I was nervous as we drove to the nearest Motel I knew where this was heading and yet I still felt soo stupid to think I was going go through with something as big as loosing her v card to a man who was older far experienced than myself. Yea I had kissed a few men but nothing else maybe the fear of being punish for doing something I shouldn't or the fact I was always guarded by my parents. The car stopped and I could feel his gaze on me, he was far attractive than what I thought he would be almost to attractive. The first thing came into my mind again was why was he even in the slightest interested in me, I was homely if that even made sense with far more curves than what he was probably used to.

As we climbed out of the car he grabbed onto my hand as I got out of the car before gently pushing me against the car door. He didn't do anything at first he just stared into my eyes then at my chest, one thing was sure I definitely had a large bust and I think he had realised this from the moment we met due to the fact what I was wearing was making my breasts known to the world.

Before I knew it I was being dragged into the motel room pressed up against the door as it closed and kissed so passionately I thought my brain might explode. Dean's hands were everywhere he was quickly removing every article of clothing on my body and his own only thing I had left on me before he was done was my bra and panties. I felt embarrassed my body wasn't one that was shown in the movies or magazine as perfection I enjoyed a good burger and fries. I was standing in front of man who looked like he had not eaten a fry in his whole life.

Dean stopped has I helped to remove his t-shirt his eyes were a perfect green as I looked deep into them before we moved onto the more kissing . "These are soo hot!". He trailed kisses along my collarbone to top of my breasts. He was making feel something Id never felt before, desire.

Deans body was hard against my own softness he was built of muscle not the kind of muscle one worked out to get but a body that was all man. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he lifted my right leg around his hips pressing himself against me. I gasped as I felt his jeans scrape against my bare thigh.

His mouth moved against my own like we were needing oxygen and the only way of maintaining life was through each others mouths. His tongue then touched my own, he tasted of whiskey and mint and has he kissed me deeper and deeper I found we were no longer standing but on the bed. He let go of me for what felt like forever to removed his jeans and boxers leaving me still in my bra and panties.

"Get the rest off!". He almost demanded as he stood naked in front of me, I had seen men naked in films and off course those time I had caught Alex in bed with her various boyfriends of the years. He was toned all over his body from his shoulders to his stomach and onwards and then I saw it, the part of his body I had never seen face to face before . It was not small and the fear started inside of me, how in the name of God was that going to fit inside of me.

"Like what you see sweetheart?". He then moved forward and placing his hand onto my neck gently and moving his body onto mine. " Your big". He laughed which was deep and husky. "You say the nicest things". Dean smirked and pushed me onto the bed. I was unsure of what to do next so I tried to be still. "Is something wrong?". I shook my head. "take of my panties!". I said in almost whisper. I hadn't a clue were that came from.

Dean smiled before kneeling back and as removed my pants he placed kisses along my stomach and before I knew it they were gone. I was vulnerable now and all I could think of was I was sent to conceive a baby and the only way I was going to do this was to have sex with Dean whether I was afraid of his large anatomy or not. Deans mouth was no longer on my stomach but on my breast kissing them and making me moan beneath him. My hands held on his back grabbing him for dear life has he continued kissing me and moving his knee between my legs he then pressed his hand against my most intimate part, I moaned again as I felt a finger move inside of me causing me to gasp at the new intrusion.

"Whoa your tight, as it been along time sweetheart". I nod breathing heavily now at the stretching sensation. He then moved his fingers away and I felt the tip of him at my entrance.

Here it was this was either going to work or not work but one thing was sure I was closer in achieving my task of becoming a mother to a baby that was to help the world.

Dean push forward before placing a kiss on my mouth and slowly entering me. It was sore at first but as he pushed fully inside of me he then pulled out again before pushing in again this sensation caused me to grab onto him tighter. The pain went after a couple of seconds and then it began to feel delicious he moved gently at first making the moving more and more intense and making me moan with more need. Dean most of took this as an okay for me to move deeper and faster allowing himself thrust harder into me for release.

Here I was lying beneath a man enjoying the movements of his hips as the he moved deeply inside of me. I had to moan because his hips went from thrusting upwards to moving and a circular motion, hitting exactly the spot inside of me that made me feel like I was going to burst. I was not that naïve to know the feeling that was building inside of me was an Orgasm, the burning sensation in the pit of my stomach was building and building and with one last thrust from Dean we both went over the edge.

My legs were still wrapped tightly around his hips and he had not moved away from me. he was still inside me, his face was buried in my neck. Dean was heavy but I enjoyed the weight him made me feel warmth and safe but I knew me pretending that he was in love me was just immature and stupid. He would be gone before I could blink or I would, once this was over I was to go back to my normal nineteen year old life but with a baby in towe. My baby it seemed strange saying that all things considering I was still lying beneath the man who was to help me conceive the little soul that was to be created by me who was ordinary and plain with a man who was a hunter of demons and monsters.

I left soon after leaving Dean in a deep sleep he was soo handsome as he led on his front his muscles perfect on his back I knew I shouldn't have but I placed a small kiss on his forehead before I left. I had done the job I had intended to do and hopefully it had worked. I prayed it had.