Not much to say. It's short but it reveals a lot~
CluelessLeaf: Yes I am serious. (: Sorry if you don't like that. I love my psychos:D
I didn't speak to him, because I knew he wouldn't want me too. I didn't look at him, for fear that he would see the sadness in my eyes. The big teal orbs that held the sorrow and hurt in them. No, I didn't want him to see...
Meiko was rather chipper the next morning as I walked down the stairs groggily. I rubbed my eyes and looked up at her with a confused look on my face. "Meiko...why are you not cooking breakfast?" She didn't give me a second look as she pulled on her shoes.
"I'm going over to Kaito-kun's house. I guess you'll have to cook something for yourself." And with that, the door shut behind her. I grimaced. Kaito-kun she says. I didn't like it. Not at all.
Not matter how much I loved Meiko like a sister, the more she began to hang around Kaito and talk about him...the more my feelings of anger started to latch onto her.
I was turning into a monster and I didn't like it. All because of him.
I paced around the house, my stomach rumbling. Meiko knew I didn't know how to cook...She could have at least made a small bowl of rice to hold me over until she got home, but no. She was to much in a hurry to go visit her fiancé.
I stopped walking and just stared into space. I didn't think it could be possible, but my own words hurt me. A lot. It was as if I was actually admitting to myself that Kaito and Meiko were getting married. I felt my stomach churn at the uncomfortable thought. My eyes started to water and I just crumbled to the floor. But I didn't cry...
Crying was for people who admitted defeat, and I wasn't ready to give up.
Not yet.
I was roaming around the park a few days later when I spotted him. He was sitting there eating ice cream but he didn't have that beautiful smile of his that I loved. It saddened me. His face looked sad and his mouth formed a small frown as he ate at his frozen treat.
As I was looking at him, I decided a new approach. I walked up to him, but he didn't notice me until I spoke. "Hi Kaito-san~" I said cheerfully.
As if I snuck up on him, he jumped suddenly, then a relieved look washed over his features when he realized it was me. "O-oh...It's just you Miku." I felt my heart break when he spoke so formally. However, I kept my smile on.
"Oh, I'm sorry I startled you. You must have been thinking deeply to not notice me." All he did was give a slight nod. I mentally sighed. "So...what were you thinking about?" I put on a curious face.
He shook his head. "...Just...thinking...about the wedding..." He clearly didn't look comfortable, but I didn't care.
I nodded and sat down beside him. "Ah... Meiko is very flustered about this stuff. She may not look like it, but she doesn't know what to do. I think you should help her out as much as possible." I gave him my best smile.
He looked down at me for a moment. I could see the confusion in his eyes, it only made me smirk all the more. I tilted my head, acting innocent. "Hmm, what's wrong Katio-san?"
He shook his head and took another lick at his ice cream. I watched intently. He noticed me staring and put the cone down towards my mouth. "Would you like a taste?" He asked putting on a fake smile.
I shook my head. "No thanks, I don't like vanilla."
He gave off a small, forced, chuckle. "Ahh well that's a shame."
I nodded and whispered darkly. "Yeah...A lot of things in this world are a shame." He watched me with a worried look, undoubtedly hearing what I said, as I rose. "Well I guess I'll be going now." And I chuckled darkly to myself as I walked happily away.
I could feel this side of me awakening that I never knew I had. It made me feel slightly uncomfortable, but it was out of my hands now, I couldn't control it. I knew, whatever it had to say, anything, would be better than this...
