Note : Here's the second chapter ! With Light X L explicit content hehe XD (as it won't happen this time with Mello and Matt, I had to give you something to drool over !)


Matt headed to Wammy's early this saturday morning, knowing L's request to see him was related to Mello, as it was not a work day. L surely wanted a report. Matt was trying to think of what he would say, and not say, but it was useless to lie to L. It was L, after all, and if there was a person on earth who knew when lies were lies, it was him.
When he entered L's office, he had made his decision. A long and painful hour later, L knew everything, and he was furious.
"Why did you wait so long before telling me Matt ! I'm too upset right now to think of a way to deal with the fact you hid that to me, and no need to tell how much you disappoint me !" L knew he was pouring all his worries for Mello through an anger directed toward Matt, still he couldn't stop. He was mad at the thought Mello could have ended seriously hurt or worse, dead.
"What were you thinking ?! Were you waiting to have to bring me back his dead body to tell me ?"
Matt was staring at the floor, not daring to cross L's eyes, knowing it was useless to utter a single word, that L was right and he was also facing the truth for the first time : Mello could have been killed. While trying to back Mello up, he only made him dive deeper in hell.
L stopped. It was not like him to express his emotions with so many words, but years with the love of Light and a kind of family to take care of had made him a lot more open to others, and the situation had torn him so deeply that he had felt the need to shout it out, the speech was equal to the awful reality he just faced through Matt's words.
"So, now what do we do ?" L said, in a much calmer tone, although he could feel his whole body shake, still thinking of what could have happened to Mello " The option of forbidding him to go out forever is not likely to be the right one, since Mello is Mello and would not only find a way to escape no matter what we do or how many guards I'd assign to watch him over but I also need him to go out for work. That's the problem with you kids here, what suits to solve any situation with normal people never works with you since we teach you to break through everything that could get in your way."
"I told you everything because I felt it was getting out of my hands, and you ask me what to do ?" asked Matt, shocked.

L was the one everyone here always relied on, he always had solutions and answers, and he was putting Mello's fate in his hands?
"You know him better than anyone, what I was hoping is that you had a clue to why he's acting like that. Mello is hard headed, easy on joining the bad side of things or whatever we could qualify his bad boy attitude, but him doing things where he loses control is not like him. So there is a reason, and I want to know it. Without that, I don't think we can do anything to make him stop."
Matt replied, not sure L wouldn't slap him for saying that : "And what if I don't want to deal with all that anymore ? Is it my problem, after all ?"
"You're more into this than you're aware of, now, please, make sure all this ends tonight. No is not an option." L spat with a look that made any reply useless. Matt got out of the office right to the parking and back home.

Back to his desk, L was fighting the urge to run to Mello's room and hit him until he forgets even his name. The idea of putting him in a cage and throw the key was the most seductive idea to stop his worries, but he knew that solving the consequences would not solve the cause. Oh, he knew the cause, even if he had let Matt believe it was a mystery.
Matt was the cause. L had figured it out during the first five minutes of Matt's explanations. He didn't even need to be the world's best detective to understand what was going on with Mello. He just needed to know what love is... and oh yes, he knew. If he couldn't be with Light, if Light didn't return his love, and ran away from him, if Light was not gay, L would have gone insane, just like Mello right now. At that thought, he stood up to find Light. His heart had wrung so painfully he needed to feel Light close to him.

Light knew as soon as he saw L that something was wrong. L just nested in his arms, saying nothing. After a few minutes, Light asked softly "What if you told me what's bugging you, L ?"
L lifted his head and suddenly kissed Light, desperately, as if he missed him for months. Light replied to the eager kiss passionately, tangling his hands into L's hair, pulling him closer. L whimpered as Light broke the kiss, only to lift L up and throw him on the bed, soon joining him, and furiously undressed L, then himself. L's kiss had been so sudden, so needy, that Light wanted him now, his lust for his lover rising up the stars in the few seconds his tongue had danced with L's. Licking his fingers, he began to push one inside of L, who let out a moan of pure desire. Light immediately added a second finger, feeling his own lust fuelled by L's sounds, not really sure he could hold back long. He was afraid of going too fast, he didn't want to hurt L, but the way L was pushing on his fingers, and his own throbbing erection quickly were too much to take. L seemed so hungry for contact, so desperate in the action that Light freaked out. He knew he would hurt L if things were going the way the were, he wanted to take him so badly right now and he knew L wanted it as much, for an unknown reason L was craving Light to fill him right now even if he was going to be hurt, so he had to be the one to be a little reasoning as L was not in a state he could think of the consequences. L was ready to take it all raw right now.
Light switched positions to L's surprise, L sit on his stomach. Light reached for L's neck, pulling him into a kiss, then softly whispered to his ear "I know you're a passionate lover, but you're overdoing, koibito. I won't be able to hold back if you invite me so eagerly inside of you, so as I don't want to hurt you, I'll let you do it at your own rhythm"
L's gaze silently thanked the man under him, that was so caring. He felt so loved at that moment that all anxiety left him and only pure animal lust ran through his veins at that very moment.
He suddenly pushed on Light's cock, impaling himself all the way in one movement of the hips, screaming loudly from pain and pleasure at the same time. Light was torn between shock and the will to respond to L's moves, but he tried to hold still a few moments to let L adjust. But L wasn't long to start a crazy rhythm and even Light and all his self control were not able to hold back anymore. Light grabbed L's hips and joined him in the rhythm, sliding in and out of L, breath short and heavy, totally driven crazy by L's moans. He came so fast he surprised himself, loading inside of L as L was still on the way to his own explosion. Light fast lifted L to put him on his knees in front of him and bent to take his erection in mouth, and sucked L's member, licking the length, teasing the tip, taking it back totally in his mouth just as L finally came. Light swallowed every drop, tasting his lover once more, still stoned by the violence of their act.
They laid in each other's arms for almost half an hour, recovering, when Light suddenly broke the silence, wanting to know the reasons of L's sudden need.
L explained to Light his conversation with Matt and what himself knew of the situation that Matt was not aware of, Light quickly understanding why L had ran to him that way after that.

"Are you sure leaving it to Matt is the best option ?" Light asked.
"Well, as I asked him to end this tonight, I expect him to do so, Matt would never go against me. And my plan is that as all this is related to Mello being unable to cope with his emotions toward Matt, they'll probably end up talking about it. Matt is the only one Mello is likely to tell the truth. I don't see how to solve it otherwise, Mello isn't rational anymore, and even if he's still hurt, telling it all to Matt will probably help, and he'll stop whoring himself the way he does. It won't be easy for him, I can imagine what he will have to go through after that, he'll have to get over Matt, but at least he will have the possibility to do so, and they'll be able to meet as friends instead of Matt avoiding Mello or being angry with him most of the time." L explained.
"Makes sense, and I think that Matt wouldn't reject him as a friend, even knowing Mello has a crush on him, they were too close as friends before that for it to be totally ruined now" Light nodded.
"Well, it's way more than a crush..." L sighed.

Mello plopped out of his dozing as his cell phone rang, the music he had assigned to Matt's calls reaching his ears in disbelief. Matt was calling him ?!
He picked the call, his heart bumping in his chest.
"Hi Mello, would you like to come and have a drink at my apartment ?" Matt said quite blankly, not knowing if Mello would agree or see a trap in this proposition.
"Hum, yeah, sure, when ?" uttered Mello with difficulties, stoned by the invitation.
"Now ?"
"Ok, Watari will drive me, I'll be right there".
Mello hung out his phone, puzzled as to what he should think about that, but truth is he couldn't think anymore right now.

In the car, while Watari was driving, Mello found himself imagining fluffy girly scenes of Matt waiting for him with a rose between his teeth, confessing his love and lots of marshmallow words that would make them end in bed. He giggled softly at the thought, kicking himself mentally for such a poor scenario, that didn't even fit with what he really was. Truth is he'd better have Matt jump him on the floor and chain him, claiming Mello to be his, yeah, that was more Mello.

Once at Matt's, they sat clumsily on the sofa, fresh beers on the low table in front of them, and Mello's favorite chocolate.
"Mello..."
"Mello, I need to tell you something..."
"Matt..."
Mello suddenly felt all his emotions take his mind over, unable to look away from Matt's lips uttering his name, his mind telling him to stop what he was already starting, his heart screaming at the thought of Matt uttering his name in a whole different situation, but Matt's words stopped him right there, as he was about to close the distance between their lips.
"Mello, I know what you do at night, and I want you to stop. Your little whore games will lead you at best in hospital, at worst... well, stop that, ok ? I can't pick you up every sunday just because you've put yourself in crazy situations, you understand ?" Matt said, not even convincing himself. How could he have a threatening tone with such big eyes focused on his lips, looking at him with an almost angelic expression ? "Oh Mello, stop looking at me like that" Matt thought to himself.
"I won't bother you anymore, I got the message" Mello articulated painfully, when Matt's words finally went their way through his unbelieving mind, standing and leaving suddenly.
Matt just wanted him to stop interfering in his life, nothing more, he wanted to be able to sleep on sunday mornings, and he was again putting more distance between them, making Mello feel he just was a weight for Matt. No, more than that, a shame. "I'm just a whore..."
He ran out, trying to get away so Matt wouldn't see his tears, he would just make fun of him like the last time he called them crocodile tears.

He ran out so fast, so blinded by his pain that he didn't hear Matt's words, and oh god, he'd better had heard them...

Matt drove all around the city, trying to find Mello in all his favorite places, aware that Mello would probably have ended in a new place not to be found.

"Shit ! Mello you're driving me crazy ! You were supposed to stop your fucking bullshit and now not only you won't stop but I don't have any clue where you are !" Matt screamed, nose stuck against his window to try to get a glimpse inside that downtown strip bar.
Not once the thought of L killing him for losing trace of Mello hit him, right now he was mad with fear, not knowing in which creepy arms Mello would end tonight, mad with sadness and pain because Mello had ran away despite what Matt had cried out to him when he was running down the street out of Matt's apartment...
"Why do I care anyway, he obviously doesn't care about anything else than his little ass" Matt mumbled.
His awfully sexy little ass, he added to himself.
Here was the problem, Matt thought. Mello was just too awesome, too sexy, to care about someone like him. Even when Mello caught him stroking his hair, he didn't say anything to Matt. And now that Matt told him these words, a few moments earlier, he ran away all the same.
Mello was just using him as a driver because he was too scared to ask Watari, as L would surely know about his night wanders then. Mello had no heart, he was just one of those provocative and sexually hungry beings that were driven by their needs.
Matt headed home, decided to let Mello do as he pleased, and if he called him tomorrow, he wouldn't reply. Enough was enough, he wouldn't be able to get over Mello if he ran to him each time Mello called him. He had tried, he failed, oh well, Mello would learn now.
But still... Matt was worried. He didn't find sleep that night, his stomach aching because of stress. He decided to get some coffee, when he saw his cell phone flash regularly. Missed calls, probably while he had his earphones on, trying to fall asleep listening to soft music.
Eight calls. EIGHT ? And two messages...
His worries got the best of his resolutions, as he shakily pressed the keys to contact his message box.


Note : So... what could possibly Matt tell Mello, when he ran away ? I think I'm going to keep the suspense for now ^^
But you'll know, don't worry !
And who called ? What are the messages ? Hehe, no, it's not Mello, that would be too easy !
Next chapter soon, I'm on it but wanted to end this one here, for the suspense !

Reviews highly appreciated !