Disclaimer: I do not own supernatural or any of its characters or the actors that play them.
Please don't read if you don't like Wincest, I don't want to offend anyone.
Warning: Wincest, schmoop, and some language!(There is a happy ending to this story!)
Plot: Sam and Dean have both been to Hell , now what would have happened if they could have saved each other the way they wanted to? How would they have done that?
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Trips to Hell Pt. 2
Dean's Turn:
Dean was thinking of Bela, the bitch! She had hid the colt well, but not good enough. He took out the rings and tossed them to ground of the panic room, Bobby and Ellen watched, worried. The cage opened and the wind blew, and Dean jumped in, demon knife and colt firmly in his grasp. Dean's eyes were solid green, demonic eyes. He let his demon out as he jumped. He fought stronger as the demon, its strength was that of five normal demons since the Winchester demons were different. They were Uber; faster healing, more powerful, and stronger than the others.
Sam had said yes to Lucifer and had taken Adam with him into the cage, no more than an hour ago. He had thrown the key to cage to Dean as he stepped backward, "I'll be waiting for you, Dean. I know you'll come for me, baby. Love you forever!" Sam had said this; right before Michael had lunged at him, going with him…to Hell…again.
Castiel agreed to go with Dean, and Gabriel joined them, fully reformed now. The angels had already went in and Dean was following their mental leads in his head, scouring for Sam's frequency.
'Over here, Dean. We found him. Hurry!" Gabriel called mentally and Dean ran, and found himself in a frozen room where a dark figure was doing something to small light ball, Adam lay nearby and Castiel was burning up Michael with his own blade. Dean pulled the colt level with the figure that turned in surprise, and he fired. The being screamed as it flickered and burned, arching in pain then turned to ash at his feet. He went to the ball of light and felt Sam, Sam's love for him in it, and held it, looking for its body. Gabriel approached him with Cas, holding Sam up between them, bleeding and unconscious, but alive. He pushed the soul back in and Sam awoke with a gasp, looking around in fear.
The rescuers smelled of smoke and sulfur but they were here, saving Sam this time. Sam got away from the angels and ran into Dean's arms, kissing him hard. When the kiss ended, they noticed their eyes were different again, darker, closer to a black green and black hazel than the usual colors now, the whole eye once again colored, no iris or pupils in sight. They glowed slightly now but only a little, their blood and powers increasing again now that they had went to Hell…again. Three quarters demon now, they knew this and felt it.
The angels grabbed them all, including Adam, and flew up to the outside. They locked the cage again and lay Adam on the cot, trying to wake him up. The angels touched both him and Sam, healing their injuries instantly. "Adam, wake up, bro. Please wake up?" Dean urged and was rewarded with a pair of hazel eyes looking up at him in confusion.
"Yes, we got you guys out. It's okay, it's over! You're safe." Dean reassured Adam who cried into his shoulder now, and held out an arm for Sam and buried his head between theirs and cried some more, both boys cried with him now. They had almost lost their family and it hurt to think what would have happened if they hadn't got there in time.
"Free, no more angel?" Adam asked eventually.
They both nodded happily and he smiled sadly. "Can I stay here for a bit? I have nowhere to go. I just need to save up some money, get a job, and maybe find my own place." He looked at Bobby who chuckled and shook his head.
"No need for that, Adam, got a home right here with us. You got a job, too. You can help me research, work in the yard. Been needing help and they've been needing a brother. You can stay right here." Bobby reassured the teen, he was so like John, looked just like him. He had steel in him, like all Winchesters did.
"You don't mind us being more…demony, do you? It couldn't be helped, Hell does that to you." Sam asked nervously and watched Adam's eyes bleed to solid hazel, they grinned. Hell had changed him, too. A quarter demon, possibly, like they used to be.
"Nah, if what you say is true, that makes me part demon now, too, right?" Adam asked and they nodded.
"But mostly human, with some enhancements of course. I'd stay away from sports if I were you, that strength and speed will give you away and it could hurt someone." Sam said, knowing he still hadn't finished out his senior year in high school yet. "Speaking of which, we need to get you registered for school here tomorrow."
"Sam!" Adam whined, angsty teen once again but shut up and settled for glaring obstinately at the others who clearly weren't going to let him not go back and finish high school anytime soon. "I'm 18, I can quit if I want."
"No, you can't, young man." Bobby said and smiled gently, sitting down next to him now. "Look, it's only a month or two, we'll be here for you. There's even a junior college here, you can go there if you want. You can still help with research with us. You can have normal too. Find a girl or a guy, don't matter to me; go to college, be happy. Please don't throw that away." He took the youth's hand and sighed, "You Winchesters are my sons, I lost my wife and daughters a long time ago to demons but now I have you boys, all three of you. You'll be my son, too, Adam, like them. Let this be your home."
"You two are still a couple right, but brothers too?" He had just recently reunited with them and found out that not only were they part demon, but lovers too. "Not saying I don't want you in my life, just checking here."
"Yes, still your brothers and still in love with each other but not you, just a brotherly thing with you, Adam, promise!" Sam reassured Adam who nodded grinning.
"I'm fine with that. I could use a brother…or two." Adam said hugging them and letting them stand him up.
"Good, cause you aren't ever getting rid of us, demon boy." Dean said and added, "Come see your room, we decorated it for you." He smiled shyly now, "Hope it's okay, not good at that stuff but tried to make it suit your tastes."
"I can't wait to see it." Adam smiled and they now ran up the stairs noisily and Bobby could have sworn those demon boys were trying to destroy his house.
"No running in the house!" Bobby shouted and three heads peeked around the basement doorway, looking embarrassed.
"Sorry, Bobby!" They said in unison and he grinned happily at them. They hurried upstairs now, careful not to run in the house.
Bobby hugged Ellen and Jo to him, eying the floor. "You sure that thing won't open again?" He asked the angels this and they nodded, handing him the rings. Death walked in and said dryly now, "I'd like my ring back now." Bobby jumped at the gaunt man's sudden appearance then paused, handing him all of them.
"You keep them. You should be their guardian anyway, if you want to. We don't need them." Bobby said and Death nodded, pocketing the rings and walking away.
"Thank you, Bobby Singer." Death said , then turned and smiled, they all jumped again, Death never smiled and that had definitely not been said sarcastically, Death had thanked him. "I like you, Bobby Singer. I'll be watching you." Then vanished from sight.
Bobby definitely didn't like the sound of that. Death, watching him? Wow, he was scared of that concept.
They shrugged and headed up the stairs to start dinner. It was almost Adam's bedtime and they had errands to run tomorrow, starting with school supplies and registering him for school.
In the meantime, Adam admired his room and lay on his bed laughing. "I love it, it's perfect." There was a devil's trap over his bed, salt by his door, and symbols carved in his doorway and windows, but they didn't affect any of the Winchesters. He had to know why.
"Not fully demon. We can feel the power from the traps and such, and the salt burns slightly. Holy water does nothing to us and the demon knife doesn't kill us. It should be the same for you, too." Sam explained and Adam breathed a sigh of relief. "Thanks for staying, Adam. We would really like the chance to be your brothers, for real this time." Sam's eyes were normal now. Dean's too; which Adam figured meant his were too. Intense emotions, like anger and such brought out the eyes, also using powers brought them out; the boys had explained this before. He would be sure to remember that now that he was part demon himself now.
They heard "Dinner's ready!" and headed down, teasing Adam and bickering playfully together, all laughing now. Brothers now.
After supper they read books, watched tv, and worked on research. Well, Bobby and the others did. Sam and Dean took off in the car, for some private time for the night. They would be back early tomorrow to see Adam off to school, so proud of him they were bursting with it.
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Sam and Dean barely made it to the room without kissing. They waited until the door was shut and the salt laid, and then tugged their clothes off, mouths still together, not breaking their kiss at any time while they did it. Then Sam pushed Dean to the bed where Dean sucked him hard, moaning softly around him and lay back on the bed, legs spread and looking sinfully tempting to him. Sam worked him open in seconds. Neither felt very patient right now; seeing your lover die before your eyes and bringing him back from Hell yourself does that to a man. Sam thrust in and they made love. Then they rested and kissed softly, cuddling into each other. Then they made love again, taking turns claiming each other until they were spent and cuddled finally, content and reassured the other one wasn't going anywhere ever again.
Dean held out a silver ring, the twin to the one he wore. Sam let Dean slip it on his finger and place that final claim on him, kissing Dean's. He had bought that for Dean when they were kids, his secret way of claiming his brother without Dean knowing it. "I claimed you as mine when I gave you this, Dean. It was my secret claim, you see. Now, you've claimed me the same way."
Dean smiled at Sam's words, blushing. "I thought that might have been the case when you gave it to me but I didn't dare hope, so I pretended it was just another gift. It didn't feel like just another gift though, it felt like more that that, you know?" He sighed and pulled Sam closer, "I should have said something when we were younger. We would have been a lot happier, Dad wouldn't have been, but we could have left him, went out on our own, been together. If I hadn't been such a coward."
Sam smiled up into Dean's eyes and kissed that regret away, "I did it, too, baby. I felt it, thought you might, too. Just chickened out on telling you, thought…well, I didn't want to hunt, still don't really. I figured if I admitted it and we stayed together, we'd end up hunting and I didn't want that, so I ran away. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I know I broke your heart, and I know you have been afraid of people leaving you ever since. I just never really left you, Dean, I've always been here," Sam put a hand to his brother's head, "and here." He touched over Dean's heart and kissed there quickly. "You've always been in mine, too. Especially when we were apart. You never really left me either, baby."
"I knew that, I felt that, too. That's why I let you go so easily. I knew you weren't leaving me, you were leaving hunting. You were leaving Dad but never me." Dean said smiling, "Sure I missed you terribly but I never once thought you abandoned me. Dad created that particular fear, not you. You didn't break my heart, Sam. You made me proud."
"I didn't? I was so afraid I had. It hurt to leave you, Dean. It really did, but I had to." Sam said softly and Dean kissed him, kissed his regrets away also.
"I know it hurt and I knew why you did it. I loved you so much for trying for a normal life, Sam, admired that in you. I never had that urge or the chance for it but you did and I wanted you to have everything your heart desired, even if that wasn't with me." Dean said, playing fingers through Sam's pretty hair, so soft and sexy smelling now. Sam smelled of sweat and their sex, and Dean loved that smell, his 'Sammy' smell.
"It was always with you, Dean. You just weren't there at the time." Sam said softly and smiled, "We're together now; that's what counts."
"You said you didn't want to hunt, even now? Is that still true?" Dean asked concerned, Sam was hunting against his will? For him? Why would he do that?
"Yes, it's true. I never wanted to hunt. I liked the research part, but not the killing, the constant threat of death and danger, the diner food, the motel rooms. I craved a somewhat normal life, not that life, but you do, so I'll do it too." Sam admitted sadly.
"No, I don't. I haven't since I almost lost you in Cold Oak. I swore I'd quit after that. Then got pulled back in with Azazel, the gate, going to Hell , then was going to quit again. Just be with you, happy and together, like we were supposed to be. But then the angel crap hit the fan and the vessel crap came up, we were so busy trying to stop Lucifer and Michael, well, we couldn't quit then, even though I was already tired of hunting long before then." Dean pulled him tighter and sighed, "I don't want to hunt anymore either, Sam. Let's quit."
"Yes, we quit hunting as of now." Sam promised, happiness filling him. He had Dean and Adam, they had a family with Bobby, and they never had to hunt again. These things pleased him immensely and he cried tears of joy.
"What's wrong, Sam?" Dean asked wiping the tears that flowed from his supposedly very happy brother's eyes. He was confused.
"Nothing. Just getting everything I ever wanted. So damn happy I can't help but cry." Sam admitted and sighed, "Never thought I'd get this." He said this softly and Dean leaned in and kissed him hard, wiping his tears away, Dean's tears joining his now.
"Me either, Sam. Figured I'd be dead by now." Dean admitted, he hadn't planned to live long, Hunters didn't, as a rule. Hunting gets them killed eventually.
"Well, we did that, several times actually. Now we get this. We get our happily-ever-after. Went through a lot of pain and supernatural crap, but we finally got it. We got our happily-ever-after and we're going to keep it." Sam vowed and they nodded together happily.
They drifted off the sleep that way, filled with hope and relishing the chance at a halfway normal life now. Working with Bobby, spending time with their family, and just being together for the rest of their lives.
"I love you, Sam." Dean said smiling as he fell asleep finally.
"I love you, too, Dean." Sam said and fell asleep too.
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