Tuesday (August 3rd)
I woke up early in the morning since I was used to it in the city.
I put my clothes on and walked downstairs to see Fluttershy already up. The floorboards creaked when I was walking to her, so she heard me coming and looked at me. When she saw me, she gave me a smile.
"You're are up early, Light." She said.
I nodded. "I had to get up this early to do my jobs in the city. Why are you up so early?" I asked her.
"I actually slept in this morning. I get up earlier all the time to feed the animals I take care of." She told me.
"Is there any thing I can do to help?" I asked her. She looked a little sad.
"Oh no. I can't ask that of you. You just got here. What would you like for breakfast?" She asked me. Why did she change the subject like that?
"I would like to help Fluttershy." I told her.
She looked at me, up and down. She sighed. "Alright, I need some bags of feed carried out to the chicken coop. They're very heavy so be careful. They are at the back door, and you should be able to see the coop from the window." She said.
I nodded and went to the back door. I found the bags and picked both of them up. Carrying them on my shoulders.
I tried opening the door but I could not. I was about to put one of the bags down but Fluttershy saw me.
"Oh my, Light. Aren't those heavy? Here, let me get the door." She said. She went over to the door and opened it for me. She stepped outside to hold it open. I noticed she was wearing a pretty, long green skirt and yellow shirt.
"No, they are not. I am strong. You look pretty today." I told her. Her face turned red again and I heard her whisper a thank you.
"Are you okay? Your face is red just like it was last night." I told her.
"I'm fine, Light. Thank you for your concern." She smiled at me. I walked out of the house and to the coop. I put the bags down by the little ramp and made my way back to the house.
I walked in and saw Fluttershy cleaning. She had gotten down from a step ladder and was dragging it along the floor.
"Why do you not just fly?" I asked her.
"I don't want to knock anything over with my wings." She answered.
"Here, let me help you move it." I said. She nodded and I picked it up. I must have pulled too hard since the top of it came off.
"I am so sorry, Fluttershy!" I called to her. I felt really bad about breaking her stool.
"It's alright, Light. I can place an order for one at the woodshop and have it by next week." She seemed sad. She looked up at tops of her shelves and sighed. I had an idea that I thought would help her.
I stooped down and grabbed her thighs and, placing my hand on her stomach, lifted her up.
She made a sound like a scared bird and grabbed on to my head. I could not see because of this. Something soft was against my face and something was poking me in the neck. I guessed it was her feather duster.
"Fluttershy?" I said through the soft thing.
"What are you doing, Light?" She asked me. She sounded scared.
"I thought this would help you reach the top shelves." I answered.
Slowly, the thing that was against my eyes, moved away. I was looking at her chest and she quickly turned it away from me when she noticed me looking. She seemed to not like me looking there. I promised myself that I would not look there any more.
"Do you want me to put you down?" I asked.
She shook her head. She pointed over to where she was taking the stool. "Can you bring me over there?" I nodded and slowly walked over.
She turned her head to get a better look, putting her hair in my face. I started spitting it out of my mouth. Her hair smelled very nice, but it tasted very bad.
"I'm sorry, Light." She pulled her hair over her other shoulder. "Can you get me a little bit higher?"
"I can try." I answered. I shifted my hand from her stomach to her legs and pushed up. She came out of my arms for a second and I grabbed her and steadied her. She made the same bird sound and grabbed onto my head, putting it into her stomach this time.
I felt her butt past my shoulder, and shifted so she could sit on it. She soon took her arms off of my head.
"That-that's better, thank you." She seemed to be tired.
"Are you alright?" She seemed to be very sickly. Rain never said anything about this.
"Yes, just a little surprised." She answered.
"Can you reach?" I looked up at her and noticed I was looking at her chest again. I looked away as soon as I could, choosing to stare at the floor around my hooves.
"Yes, thank you. Why are you looking at your hooves?" She asked.
"If I do not, I will look at your chest by accident. You do not like me looking there." I explained to her.
I could feel a shiver run up her spine. Was she mad at me? "Are you mad at me?" I asked her.
"No, I'm not mad. Thank you for respecting my wishes not to be oggled." She finally answered.
"Oggled?" I asked her. I had never heard that word before.
"It um... means to l-l-look at a m-mare in a p-per-perverse way." She stuttered. She seemed to not like talking about this. I remembered somepony call Rain perverse before, but I could not remember why.
"Perverse?" I asked her. I did not want to make her keep talking about this, but I wanted to make sure I did not 'oggle' her.
"Se-se-...sexually." She said quickly. I had heard that word before, but did not know what it meant. The teachers and ponies talked about it a lot in school, but I was never told anything about it; just that it was bad.
I now kept my eyes on my hooves. After a few minutes, I looked up to see what she was doing. She then turned and started dusting. I found myself looking at her chest by accident and I quickly put my head back down.
"I was not doing anything!" I said accidentally.
"Light, it is alright to look at me. Please, just don't stare at my chest." I felt her put her hand on my head.
"I will try as hard as I can." I told her as I looked up to see her smiling at me.
"I believe you. Now let's finish dusting. I have a lot of other chores I need to get to today." She said. I nodded and we started making our way through the house, dusting the high shelves.
After a half hour, we were done with dusting. I begged Fluttershy to let me help her. She said yes after many tries and we worked for three hours on her chores. We also got many of tomorrow's chores done as well. We would have tomorrow almost free for me and her to go into town.
After we were done, I sat on the couch. How she did this every day, I could not understand.
"It's about one, would you like some lunch, Light?" She asked me. I nodded and she went into the kitchen.
She came out a few minutes later with a lot of sandwhiches. She set them between us on the couch since her table was still broken.
"Thank you, Fluttershy." I said before I ate one. After it, I ate another and another.
Fluttershy only had one and told me to eat the rest. I did not want to argue, so I did.
"You make very good sandwhiches. My sister is very bad at cooking so I do not get to eat much food like this." I told her.
"I'm glad you liked them. Are you close with your sister?" She asked me.
"I am very close with my sister. I would spend lunch and dinner with her every day. It was very fun and I miss it already." I told her. I frowned at not being able to see her till I was set up here.
Fluttershy put a hand on my arm. "I'm sure you will see her again soon." She said with a smile.
"I hope you are right... Rain never said much about you. Are you two close at all?" I asked her.
"Well...you see... Rain isn't the easiest to be around." She had a weird look on her face. "He can get extremely over-protective to the point where he isn't himself. He also treats me like I'm a little girl. I love my brother, but our personalities don't work well together." She explained.
"Oh." I was sad to here that Fluttershy did not like her brother too much. But it made me glad that I was so close with my sister.
Knock Knock Knock
"Who could that be?" Fluttershy asked as she stood up. She walked over to the door and looked through the peephole. "Pinkie?" She said to herself.
She opened the door. "Where is he?!" I heard somepony scream. Fluttershy seemed to sink into herself.
"Do you mean Light, Pinkie?" She whispered.
"Yes!" Pinkie said. Fluttershy just nodded.
Pinkie came into the house. I noticed that she looked familiar.
"You." She pointed at me. "Party. Now." She grabbed my hand and pulled me to my hooves. She was extra strong to be able to do that. She pulled me to the door and outside, making me hit my head on the doorframe.
"Pinkie, what are you talking about?" Fluttershy tried to stop her friend.
"He said he would be at my party for him last night and he never came." Pinkie explained.
"Oh, I am sorry. I forgot about that." I apologized. She seemed to calm down a little.
"Pinkie, some things happened last night and we were all caught in the moment. It was my fault he couldn't come." Fluttershy tried to take the blame. Before I could say something, Pinkie did.
"Oh my little birdie is growing up. Now tell me-" She got really close to Fluttershy and whispered into her ear something that I could not hear.
Fluttershy backed away from her quickly. She was so red she looked like she was about to pop.
"Oh, that's too bad. Celestia knows you need it Fluttershy. Remember when Twilight did it for the first time? She glowed brighter than the sun! Not to mention, Light here isn't a bad stall-"
"Pinkie please!" Fluttershy tried to yell, but it did not sound very loud.
"What are you guys talking about?" I asked them.
"Nothing, Light." Fluttershy said quickly. She looked at Pinkie with a mad face. Pinkie did not say anything else about it.
"Well come on, let's go to the party I planned! I set up a new one for today." Pinkie said with happiness.
"Alright. I like parties. The mares are always so nice to me." I told them. Fluttershy seemed to pale a little bit.
"Maybe you should stay home Fluttershy. You have been looking sick almost all day. First you were red, now you look like you are about to pass out." I told her. I did not think a party would be good for her health.
"I'm fine, Light." She said, but she sounded really angry. I was too scared to ask about it. I had annoyed her enough today. I think she might want some time away from me. I will make sure she does not see me during the party.
"Then let's go!" Pinkie said, jumping along the path leading to the town.
It took us a few minutes but we came to the party. We walked in and everypony yelled surprise.
"Hello everypony!" I yelled as I waved.
As soon as everypony calmed down, I snuck away from Fluttershy and Pinkie.
I went over to the food table and grabbed a plate. I filled it with some tiny sausages and cheese. I also filled a cup with some punch from a bowl.
I looked around for a place to sit and saw a row of chairs along a wall. I went over to them and sat down. I started enjoying my food and drink. When I was halfway done, a mare came over and sat down next to me.
"Hello stallion. You're the new one right?" She asked me. I had some cheese in my mouth so I nodded.
"My my, you are a big one. Do you want to have some fun?" She asked me. I nodded my head as fast as I could. I was always ready to have fun. I swallowed my food so I could ask a question.
"What game will we be playing?" I asked her.
"You're a bold one, aren't you? We can play any game you want, just wait till we get back to my place." She answered.
I was confused. Why did she want me to come home with her? Other mares had asked me the same thing but my sister or Rain always stopped them. I never learned why they wanted me to come to their houses.
I did not ask my question. She grabbed my hand and she started pulling me through the crowd.
We got to the front door before somepony grabbed my other hand, making me spill my plate. I looked down at it with a frown and then at the other pony who had grabbed me in a very strong grip.
It was Rarity.
"Hello Rarity." I said. I looked back down at my spilled food. I pulled both of my hands away from the mares and started cleaning up the mess.
"Belle." The mare said.
"Rosebush." Rarity said.
"What do you think you're doing?" Rosebush asked Rarity. She sounded angry. I was still picking up the cheese and sausage.
"I'm stopping Light from making a mistake." Rarity said.
I looked up at her. "We were just going to play a game, Rarity." I told her. She just patted my head.
"Well, now you are going to play a game with Applejack and I." Rarity said as she looked at Rosebush.
"But I said I would play a game with Rosebush. It would be impolite of me to back out now." I explained to her.
I saw Rosebush cross her arms and smile at Rarity, but it seemed to be smaller than a regular smile.
"See Belle, he wants to play with me." Rosebush said. I was done picking up the spilled food. I walked over to a trash can and put it in. I walked back to the mares.
"Well, he isn't. Come on Light, you shouldn't talk to trash like this." Rarity told me.
"That is not nice, Rarity." I told her with a frown.
"Light, I am trying to help you." She said in a whisper.
"Why do I need help?" I asked her.
"Fine, if you want to sleep with this trash that's fine by me." Rarity threw up her arms.
"Sleeping? That is not fun. Sleeping with another pony sounds uncomfortable." I said to myself. I did not think the mares heard it, but they did.
Rarity smiled and Rosebush looked like she was about to puke. "What is wrong with him?" Rosebush asked Rarity.
"There is nothing wrong with me." I told her. She was being rude. I did not like rude.
"He is a little slow. I don't think he even knows what you wanted to do with him." Rarity answered. Why did everypony think there was something wrong with me?
Rosebush seemed to get happy at this. "Oh. Well then why don't I show him?" She asked Rarity. Before Rarity said anything, she grabbed my hand and pulled me out the door.
She pulled me around a corner and into an alleyway that was right next to the cupcake building.
We saw Rarity run out of the building. Rosebush whispered something and then led me down the alleyway. We came out on the otherside and she started walking to her house.
It did not take us long to get there. She opened the door and almost pushed me inside.
"Oh, I am so ready for this." Rosebush said. She sounded very excited.
She closed and locked the door behind her.
She turned around to look at me. I saw her eyes go from my head to my hooves, many times.
She walked over to me and put her arms around my neck as best she could. She smelled different than before.
"Come on, show me what you got." She said.
"Show you what?" I asked. This was confusing. Where were the games? Why was she hugging me?
She sighed. "I guess I'll have to take the lead."
She reached down and grabbed my hand. She brought it up and put it on her chest.
"Now, doesn't it feel nice and soft." She asked me. I tried taking my hand off but she would not let me. Maybe if I answered, she would.
"Yes, it feels soft." I told her. She smiled.
"Aren't they big?" She asked. Something was happening in my shorts. Something that only happened in the mornings. My sister saw it once and did not like it. She did not like it so much, she was almost sick.
I turned away from her to try and hide it. She gave me a weird look, then looked at my shorts.
"Ooh, somepony is anxious." She said. "Here, let me help." She reached out with her other hand and grabbed it. I did not want her touching it.
"Stop." I told her. She did not listen. Her eyes looked like they did not see anything but my shorts.
"Please. Stop." I begged her. She was just making it worse. The more she touched it, the bigger it got and the weirder it felt.
I was starting to get the same feeling as when Fluttershy feinted. After a few more minutes, I could not take it anymore. I grabbed her hand and tore it off. I threw her onto the couch and ran to the door. I unlocked it as fast as I could, and galloped away as fast as I could.
I galloped to Fluttershy's cottage and opened the door and went inside. I closed it behind me and fell back against the door.
I felt like crying but I did not know why. My mother had always told me to let it out, so I did.
"Light? Is that you?" I heard somepony say. I looked up to see Fluttershy coming out of the kitchen. Her eyes were red like she had been crying.
She looked at my face and then my shorts. She gasped and I looked down.
I was so scared to see that whatever the mare had did, had not gone away. I closed my legs in embarrassment.
Fluttershy walked over to me and sat down. She put her hand on my shoulder.
"What happened, Light?" She asked in a nice voice.
"I do not want to talk about it." I told her. I felt really bad inside. I did not want to see that mare ever again. I could still feel the thing between my legs. It was very uncomfortable and starting to hurt.
"Did she...did she do things to you?" Fluttershy asked. She sounded like she wanted to stutter but was trying hard not to.
I did not want to talk about this with Fluttershy. I just wanted to be alone right now.
I got up and galloped up to her guest bedroom and closed the door. I took off my clothes and looked at the thing between my legs. I did not like it. I did not want it. It made ponies feel weird. It also hurt when it was like this too long. I did not know how to get rid of it either.
Knock Knock Knock
"Light, I think it would be a good idea for you to talk about this." I heard Fluttershy say behind the door. She did not understand! I walked over to the door and opened it.
"I do not want to talk about it! Please, I just want to be alone. It hurts and I can not do anything but wait." I told her. She looked down and saw the evil thing. She sagged and then fell. I caught her just before she hit the floor.
"Fluttershy?!" Today was a terrible day!
It looked like she had feinted. I picked her up and brought her to her room. I placed her down and then went back to mine.
I looked down to see the evil thing had gone back to its original size.
"I hate you." I told it. I put my clothes back on so no pony else could see it. I felt bad for making Fluttershy feint again.
I went into her room and sat down on the floor by the bed and waited.
About a half hour later, I heard Fluttershy.
"Is anypony there?" She asked. I did not understand why I did not want to tell her I was here.
"Light is here." I answered.
"Light? What happ-" She stopped.
"Are you alright? Is it better now?" She asked.
"Are you alright?" I asked her. I did not want to talk about this.
"I'm fine, but what about you?" Why would she not let this go.
"She did things that I do not want to talk about." I told her.
"Come on, let's go downstairs." She said.
"Ok." I was glad she let it go.
I helped her out of the bed and we went downstairs.
We sat down on the couch and she was really close to me.
"What did she do to you, Light? I want to know. Maybe I can help." She said.
She would not let this go. "Fine. She...she made me touch her chest. When the...thing happened, she started rubbing it, making it worse. I asked her to stop twice, but she would not. I threw her away from me and ran here." I looked away from her, embarrassed.
I felt her hand on my arm. "That's horrible, Light. I'm sorry she did that to you. Why don't I make you something to eat? It's been awhile since lunch and it will be sometime before dinner." She asked.
I shook my head.
"Well, alright. Is there anything you want to do?" She asked.
"I just want to go to bed." I told her.
"Alright. If you need me, I'll be here the rest of the day." She got up. Before she made her way into the kitchen, I remembered something.
"Fluttershy?" I called out.
She turned around. "Yes?"
"Why were your eyes red when I walked in? Were you crying?" I asked her.
"Oh uh, that. Yes. I got something in my eyes at the party. I had to come home and wash it out with water." She answered. She sounded nervous.
"Are you alright?" I asked her.
"Yes, I'm fine." She said quickly.
She turned and walked into the kitchen.
I headed upstairs to escape this terrible day. I went into the bed with all of my clothes on. I had enough of the evil thing for one day. I fell asleep after a long time.
