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Warning some lemons in here. :)

3 songs for this chapter. (See playlist) 3. The Last Night-Skillet, Arms Feel Like Home-3 Doors Down, & 5. Not Myself Tonight- Christina Aguilera.

Chapter 2- Your Arms Feel Like Home

(BPOV)

It's been a month now and I didn't see Jake this weekend. Edward is away so I take the time to write a letter to Jake. I move trying to sit comfortable in this chair. My body hurting cause of Edward. He has gotten more violent lately. I'm just really scared to tell anyone. I shake the thoughts from my head and I write the letter to him. I finish it and I run downstairs and I catch the mail man just as he is leaving and I hand it to him. He leaves and I head upstairs and I get a text from Edward saying 'Start packing your dad called and wants you to come back home and plus Alice wants us back there.'

I smile excited and I run and start packing right away.


(JPOV)

It's been a week since I talk to Charlie. I come home from patrol and I find mail for me on the table. I grab it and I see it's from Bella and I get excited and I go to my room and I plop down on my bed. I smell her scent all over it and I open the letter and take out the paper and unfold the piece of paper seeing Bella's adorable handwriting.

"Dear Jacob,

I miss you more then you know right now. I am sorry that I was not there the last weekend. Something came up, but I hope to see you soon. I am writing you cause I have some very important things I am needing to finally tell you. I have been lying to myself for a long time. I am in love with you Jacob Black!"

She is in love with me? But how when she left she was madly in love with the leech and I wasn't enough. I keep reading.

"Like badly in love with you, More then Edward. I am sorry it took me so damn long to see that. I guess you can say that I was blinded from real love. I really want to move back home. Back to be around you and the pack. But mostly because I want to be with you I hate to be away from you it like hurts. Well I have some things to do around here. Can't wait to see you again.

All My love and my heart,

Bella

P.S.

Play that last song on your CD that I last made you it's how I feel now. :)"

She is in love with me! FINALLY more then the damn leech! I want to just burst I am so happy. I go out to the garage to hear the song she is talking about. I turn the last song on and I listen. 3 Doors Down- Your Arms Feel Like Home, is what plays. I smile listening to all the words thinking this describes how I feel too. I whisper to myself "your arms feel like home too Bells."


(BPOV)

I pack all my things quite quickly at that. I'm extremely excited to be going home. I start to think about a few nights ago. Looking down at the bandage on my leg thinking to myself how will I explain this to Jake? He already doesn't completely believe me when I make up lies now for every time. I sigh and remember that night when Edward had come home early. It was just as bad, no worse then the time a year ago that Alice had taken to get my belly button pierced cause she said I looked amazing with it and it was hot. But it had been a week since I went crazy and got the tattoo on my back. I still don't understand why I all of a sudden drew it one night. The pain in my chest was just getting worse so I remember waking up and started drawing not even paying attention to what it was. But I had just changed into a talk top when Edward walked in, saw it and got mad.

(Flashback)

"What the hell is that on your back!" he yells

"..Um a tattoo..." I jump a little turning and looking at him.

"It better wash off! And of all things why is it a tribal tattoo with a wolf that looks like Jacob! When did you get this!" he yells getting closer to me grabbing my sides tight

"…I …I got it a few days ago…and no it's not washable. I drew it one night and thought it was pretty and it…reminded me of home." I partially lie about the last part.

"No you mean it reminds you of Jacob I'm sure! And you did not ask me first!" he pushes me back a bit hard.

"I don't have to ask you! It's MY BODY NOT YOURS! I can tattoo it if I want to!" I scream at him.

He grabs me again, "You are mine! You talk to ME and ASK ME if it's ok to do something!"

"I'm NOT yours anymore Edward! I think we established that a while ago! I told you it was over I needed time to think! Cause you obviously didn't take the hint when I said I didn't want to marry you right now the first time!" I yell. He pushes me back and I fall through a glass Coffee table cutting my leg up. I don't even look at it knowing there is blood there. Edward leaves coming back and he cleans my leg and wraps it up. Then walks out slamming the door almost breaking it again."

I shake the thoughts from my head again and I look around making sure that everything I have is packed up. I find the bracelet Jake got me and I smile at it then it fades as I see the gift Edward added to it. I take it off and put it in my purse then I put the bracelet on my wrist and hide it under my hoodie sleeve. A second later Edward comes in the room and doesn't say anything and just starts packing up the car. I sit there sketching something that is in my mind in my book when he comes in to get me.

"Come on love we need to get going." I grab my book and my purse and follow him out to the car. I get in and I put my head phones in and get my iPod out. I open my book back up. I start to draw again as "The Last Night by Skillet comes on. I prepare myself for a very long car ride home.


(JPOV)

Well this last weeks has been eventful and painful for me. First off Charlie asked Sue to marry him. So because of Leah and Seth we had to tell him about our secret. Meaning he knows about my imprinting on Bella which that he took very well and was happy about. But that also means he knows what the Cullen's are too. He was not happy about that at all. We explained to him that we are fine with the Cullen's and he has learned to except it just he still hates Edward. Which I don't blame him. Next I find out that Bella is moving back home for good. I am completely over joyed for that. The pain for being so far apart from my imprint is killing me inside. And now and then I feel extreme pain inside meaning Bella has to be physically hurting or, I don't like to think about it but or being hurt by him. I couldn't tell that to Charlie as some sort of proof that I thought Edward was hurting her cause he would have thought I was crazy at the time since he didn't know then. Sam has a bonfire planned for when Bella comes home tonight. I need to find a way to get the truth out of Bella. Maybe another girl, Emily had suggested her and Leah, but I have to talk Leah into it. I told Sam to have Leah meet me here in my garage before patrol to talk to her. She walks in few minutes later still her bitchy self.

"What do you want Black. Let me guess be nice to the leech lover when she gets here?" she says rolling her eyes.

"Knock it off Leah. You know that she is one of us now officially. Look you know what is going on and you have seen in my head what I have seen and what is going on. I need you and Emily to talk to Bella and try to get her to spill the truth to you about what is really happening. Plus I know your mom wants you to get closer to her." I tell her.

"No way!" she says crossing her arms.

"Leah please! I never ask you for anything! You're going to be her sister soon and it's what your mom wants too. She has never had a sister to open up to and I have a feeling she will open up to you and Emily if you try. I have seen your thoughts Leah after you found out all this you don't hate her. Only reason you didn't like her is cause she was hurting me at the time and she was in love with a leech. And now everyone knows that she is not in love with him she has been lying to herself for long time. I think it's cause she is scared of him to be honest."

She sighs in defeat, "Fine Black you win." She says

"Thank you Leah." I say and she leaves. "Hey Wait!" I call to her.

"What?" she asks

"Maybe try and get her to do something girly, not shopping but like…I don't know." I try and think.

"Way ahead of you Emily suggested something about going to the beach and tanning and relaxing on the beach." She answers.

"Ok then" I say and she leaves running off. I clean up a bit when Sam comes in.

"Hey Jake that little vamp..."

"Alice" I correct him.

"Yes Alice asked me to have you drive over there house before Edward and Bella get here. She has something for Bella that she said is safer if she gives it to you to give to Bella." He says

"Ok thanks Sam" he nods and leaves. I grab my keys and hop in my car and head to the Cullen's house. I pull up and walk to the front door when Alice opens the door before I can even knock on it.

"Hello Jacob. Actually is nice to see you. Sorry to call you here so suddenly but I just feel this is a better way to get what I have for Bella to her." She says.

"Ok but why is that?" I ask

"Well with my last visions I had of her I saw some things that she will be needing soon. I don't see her anymore and I'm not sure why but I know it has something to do with her being with you." she walks away grabs a big box and comes back and gives it to me. "There is a note inside for her. Thank you again Jacob now go they will be here soon. And I don't want them to know you were here." She smiles.

"Ok bye Alice" I smile and walk to my car and put the box in the back. She is probably my favorite vampire out of all of them. Since the newborn fight we have still kept in contact with them. I leave there house and head back to La Push.


(LPOV)

Can't believe that I have to get real close to her. I mean yes I know that I don't exactly had her anymore but still. I sigh, Oh well maybe this will be good for me to have a sister and another girl besides Emily. I mean me and Emily just started talking again. Well I guess we will just have to see how this goes.


(BPOV)

FINALLY! Hours in the car and I am back in Forks! We pull up to Charlie's house, his cruiser in the drive way next to my baby.

"Who's car is that in the driveway next to your dad's?" Edward asks stopping the car and shutting it off.

I smile not looking at him, "That's mine. Charlie bought it for me since the truck is gone and Jake rebuilt it for me." I say proudly getting out of the car. My dad comes out of the house. I walk over to him and hug him tightly. He glares back at Edward. We all take my stuff inside and I take some boxes I want up stairs and dad tells Edward to just leave what he brings in the living room.

"Just leave these in here. We will worry about them later we have to be somewhere" my dad says to Edward wanting him to leave.

"Well Bella I will see you later or something." He says and leaves. I pull off my hoodie. My dad watching him and making sure he is gone. I start to pick up a box to take upstairs.

"No Bells I want you to take some stuff to the Blacks for when we stay down there cause we are down there a lot. And I wanted to talk to you about something." He runs a hand over his head. "I'm just going to come right out and say it. I asked Sue to marry me" he watches me for my reaction.

"Really? What did she say?" I say actually excited and happy for my dad.

"Well yes, you're not mad are you?" he asks.

"What? No I'm excited for you dad! I know you love Sue and you deserve it." I hug him

"Thanks Bells. Oh and I know now." He says

I look at him. "Know what?"

"About the wolves and the Cullen's" he says.

My eyes widen. "Really?"

"Yes don't worry I'm fine with it." He smiles. Just then a truck pulls up and it's Sam. "It's ok I called him to help us with taking some of your things to the Black's. Billy knows it was his idea actually. Jake doesn't know yet we are leaving that to you to tell him that. But Jake is on patrol or something so yeah." Sam knocks on the door and I walk over and open it.

Sam smiles, "Well Long time no see Bella."

I smile "Yeah." He gives me a big hug.

"Good to have you back home." He says releasing me.

"Yeah it's good to be home." I say as we walk into the house. Ever since before I left Sam was had become like a big brother to me.

"Hello Charlie." He greets me dad.

"Hi Sam." He looks at me. "So what stays here and what goes?"

I look around. "Well I took a few boxes upstairs that I use a lot of stuff in so these ones down her can just go"

"Glad you called me Charlie don't think more then two of these would have fit in that mustang of hers" they laugh.

"Yeah I know" my dad agrees. We help Sam take out the boxes to his truck. I slide over to my mustang and start it to let it run a few minutes since it has been sitting for a little while now.

"Have to say Jacob did an amazing job on that car for you. It fits you perfect." Sam says with a smile.

"Yeah he did" I smile

Charlie walks outside, "I'll meet you guys down there." He says

"Ok" Sam and I both say. He walks over this his truck and I grab my hoodie and phone and get in my car and I follow same down to La Push. We pull up to the Blacks house and we are greeted my Billy and Sue on the porch. I get out and walk over to them and I hug them both.

"Welcome home Bella!" Billy says with a smile. "Just put your stuff in the girls' old room for now we will figure it out later."

"Ok thanks Billy" I smile and he rolls back into the house and I look at Sue.

"I'm sure Charlie has told you already just wanted you to know that I'm not trying to replace your mom Bella but would home to get closer to you as one." She starts to say but I stop her and smile.

"Oh Sue I know. I would never think that. I am very excited for you and my dad. And I already looked at you as a second mom to me before." She smiles and hugs me. "Ok now let me see the ring" she holds out her hand and I look at it. "WOW that is really pretty."

A second later I hear, "BELLA!" and a body crashing into me hugging me tight. I realize that it's Seth.

"Seth don't kill her." Sam Laughs.

"Seth…can't…breathe…" I squeak out.

"Sorry Bella, I'm just so happy to see you!" he says.

"Well be happy after you help me get her stuff inside. "Sam says.

We both walk over and grab boxes and take them inside. Sam checks to see if we got it all, "Ok well I'm headed back to my house."

"Ok thanks Sam. Oh and tell Emily I'll see her in a few mins." I tell him.

"Ok" he says and leaves

"Bella can we take your new car over to Emily's please? I want to ride in it." Seth begs

I laugh, "Of course." I look over and Billy and Sue. "If my dad asks I am over at Emily's"

"Ok" they both say.

We walk over to my car and we get in and I start it up and head down to Sam and Emily's.

"I love your car I want it!" Seth says.

I laugh." Sorry Seth this is all mine."

We get to their house and we get out and are met by a very excited Emily on the front porch. "Bella!" she runs to me and hugs me.

"Hi Emily!" I hug her back.

"We have missed you so much around here." She says as we separate.

"I know I have missed you all too. But I am here to stay for good I promise." I smile and we go inside and talk a little bit about cooking for the bonfire later. Then I hear someone outside.

"Hey isn't that Bella's Mustang?" I stand up and next thing I know I'm nearly plowed over by two huge Quileute boys. Both fighting to see who gets to me first. I realize that it's Embry and Ouil. "Bella your finally home!" I am hugged tight by Embry.

Then by Quil. "Yeah and now Jake can stop complaining."

"Speaking of Jake where is he? Didn't you tell him that she is here?" Sam asks them leaning against the counter in the kitchen.

"Shit!" Embry says running out the door. Everyone laughs. Emily walks over to me and puts her hand on my shoulder

"Hey after you see Jake and we still have a while till the bonfire, and it's surprisingly very hot out how about some girl time down on the beach and relax with me and Leah? Yes Leah. We wanted to have you to ourselves for a little while." She smiles sweetly at me.

"Ok" I look over at her and Embry walks in.

"Ok he is going to be here in a min or two." He walks over sits down and grabs a muffin that Emily had on the table.

"Ok you better get outside I'm sure there is a very eager wolf out there already." Emily says and ad we laugh. I walk outside onto the porch and I see my Jacob walk out of the woods in just his cut offs on.


(JPOV) *few mins before this*

I'm out running alone along the borders of La Push when I feel someone else phase in.

"Yo Jake better get to Sam's"-Embry

"Why?"-Me

"Bella is here!"- Embry

"Ok already on my way!"- Me.

I come to a stop and turn around and sprint towards their house. Embry phases back. I get close and I stop and phase pulling on my cut offs and I walk out of the tress to see my beautiful Bella standing on the porch. She runs over to me. I run up to her to shorten the distance faster. She jumps into my arms hugging me tight. I hug her back.

"I missed you so much Jake!" she baring her face into my neck.

"I missed you so much too Bells" I say taking in her scent over strawberry with hints of vanilla. I look over towards the house to Emily smiling at us. I put her down. "Come with me for a minute I have something for you."

"Don't keep her too long Black" I look up seeing Leah on the porch now.

"I won't" I tell her and start to lead Bella towards my house.

"Oh and Bella, Grab your bathing suit! And don't question just do it." Emily yells smiling.

"Ok," Bella yells back. We head over to my house and walk over to my car.

"Now this isn't from me. It's from Alice." I take out the box and set it down in front of her.


(BPOV)

Alice? Well I should have figured.

"There is a note inside she said. But I'll be back I am going to check on things with my dad." he says

"ok." He walks into his house. I open the box and I see the note and I pick it up and I look in the box seeing all kinds of clothes and bathing suits. Of course they are both bikinis. I open the note and I see Alice's beautiful handwriting.

"Bella,

I have missed you terribly! But no worries you will be home soon enough. Be careful around Edward please. Sad to say this about my own brother I don't trust him anymore. None of us here really do. But anyways I can't really see your future anymore and that can only mean one thing. And no don't worry you will always be part of our family cause we love you Bella. Plus Jacob is a good guy I like him, and that is a lot coming from someone that is there mortal enemy. But in the last visions I had of you alone I saw you would be needing some things. I have already seen how you look in all of this and you will look great! Don't show Jacob any of this until he sees it on you. Just trust me:) Oh and wear the black bikini first. Hope to see you soon and your welcome.

Love Always

Your sister,

Alice"

I smile and I fold the letter back up looking through the box and I pull out the bikini she is talking about and look at it. It's black with pink and a little white on it. And it's a halter top not ones of those tiny strings that kill your neck. I hear Jake come back outside and I shut the box and hide the bikini in my arms.

"So what did she give you?" he asks.

"She said I can't tell you yet." I smile

He smiles, "Ok then"

"I better change and get back to Emily's" I say

"Ok if someone is in the bathroom you can just go and change in my room," he says. I smile and I walk in the house and I go in the bathroom and change. I look at myself in the mirror thinking maybe I don't look that bad. I smile then I look down seeing the bandage on my leg and the bruises on my sides. I sigh and I pull my pants and shirt on over it hoping maybe they won't have to come off. I jump hearing a knock on the door.

"Bells you ok in there?" Jake asks.

I open the door grabbing my bra and stuff holding it my arms. "Yes I'm fine." I smile

"What do you want me to do with your box from Alice?" he asks as we walk back outside.

"Um I will pick it up on our way to the beach and put it in my trunk." I say

"Ok well let's get you back to Emily's." We start walking and he takes my hand and I smile. "Oh you know there is a bonfire tonight right?"

"Yeah Emily told me." I say


(LPOV)

I sit in Emily's kitchen ready to go when Bella gets back here. I just put on my black bikini with silver stars on it under my clothes. Emily has on a pink and green striped one. She packs 3 huge beach towels into a beach bag along with her digital camera.

"I hear them, ready?" I ask her as I get up grabbing my sunglasses. Emily grabs hers and her bag and we walk outside.

"I call shotgun!" Emily yells.

Bella laughs and takes out her keys hitting the unlock button and the trunk release so Emily can put her bag in there. She hugs Jake and he kisses her head. I roll my eyes and he runs off back towards his house. Bella opens her door and I climb in the back. We all get in, she starts the car and we drive off. I look around in her car. "I'm really likin your car Bella." I tell her.

"Thanks, Seth told me earlier he wants it." We all laugh.

She stops at the Black's driveway. "I just have to get something. She pops her trunk and gets out grabs a box and puts it in the trunk then gets back in and we drive off again.

"What is in the box?" I ask

"Clothes Alice said she saw me needing some time soon." She says

We pull up at the beach and get out. We walk down and find a really good spot and we lay out our towels. Emily and I start pulling off our shirts and Bella sits down. "How come you wore jeans Bella?" Emily asks her

"…I didn't have any other clothes with me right now." She says I can tell she is lying.

"You could have asked one of us." Emily tells her.

I take my shorts off and sit down and Emily does the same but Bella still sits there.

"Bella what is wrong?" I ask

"Nothing…" she lies again. I start to get mad.

"Ok cut the crap Bella and just tell us what is wrong! I mean I think I deserve to know something after feeling Jakes pain in the past!" I snap at her not meaning to sound so mean.

She snaps her head at me, "What the hell Leah! And why do you even care? You don't know anything that has gone on and you nor any one else would understand what I have gone through since I have been away from here! You never had a guy you thought was perfect turn out to be your worst nightmare. Or never had a guy that could kill you if he in a flash hit you!" she screams at me and she gets up walking down the beach tears going down her face. I look at Emily.

"He hit her!" she says then starts to get up.

"No I have to do this." I get up and run after her. "Bella wait."

"No just leave me along Leah." She says

I grab her arm, "Bella please…Look I'm sorry I snapped at you. I didn't mean to sound that bitchy. I want to get closer to you Bella, you know after all we are going to be sisters soon. And I have never had a sister and I know you haven't either, besides Alice. I hated you once yes but it's was because you kept breaking Jake's heart and you were with that leech. I don't hate you anymore. Please come and talk to us. We want to help you, from now on Emily and I will always be here for you. I know there is a lot bothering you and you just told us that he hit you. So please come and talk to us. And will you accept me as your sister?" I ask looking at her.

She looks at me wiping the tears from her face. "Yes I'll come talk to you and yes I accept you." she smiles. I smile and hug her. We walk back over to Emily and sit down.

"Now how come you didn't tell anyone especially Jake that he was hitting you?" I ask her. "And be honest what has he done to you?"

She sighs and she lifts up her shirt and pulls off her jeans. I see bruises on her sides and a bandage on her leg.

"And that's not all he has done so much in the past." She unwraps the bandage and I see bruises and cuts.

"Oh Bella" Emily moves over to her and hugs her.

"He was keeping me away from you all, mostly Jake…When he gets mad at me he…" she hesitates. "…He hits me, pins me to walls, and pushes me. He hasn't used his full strength…yet and I don't ever want to find out what that's like. I haven't been with him for months. So he was pretty much keeping me there alone."

"But why didn't you tell anyone like Jake, or didn't Alice see him do this?" I ask.

"No I guess she hasn't seen me in her visions for months. Which means I had changed my mind about my future a while ago. None of the Cullen's knows what he does. Alice told me in the note that was in the box of clothes to be careful around Edward and that her and no one else in the family trust him anymore. She said that they will always think of me as family but she thinks I am safer with Jacob." She tells us.

"Ok well don't worry Bella, she is right you are safe here with us and with Jake. I don't trust them never have but we are all ok with them now. But I know you are safe with them just not Edward." I say.

"Please don't tell Jake…I'll find a way to tell him myself." She says.

"We promise" Emily and I both say.

"Now I got a few other questions I want to ask you." I smile. "When did you get the belly ring and the tattoo, what does the tattoo mean and if you single this long why not just freaking kiss Jake already?"

She laughs, "Ok well Alice actually talked me into the belly ring a year ago I just hid it from everyone. She said that she saw how good it looked on me and it would look hot. But the tattoo got I got it over a week ago." She reaches to her bag and pulls out a sketch book and flips through the pages. "One night that I was have pains in my chest again and couldn't sleep, which was often when I was away from here like I get aches inside that just don't go away." I look at Emily we both know the answer. I look back at her. "But anyways I was awake and for some reason I just started drawing. I didn't pay attention to what I was drawing but once I was down I looked at it and came up with this." She hands me the book and Emily leans over and looks at it.

"WOW Bella this is really good." Emily says.

"Thanks. But I had this crazy idea all of a sudden to get it as a tattoo. Cause it made me feels like home, happy and safe. And cause I missed Jake kind of made me feel like I had a piece of him with me at all time." She explains.

"Not going to lie Bella that looks just like Jacob's wolf. Like exactly like it." I tell her looking at her.

"I know but I don't get it cause my mind was blank when I drew this." I hand her back her book.


(BPOV)

I take the book and put it back in my bag. Then I move the bag out of the way feeling like I should for some reason.

"Ok well enough of that time to relax and get some sun" Emily says.

We all agree with her and put our sun glasses on and lay down in the warm sun. I love the sun. It reminds me of Jacob. After a while we are all sitting facing the water.

"Hey I have an idea. Bella why don't me, you, Jake and I don't know Embry all go out to that new club, Bar Room in Port Angeles." Leah says.

"Ok but what about Emily?" I look at her.

"Oh Sam and I have plans tonight already." She answers.

"So what do you say?" Leah says and smiles.

"Ok" I smile and well all look back at the water.

"You never answered my question either. How come you don't just kiss Jake already and get it over with." She smiles.

"I don't know I guess I keep getting to nervous to do it." I say.

"You better do it soon." She says.

"I will" I smile.


(JPOV)

Sam and I are talking when the Seth, Embry and Quil come in.

"We need to head down to First Beach and start getting everything ready for the bonfire." Sam says.

"Hey since the girls are still down there how bout we prank them since its Bella's first day home?"

I look at Sam and he just shrugs his shoulders and looks at Embry, "ok fine but it's your ass that that we are pointing to when they flip out. And you will have Leah after you."

We decided to just get them with ice cold water. We fill a few buckets full and sneak down to the beach. We are still out of Leah's hearing range.

"Who is the girl with the tattoo on her bac...?" Embry starts to say. "Shit that's Bella! Since when did she have a tattoo." He looks at me.

"I don't know didn't know she had one. Now quiet or you will give us away." I say.

We sneak up behind them and I see that Leah starts to hear us and before she can turn around we dump the buckets and run. They all scream and jump up. And they look around and see us. And they run after us. Leah leads them both and Seth surrenders as his sister gets to him.

"It wasn't my idea it!" he says.

"Then who's was it?" she looks around at us and we all point to Embry and he stands there looking like a kid that just got caught with his had in the cookie jar.

"Told you Embry." Sam says.

Leah tackles his ass to the ground. I look over at Bella and think WOW! I have never seen her in a bathing suit before. She has a belly ring too? I walk over to her.

"Hey come walk with me I want to talk to you." I smile and offer my hand to her. She smiles and takes it and we walk down the beach to our spot and we sit down.

"There is something I wanted to talk to you about. Well first off I got your letter." I smile and I see her blush. "And I can't even tell you how happy that made me reading that."

"but.." her expression changes, "...won't you...imprint on someone?" she says

"I wont imprint Bells and Yes i know this because I have been in love with you since we were little. And you have always been it for me Bells cause you are all I see I don't see any other girls." I explain to her. "I see you are wearing your bracelet I got made you. But I see that you have removed something." I look at her.

"Yeah it didn't belong there so I took it off and I am giving it back." She says.

"So when did you get the tattoo? And the belly ring?" I ask her.

"Well I have had the belly ring for a year thanks to Alice saying I should get it. I just hid it from everyone sine then. The tattoo is only about a over a week ago." She says."

Can I see it?" I ask and she turns around and faces her back to me. I gently run my fingers on it. "You know Bells that looks like exactly like..."

"Your wolf. I know Leah said that too." She answers.

"What made you get this?" I ask her.

She tells me everything from how she woke up with pains and aches often and she just sat there and drew it with out thinking then decided to get it. And how it makes her feel like I'm with her all the time.

"Come on Bella we need to get stuff ready for the bonfire!" Emily yells.

"Ok hang on." She yells to her. We both stand up. "Oh we have plans tonight after the bonfire." She smiles.

"What plans?" I ask.

"You will just have to wait and find out." She smiles.

"That's not fair how will I know how to dress?" I say. Putting my arms around her.

"Just dress nice. Not dressy nice just nice. Like nice jeans and nice top. And well think of this as pay back for the water." She smiles.

I hug her." Ok fine you better get back to them before she drags you off." I smile she hugs me back. I hold her in my arms for a few mins then I let go thinking she is just going to walk away she turns to leave then she stops turns back around and she catches me by surprise and she kisses me. I think Oh My God! She is kissing me. I kiss her back. She breaks the kiss and blushes.

"I love you Jake." she says.

I smile. "I love you too Bells."

She walks away back over to Leah and Emily and she gets dressed and they leave.


(BPOV)

I JUST KISSED JAKE! My faces still all red I walk over to the girls and get dressed and we head back to Emily's house.

"So just went for it and kissed him huh?" Leah says smiling.

"Yeah felt like the perfect time." I smile. "We need to get then back for the water."

"Well I have a way I can get Sam back. But what about you two get them back tonight by wearing something that will knock dead." Emily says.

I look at Leah and we both smile liking that idea. "But what will we wear?" Leah asks.

"I think I have just the thing. Alice has already handled that with the stuff in my box" I smile.

We get back to Emily's house and Leah and I go back into Emily's bedroom with my box and we go through it. We each pick 3 outfits out. We try each one on for Emily and we both end up with the 3rd outfit we tried on. We leave all the stuff in the bed room and get to work on food for the bonfire. A few hours pass by and we are all sitting around the bonfire talking and eating. They tell a few of the tribe's stories. After a bit people start leaving. And Leah and Emily look at me and I smile and I tell Jake. "I am going to get ready. See you soon. I smile and I get up and walk away with Leah and Emily. We both get ready and Emily is sitting in the kitchen and tells us when they get there we come out and I swear there jaws hit the floor. I look at Leah and we smile. I look at Jake and he is wearing dark faded jeans and a black button down shirt and his hair is all spiky. Embry is similar but has black jeans on and a plain blue shirt. Sam walks over to Emily and stands by her looking from us to the guys.

"Ready?" Leah says heading for the door.

"Have fun!" Emily smiles. I walk over to Jake

"Oh we will." He reaches out to touch me but I move away past him and I smile and walk over to Leah. And we head outside. I hear Sam Laugh and say something like.

"Damn Jake looks like you're in for a rough night. Glad I'm not going" Sam says

"Oh no don't worry you will get it for the water too" Emily says

Jake and Embry laugh and the head out and we all get in my car.

Embry asks, "So where are we going?"

"You will just have to wait." Leah says.

We drive off and head for our destination. We park and get out and both guys say, "Bar Room? That's where we are going?"

"Yes that is where we are going." We walk over and wait in line. We show our ID's and then go inside. We walk through the crowd and find a place to sit. On our way through we collide with two other girls.

"Oh I'm sorry." I start to say when I hear.

"Oh My God! Bella!" the two girls squeal

I look at them and its Jessica and Angela. They hug me.

"Wow how have you guys been?" I ask.

"Good" they both say.

"So Bella are you hear just visiting with Edward or what?" Jessica asks.

"Oh no I am here to stay I just moved back. And I haven't been with Edward in a while actually." I smile and I feel Jake slide is hands around my waist a little.

"And hey this is my soon to be sister Leah, Embry and Jake." I point them out. "Guys this is Jessica and Angela."

They all say hi then I see Angela staring at Embry and I see him with the same stare and we all know what just happened. Jessica breaks the silence.

"Come on else all go dance." She says heading towards the dance floor. We all follow her.

"Best part about being single is I can dance with anyone I want" she smiles and finds a random hot guy and starts to dance with him. Jessica does the same. Embry asks Angela to dance and Jake whispers in my ear from behind me.

"Can I dance with you?"

"Yes. You can do pretty much anything you want." I say thinking WOW Bella what has gotten into you. Where did that come from? No matter I start dancing with Jake. Not myself tonight by Christina Aguilera comes on and Jake places his hands on my hips dancing close to me. Things start to head up thought the night. A few hours go by and its time to leave. We all head home telling Jess and Angela that we will all hang out again soon. We drop of Leah and Embry. Then I head for Jake's house.

"So where you staying tonight Bells?" he asks

"Well I forgot to tell you, when Charlie is down here I guess your dad suggested that I stay with you guys." I tell him pulling into his driveway.

We get in the house and the clock says 2AM. We sneak around till he finds a note on the table.

"Well looks like we have the house to ourselves tonight cause your dad and mine are staying at Sue's for an early fishing trip tomorrow." He says.

"Oh ok. Well I am going to go look in the few boxes that I have here for something to change into." I tell him and I walk away and start digging though my boxes. I find shorts but I don't find a shirt I can sleep in. I walk out of that room and I walk into Jake's to find him standing at his dresser digging around for something.

"Hey Jake, I don't have any of my shirts I sleep in here I left them at the house. Do you have one that I can use to sleep in?" I ask him. He turns around and faces me still dressed but his shirt is undone showing his perfect abs and chest. His jeans hanging low on his hips. I think oh god he is like gorgeous. I get so lost in him just standing there. He smiles then turns around and grabs a shirt then walks over to me with a grin on his face. "Like something you see Bells?" he teases.

"Oh huh?" I say snapping out of la la land and I start blushing like every shade of red. He steps closer to me and puts his hands on my hips and slides his hands along my sides. My heart starts racing faster. I lean in a little closer to him. His scent filling my nose and I just melt and with his light touches like that I starts turning me on. I lean in and I kiss him. And not just a peck. A full deep passionate kiss. He wraps his arms around me and I slide my arms around his neck. He shuts his door pressing my back against it. Our kisses start to get a bit wilder. We break the kiss to breath and he has his forehead pressed to mine. Looking into his eyes I can see and feel the love and passion that he has for me. He kisses me again but a min later he picks me up and lays me gently on his be and climbs over me still kissing me. He stops and looks at me.


(JPOV)

"Bells, I have to know, your really not still with him?" I ask

"No and I haven't been for months" she says. I lean down and kiss her again. I slide my hands over her sides and stomach. I can sense that she is really turned on by all this. Started to notice that at the club. Her hands feel along my chest and over my shoulders and she pushes my shirt off me and drops it to the floor. Then her hands slide down to the edges of my Jeans. I slide my hands down her body to her thighs just at the bottom of her dress. I stop and look at her.

"You ok with this Bells? I ask her just wanting to know for sure. "Cause to be honest I know if we go further I wont be able to stop myself."

"What if I don't want you to stop." She says looking up into my eyes. I smile at her and I lean down and kiss her then I start kissing her neck. She manages to unbutton my pants as shaky as her hands are rite now I move so she can push them off then I get back over her. I reach down and I pull the dress up off of her still kissing her neck again and I reach behind her and I unhook her bra dropping it on the pile of the rest of the clothes. I stop and I look at her and I smile

"You are absolutely beautiful baby." I tell her and she smiles and blushes a bit. "Hang on a sec" I say and I get up and lock the door and I walk over and climb back over her again. We continue caressing and touching till the last two items are off of us. I look down at her and she looks up at me kind of scared looking.

"Are you sure about this Bells and are you ok?" I ask her as I touch her face gently pushing hair away.

"Yes, and I'm just a little…nervous is all…I have never done this before." She blushes

"It's ok Bells I have never either." I tell her and I reach over to my bedside table and I grab a condom that I have in there courtesy of dad. And I open it and put it on. And I position myself over her and I look down at her. "You ready Bells?" she nods and I slowly push myself into her as gentle as I can be. She lets out a pained moan closing her eyes. I hate seeing her in any kind of pain. "Do you want me to stop Bells?" I ask her.

"No it's going to hurt at first." She says.

"Well it's going to hurt longer if I keep going slow. If I just push all the way in it will go away quicker." I tell her caressing the side of her face and she opens her eyes and looks at me.

"Ok." She says. I lean down and kiss her to distract her and I try and be as gentle as I just push all the way in to her. I hear a pained yell slightly muffled against my kiss. I don't move and I just sit there letting her get use to me. She lets me know when I can keep going again. I start slow but gradually get faster but showing all my love and passion for her.

About an hour goes by and I am laying in my bead with a sleeping Bella in my arms her head on my chest. I drape a sheet over us and I smile and think about what just happened with her. I look down at her and I see the mark that I left on her on her neck by her collar bone. I wonder to myself what made me bite her, not that she didn't go wild when I did that but still I just wonder why. I'll worry about that late. I kiss her forehead and hold her close and fall asleep holding my sleeping angel.


*Well here is Chapter 2. Starting to write out chapter 3 tomorrow. Hope I did ok with the lemon in here. :)