enjoyment arousing him? They were sure arousing her. Sesshomaru sucked hard on her neck startling her, causing her to squeeze his restrained member. She then heard a pronounced growl come from him. Did she mess up? Rin feared as much when his fingers stopped torturing her breast.
In the darkness Rin heard the sounds of metal clanking and the rustling of fabric in a hurried fashion. She felt Sesshomaru rose off the bed briefly. His strong hand grabbed hers and then she felt it. Though she never felt it before she knew exactly what it was. The heat from him radiated into her palm. He was so full and firm yet the flesh was silky smooth. How was it even possible? But Rin didn't have time to contemplate the mystery of his anatomy as an eager thrust of his hips moved the steel between her grasp. She complied and stroked him with a slow pace.
Sesshomaru's hand found its way to the sheets in front of her. He fisted the soft sheets as her small hand glided up and down his throbbing erection. Deep groans unwillingly slipped from his throat as she stroked him, relishing the feel on his heated skin. He leaned into her further, threatening to crush her. He breathed in her ear as he tried to collect whatever dignity he could muster. This whole thing threatening to be over before they even really started.
Close to her face, he could see her parted lips as she concentrated on torturing him. The shallow breathes coming from her seem to call to him. He let go of the sheets and caressed her chin, turning her face toward him. Their lips met in a bruising kiss. Rin rolled over slightly to a more comfortable position on her back. Using her free hand, she brought it up to his face, weaving her fingers into the hair at the base of his head. He propped himself up on his arm and used a hand to caress a nearby breast. She moaned in his mouth and subconsciously slowed her stroking motion. He didn't seem to mind as long as she didn't take the warmth of her hand away.
Both lips parted as their tongues engaged in a dance both felt more comfortable doing. Instincts soon had Sesshomaru's hand sliding down her stomach. And without stopping, his fingers were under the waistband of her shorts, touching the soft hairs of her region. Both gasped and parted lips, gazing in each other's eyes. There was no going back now. Rin was the first to move as she sat up and pulled her shirt over her head. Sesshomaru's eyes abruptly went to the round orbs of her full breast. Only when he realized she was pulling her shorts off was when he followed suit and practically tore his own shirt over his head and ridding himself of the pants that were down at his knees. Both returned to their positions fully unclothed. Rin looked down at his prominent manhood and grasped it again. How was all of that supposed to fit inside of her? She stroked again enjoying the feeling of his flesh moving under her hand. Sesshomaru leaned over her and affixed his lips to hers once more. He couldn't stay away. But the heat rising from her jewel seemed to call him. His hand travelled over her body too slowly for Rin's liking, making its way back down to her core.
Rin's breathing turned to that of near hyperventilation wanting to feel him touch her the same way she did at night in her room alone. But it appeared like that wasn't going to happen. His hand teasingly caressed her thighs, coaxing her legs apart. He ran a hand down her inner thigh, but when it was time to feel his hand upon her heat, he rushed over it to stroke her other thigh. And he kept with that same fashion. Growing frustrated, Rin let out a small whimper pleading with him. Asking for him to give her the pleasure she so desperately needed but he made no move toward her.
"Please" she begged.
Sesshomaru timidly placed his hand against her core. Rin released a satisfying sigh. He pushed firmly against her. His palm kneading into her and she moaned more, urging him to give her more. His motions sped up, his fingers accidentally slipping between her well saturated folds. She gasped, locking eyes with him. Did he hurt her? Rin's hips answered his silent question as she jerked upward trying to feel more of him. He pushed deeper into her, his fingers seeming to swim inside of her. He used two fingers and explored inside of her cavern, rubbing the fleshy walls. Rin's hands fisted the sheets and her body jerked off the futon, her hips bucking uncontrollably. Her walls contrasted around his fingers pulling him deeper inside. "Move. In and out of me." She demanded and was rewarded with compliance. Rin's moans came more frequent as her legs spread farther apart. A tightening began in her belly and she panted for him to give her what she didn't know her body was climbing to. And in a blinding flash she felt her body release, staining the sheets.
Sesshomaru watched her face twist in pleasure as she released around his fingers. Her mouth gaped and face flushed, harden his erection to the point of pain. He had to be inside of her, to feel that warmth around his steel rod. He moved between her legs in a daze, transfixed on her ecstasy written face. He took ahold of his member and stroked it while he waited for her to notice him. When her eyes finally found his, he was hovering above her with a look of pure desire evident on his face. She glanced down at what he was doing to himself. She became heated again and nodded for him. He guided himself into her and pushed as deep as he could once he felt her juices on his tip. Both remained perfectly still reveling in the feeling. His insertion stung Rin but she didn't want him to know she was feeling any bit of discomfort. Sesshomaru's hips bucked into her, not being able to restrain himself any longer. He moved in her with the desire to never be apart from her again. His breathing was ragged as he moved within her. Rin's moans started off low as the pain decreased and were replaced with the bliss of their union. Sesshomaru's face looked almost pained as he concentrated on not spilling too early. Rin didn't enjoy the look. "Kiss me." She breathed. He looked in her eyes and pressed his lips to her. His hips moved faster when her tongue touched his. Both muffled their groans with the kiss, the tightening feeling returning to Rin. Sesshomaru knew what was coming for him. Not being able to control his actions with her tongue stroking his, he released his seed deep inside of her. A broad smile spread across his face when he felt her walls grip again and felt her essence surround him.
After the tremors subsided, Sesshomaru gently withdrew himself, resting alongside of her; he gazed into Rin's eyes. "So beautiful." He whispered.
She returned his gaze disbelieving. "I'm sure I'm not. I have a face full of sweat."
He simply smiled catching her lips in a brief kiss. Rin returned his smile. She made love with the man she loved, giving him her most precious gift. Why was she not happy?
And that's that. Sorry to leave you all on the edge. I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Please review. I'd love to know what everyone thinks. Until next time…
