Hi! This chapter is like 1,000 words short.. ugh. ok so:

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, or Escape the Fate, or Fall Out Boy, or Van Atta High, or Panic! at The Disco, or New Jersey...

Sorry I haven't updated in so long and gave you this poor excuse for a chapter. I had mid-terms and I had to write an essay, and the the evil Hippos... dont ask

Song for chapter: Escape the Fate, Ashley (really good song)

So enough of my babbling here is chapter 2:


EPOV

"Ok so wait let me catch up here, first you guys are friends, then not, then you guys are friends again, then you beat up Mike, you love her…" I immediately cut Alice off there.

"Hey, I never said that."

"Well it seems pretty clear to me that you do! I mean come on? 'Blue goes great with your complexion.' right there and then is was obvious you liked her! Then the way you were so polite to her! Edward I am not stupid I can sense when people are in love, or were." Ok this little pixie is going back to Neverland.

"You said you would be quiet, and like what I said before, once you hear the whole story you will understand why I hate her. She ruined my life, she made me be embarrassed to be who I was! She only did one thing to send my life spiraling downward! I HATE her!" A tear rolled down my cheek. It was really hard to talk about her, I felt as if my heart had been sucked into a black hole and that it was replaced with nothing. It was as if I had a hole in me that would never mend, and it burned.

"Edward don't cry! I am so sorry, we can stop talking about this if you would like that?" She hugged me. It felt strange I have never been hugged in so long.

"I am not crying, and we can continue, it feels good to finally talk about this. I have never told anyone what happened and then you, a random person, comes and I start spilling my guts out to you." I felt like Alice was my sister, my very annoying little pixie sister.

"Edward first off, do not give that crap and say 'I am not crying I just have something in my eye.' a lot of girls find it attractive when a man expresses his feelings, and second it is good to talk about things that bother you, it makes a person feel good and… complete."

"Wait, do you find me attractive?" I tried one of my old crooked smiles to see if it still worked.

"Don't try it lover boy I got my own man-candy, that is why I am here I am waiting for him to come home for a business trip. I also see why girls would throw themselves at you, your smile is very lovely." you still got it Ed.

"Shall I continue my little pixie friend?"

"You shall."

"So I see we have a new snack." I turned around to see James, my ex-best friend starring a Bella.

"Go away James, no one wants to see your ugly face here." Rosalie growled at him. Rosalie once went out with James and it didn't go so well…

"Hey I can stay if I want to, it is a free country." James replied back at Rose.

"I would suggest you go before I take you out back James." James immediately went back after Emmett said that, but before he did he winked at Bella.

"Just ignore him Bella he is an ass. I once went out with him and he was already trying to get me into to bed on the first date." Rosalie always knew when to say the right things.

"Okay, he scares me, so I don't think I will be spending time with him." Maybe I should write Bella a song? Let me think,

I love you, you are my life,

You are a shinning star in this place we all call home,

I searched for years for you,

And now I am losing my fight again!

I just can't get out of this rip tide,

"It keeps pulling me back in…" I started to sing, I seem to sing a lot around Bella.

"What are you singing Edward?" Bella asked.

"Just a song I am going to write."

"It sounds good I can't wait to hear it." Well, Bella you will be the only one to hear because it is for you. I wanted to tell her that so bad, but then she would just yell at me again.

"So Bella my name is Angela, nice to meet you." Angela was a very nice, polite girl, she had long dark brown hair with light brown eyes. She was nothing compared to Bella though.

"Hi Angela." Bella gave Angela a smile. So she can smile for her but not me. Whatever.

"Hi I am Jessica the HEAD cheerleader." Ah, Jessica, the most pig-headed girl in the whole school, she had long dirty-blonde hair with blue eyes.

"Hi Jessica." Bella even smiled at Jessica! I mean come on I am better then Jessica right? RIGHT?

"Edward are you okay, you looked like you are going into a seizure." Rose just SHUT UP right now! Gosh, now everyone is starring at me.

"I got to, um, go bye!" I made a mad dash towards the boy's bathroom. I quickly splashed water in my face. "Get your self together Edward! You are breaking down over a girl!" I heard someone come in. I ran and hide in a stall.

"Yeah so I like totally pined down Edward and he was like begging for mercy, so I let him up and then he tackled me and punched me in the face. But, I quickly got him back on the ground and left him unconscious. Mason sure did learn a lesson from old Mike here." I peered out the stall to see Mike talking to Tyler and Eric. I got out of the stall and taped him on the shoulder.

"Hey, Mike, can you tell that story again I would love to hear how you 'beat me down' because I don't remember that." I shot him a death glare.

"Oh, Edward, well I was just telling them a story, it is not real as you know… PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!" He got on his knees and started to beg.

"Don't worry Mike I won't hurt you, but then again I said I wouldn't get to be captain of the football team, but that still happened, so I would watch out if I were you. Now go, you have annoyed me enough."

"Yes Mr. Edward, sir, captain, master." I started laughing so hard I feel on the floor. I couldn't believe Mike just did that. I started crying, it was just so funny.

"Edward you okay? You have been here for a while Rose said you might be having a seizure, like joking, but I think she was right." I saw Emmett.

"Oh, well Mike, he just called me his master, and went down on his knees…" Emmett cut me off.

"I knew he was gay! So what did you say? Yes or no?" Emmett can be so stupid sometimes.

"He didn't propose! And if he did I would have said no, he begged for forgiveness and asked for me not to beat him up."

"Aw, Edward, you are becoming like me! I knew I would rub off on you!" Emmett hugged me, I felt really awkward.

"No, Emmett, just no. I will not be like you because well… OH NO! I am like you! NO!"

"It is okay Edward, I will get you throw this emotional phase of yours! Just hang on my little buddy!" He hugged me again, I just went out of the bathroom. I know Emmett was joking, but he really scares me sometimes.

When I got back in the cafeteria Bella was almost done with her food.

"Hey Edward, were you crying?" Crap, I forgot to wash my face.

"Yes, yes I was. But you had to be there it was just so funny it made me cry." they looked at me like I had two heads. "What it was just so funny I couldn't help it."

"Just like a certain person can't help blushing." Bella said directly meant to be said for me.

"I guess so…"

"What so you can admit your feelings to her, but not me?" Is she really that naive?

"I told you, she has like super powers that made me say how I was feeling! Where you paying attention?"

"Yes, but I just thought you were kidding."

"Well, I wasn't, so can we take a break from my story?"(I am kidding) The hole was on fire. I need to cool it down before I talked about her again.

"Sure, I will talk about me. Well I am 23, like you, and I have a husband, his name is Jasper Whitlock. He is very attractive, he has blonde hair and blue eyes. He is the president of a big company, and me, well, I am a fashion consultant for celebrities."

"That is very interesting." I just wanted to listen, not talk.

"So, we have a kid, her name is Karina, she is so beautiful. She has blonde hair and blue eyes, she is so much like her father. Maybe if we keep in touch you can meet her. She is only 4, but she is very smart for her age."

"Alice, here is my card so we can keep in touch." Rosalie gave me some business cards to give out when I was at a job interview.

"Thanks, here is my number." She gave me a card. It said, 'Alice Brandon Whitlock, Fashion Consultant for the Stars'.

"So, Edward, you are in the music buissness, interesting." Didn't I already say that? Well I don't know.

"Yeah I am, I am not that good though." I must not be good because I can never get a job.

"Well, maybe I can hear you play sometime?"

"Sure." I couldn't say no to her. Maybe she has powers like Bella. "Okay so do you want me to continue?"

"Sure!"

"Okay so, after she made me admit that people just can't help blushing or crying we went to library for free period..."

I peered over my History Book to see Bella reading 'Wuthering Heights'.

"That is a classic." I said to her. She looked over her book to see me staring at her. She blushed, again.

"Yeah, I am rereading it for the tenth time. It is my favorite book." She can read too, I got myself a prize-winning girl.

"Interesting, do you read on your free time? I do when I am not with my music." I smiled at her. I didn't even try it just came naturally.

"Wow, you can read and actually listen to music and comprehend it? I must say Mr. Mason I am impressed." Why wouldn't she be? I am awesome.

"Thank you. You surprised me too, I never thought that a pretty face could have a brain too." I smiled at her and she blushed. I have never seen someone blush so many times in one day.

"Well I do have a brain, but I am really not pretty." This girl is blind.

"Bella you don't see yourself clearly at all. You are so beautiful." I really need to shut up.

"Edward I swear, if this is one of your..." I cut her off.

"Bella, you are beautiful, and I am not just saying that."

"Fine, so what other bands do you like besides Fall Out Boy?"

"Well, there are so many, I like Panic! at The Disco, Van Atta High..." She cut me off.

"Van Atta High? I have never heard of them."

"Well, they are a band from New Jersey. I love their music. One day I am going to live there."

"What is so good about New Jersey? I mean why don't you stay here in sunny Forks! Where the sun always shines!"

"Haha, very funny, but in Jersey I have a better chance of launching my music career there."

"Okay, lets stop talking before Miss Lindsay comes and yells at us." I looked behind me to see the fat, old, Miss Lindsay the librarian starring at us.

All threw free period I looked up from my book to look at her. I loved that consintrated look on her face as she read. When we had to get up and go to our next period I almost forgot to move until she spoke.

"Edward, get up! We are going to be late. Come on!" Bella yelled in my ear.

"Okay, okay!" I yelled back.

For the rest of school I thought about her, she was the only thing on my mind. It was like I was finally getting what I deserved. I wanted her and no one else, and it seemed like she wanted me too. I wasn't going to give up no matter what. She was going to be mine one way or another.

When school finally ended I went to my silver Volvo. I got inside and turned the radio on. When it came on Escape the Fate's song Ashley was blasting in my car. Some how it fit the situation. Bella does give my life purpose, she does make me feel alive, and I swear her looks can kill, and I am nothing without her.

I realized right there that I do in fact love Bella Swan. I am crazy about this girl and I only just meet her today. Sort of like Romeo and Juliet, love at first sight, I just hope the ending isn't the same.

I drove home thinking of her, of course. I couldn't wait to tell my family about her. She was wounderful, she was like an angel, no she was an angel, my angel. She was my sun, my stars, she was my life, she was mine. She was me. Without her I would die, I wouldn't be able to breathe, she was my air. She was my heaven on earth. She was mine and no one else's. I need her, I won't lose this fight so easily. She WILL be mine by the end of the month.

"Are you crying?" I asked Alice.

"That was so beautiful. I thought you hated her, for someone who hates that girl so much you seem to be still in love with her." One part of me knew that was true, but I just couldn't say it. I do love Bella, but I hate her to much to say that. That girl made me go crazy for so long over her, I did love her, I truley did, but that was no more.

"I don't know if I still am, when I think of her I get two thoughts, one is that she is the love of my life, the other is that she is the satin's spwan, never to be spoken or talked about." The hole was on fire, I felt like I was in hell.

"Edward, I was wondering, I can see Jasper's bus down the road, and well, do you mind if he listens to your story too?" I turned around to see a bus aproaching.

"Sure." The more people who share my pain the better.

Just then the bus stopped in front of us. I saw a couple of people get out of the bus before I saw him.

"Jasper!" Alice ran over to him. "Jasper, dear, this is Edward Mason, he was just telling me a story." He looked at me and then smiled.


This was a really bad chapter sorry. Edward already proclaiming his love! Wow he must really love her. lol.

Yaaa! Jazzy-Pants is finally here! Ok, so I promise to get the next chapter up quicker. Oh and help me find mistakes!! one reviewer did! I thank her so much for it!! Cause by that you guys improve my writting and I get to say sorry to you for my suckish writting! I swear I need to be more descriptive!! I am really disappionted with this chapter... it has to much talking...

Ok so I feel like I am messing up my tenses as in past, present, and future so help me out on that too!

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