Ryan'spov
She was crying I thought I had hurt her that It would tear her apart to do this with me so I kissed her forehead one last time and jus held her. She pulled herself closer to me and began Kissin my neck .She said"you know I was crying cause I'm happy. The only thing tha could hurt me was If I didn't have you" then she lifted up and towered over me and grinned a cocky grin and went under the covers and began kissing my chest and then my stomach And came up dragging her tongue along my torso and up to my lips and we began kissing again first slowly then with more had wanted me she really wanted to do this.
Just then she bit my shoulder blade with enough force to let me know I was hers. I began kissing her neck then her shoulder blades then I wen down to her Brest and looked to her for any signs of protest. She looked into my eyes and grinned and move her hands from my waist to my hips and pulling me close.I kissed her Brest lightly then nibbled on them she let out a moan during all this our clothes had come off and neither of us ever remeberd them comeing off jus one another next to each other.I looked at her and said what I'm about to do might hurt. She said it would b ok that she would love that it was me.
So I gently thrust my hips towards her entering her body her face squinted up. But she grinned in pleasure and winced in pain. So I went all the way in and she screamed and opened her eyes wide. I started going in and out getting faster and harder she was rocking with my movements and the bed was shaking and beating aginst the wall.I grabed her breast and squized. Then I came she let out a pleasure sigh. I pulled out of her and lay besides her now calming my heart rate controlling my breathing. She drifted into sleep. I wondered how she thought of me when I was asleep. So I grabbed her waist and pulled her to me and we slept through the night with each other in our arms. the first night I slept peacefully in a longtime.
