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"I never once thought, I'd ever be caught!Staring at sidewalks, hiding my track marks!I left my best friends, or did they just leave me?In a crooked little town, they were lost and never foundFallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the groundIn a crooked little town, they were lost and never foundFallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the groundRun away before you drown, or the streets will beat you downFallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground"
Fallen Leaves, Billy Talent~Hazel's POV~
"WAKE UP HAZEL! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!" I stirred around in my bed my pale eye lids open up to see my little sister, Lillian or Lily as she likes to be call. She was almost an regular five year old girl expect she likes to rock out with me on rock music I love to listened to and have walks out in the garden in dark with me. It was fun, we would plat hide and go seek or tag with glow sticks though mom would often yell at me for it. Lily was Jumping up and down on my black and white polka dotted bed. "Oh your awake!" Lily smiled. "NOW GET UP! WERE GONNA BE LATE!" I sighed it was a seven in the morning and a Saturday which means NO SCHOOL! Aren't we suppose to sleep in on Saturdays! I let out a sigh and got dragged out of my bed by a five- year old, How pathetic am I?
"TELL THEM TO GO WITHOUT ME! I WANNA SLEEP!" I yelled and grabbed a pillow and put it over my dark brown hair that could easily be mistaken for black.
"MOM, DAD! SISSY WON'T GET UP!" Lily yelled at my parents, that's when I sprang up from the floor and shoved her out of my neon green and neon pink room knocking over my tie dyed book bag that was full of text books and papers. I saw a smirk cross over her face which means she probably knew that I was going to get up if she called for mom and dad. I groaned and started to get ready. I turned on my radio and place a Fall out Boy CD in it, first song that came on was an really old song about 3 years old called 'I don't care' which was my favorite song out of all the songs I downloaded on there. I turned it up and went over to my closet.
"Say my name and his in the same breath
I dare you to say they taste the same
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow feel flames."
I was singing along with the song flipping through my clothes until coming across a cut long sleeved shirt with a clown collar design on the shirt. The sleeves were each different colors, one sleeved was black and white while the other was neon green and purple.
"Brace myself and let go
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now,"
my mom hated this shirt just cause the sleeves had different colors and were cut. The shirt was all the colors on the sleeves in stripes while the background was neon pink. This was my favorite top. I pulled it out running through my closet for pants now.
"I don't care what you think as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery
I don't care what you think as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery!"
I came across a pair of worn out, has holes, and the edges on the bottom with studs on them skinny jeans. I smiled, I was gonna wear all my favorite clothes today! I had good feeling (even though I didn't get to sleep in) about today.
"Take a chance, let your body get a tolerance
I'm not a chance but a heatwave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette
Palms up, I'm trading 'em, trading 'em"
I got on my knees and started to throw out a bunch of converse, DC, combat boots, and other shoes until I came across a pair of neon green high top converse shoes and that I doodled on with a black sharpie. I placed them on my bed along with the rest of clothes I pulled out.
"I'm the oracle in my chest
Let the guitar scream like a fascist
Sweat it out, shut your mouth, free love on the streets
But in the alley it ain't that cheap, now,"
I heard my parents yell out about turning it down, like I would. I changed out of my Gir pajamas (Thank god for Hot Topic) and into the clothes I had lay out on my bed.
"I don't care what you think as long as it's about meThe best of us can find happiness in miserySaid I don't care what you think as long as it's about meThe best of us can find happiness in misery,"
After I changed into my clothes I started to fix my hair into shoulder length, spiky hairstyle like it was cut in.
"Said I don't care just what you think as long as it's about me
Said I don't care just what you think as long as it's about me"
I walked over to my white vanity that was covered in paint splatters and pulled out some black mascara, white foundation powder, pinkish and brownish lip gloss, gray eyeshadow, and very light red blush.
"I said I don't care(I don't care)
I said I don't care(I don't care)
Said I don't care(I don't care)
I don't care(I don't care)
No, I don't"
I began to do my make-up and heard mom screaming about turning it down but then I heard Lilly saying this is the song she likes also. I smiled at that since well, my parents don't approve of how I dress, they say its bad to dress this way while everybody my age is either wearing Areopostale or Abercrombie. Like I would ever be wearing those girly clothes, but I do like Areopostale's tank tops they got but that's the only thing I get from there unless they have some kick ass jewelry, but off topic they think its an bad influence so the only way I could get these clothes if I got a job and payed for it myself. Well guess what? I did and they got mad about it.
"I don't care
(Said I don't care)
I said I don't care!
(I don't care!)"
After my make-up I look like my ordinary self that I love. That my parents hate. I threw on my tie dyed socks then put my converse on, grabbed my Gir hoodie, my hippie bag that looked like it had rips in it, my green ipod with the skull candy headphones around it, and my ray ban sunglasses that looked nerd glasses, put them on.
"Don't care what you think as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery
I said I don't care what you think as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery!"
I turned off the CD player and shut the band covered poster door and walked down the all white stairs, only to find the pure white they should have been was empty which mean's they had left me here by myself. Typical them. I sighed knowing I wasn't ever going to fit in with parents. For my 16 years of life I knew I always different even when I was baby I wouldn't ever play with the doll mom would give me. I would pop its head off and start chewing on it. I would often play with boys toys when I was around 5 like transformers and dinosaurs all kinds of stuff like that. Dad loved that I loved to play catch with him but sometimes I would like tea parties like an regular little girl though. Of course I used to watch Alice in Wonderland and The Nightmare Before Christmas a lot back then. Since I was at home alone today and was wide awake I decided to go outside and take a walk out in the garden.
It was a nice fall day outside. The sun was shinning down against my pale skin which felt good, the wind made few red, gold, orange, and brown leaves swirl and twirl in sky, the ground was cover up in all of the gold, red, brown, and orange colors of the fall which made a crunching noise beneath my high tops, and the naked tree limbs swayed back and forth of cold gust of wind. I smiled, I've always loved fall time. I was soon lost in thought of how pretty of the fall looked and sat down. I've only been in this town for about a week and this place has been deserted ever since the family had died. It was big nice place with a beautiful garden. I heard many rumors about this place, one was about the guy who own this place daughter named Alice Liddell. As far as I heard one day she was out here asleep and the next was gone! She just vanished out of thin air. No traces, not a lead anywhere, no note about why she left, nothing. It was weird she went missing for what years? Months? Weeks? I didn't know really it kept changing but as far as I know her dad died while she was gone and she had a little sister who was taken away since there was nobody to take care of her. So I'll agree on the months instead of years since she popped back up one day, until to fall back into the hole. They believe she went crazy or something like that and committed suicide, many people had looked down into that hole and said it was pretty deep so they concluded suicide. I don't go near that hole and I make sure Lily doesn't either. Suddenly I was jolted out of my thoughts hearing a voice, I didn't know what to do but it came around the area where that hole was at, So I did the stupidest thing a person who didn't know what to do. Go over there and see what it was.
I went through the bushes and quietly made sure I didn't step on any fallen twigs on the way over to the hole. I heard only one voice so whoever or whatever it was is talking to himself? It must have issues then, but I can't really say that since sometimes I do that to myself. I hid behind a bush and looked over at the hole. I was shocked. It was a young man with white hair and rabbit ears! AND THEY WERE MOVING! My mouth dropped. He had on a red and black plaid coat, a white collar shirt underneath it, some kind of arm band or something, dressy brown pants, and some dressy like shoes.
"Now this should be the right place! Expect a different family just left Alice's house! Maybe they had business here! Or maybe they…..NOPE! I won't believe such a thing if I did then I'll have to tell my dear Alice that and then she'll be sad, and I don't want Alice to be sad!" Wait is he talking about the girl who fell down the hole and went missing? I stepped back a bit only to hit a twig that made him sprung around. I hid quickly. I saw he had red eyes like a rabbit had, round glasses, and a tie with a watch on it. He looked around carefully study everything. I gnawed on my deep purple painted nails seeing he had a gun. I noticed a rock nearby so I grabbed it and threw it at him. He dodged it and saw me. "Who are you?" He asked and pointed the gun at me. I gulped.
"I am Hazel Millie." I chocked out.
"What are you doing here at Liddell's residence?" He walked over closer.
"I live here. Who ever owned this place before parents died." I was shaking out of fear by now.
"So he had died…did you kill him?" Wait Kill him! WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH THIS DUDE! Maybe he got the ideal from me throwing an rock at him.
"What? NO! I'M 16!" I was pissed about this. Some dude with rabbit ears come busting into the garden and asked if I killed some guy that had been here before my family. I noticed he gave me a cold stare and was about to pull the trigger until it turned into a pocket watch! He looked at it.
"Looks like I need to go." with that he turned around and walked right into the hole. I was standing there limped from all of that. Curiosity sparked in me, and I did the stupidest thing that I could have done. Walk right near the hole. I tried to stop myself but it was like my curiosity was taking over me. When I got near enough the hole it crumbled beneath my feet. I screamed as I plunged into darkness. Darkness was all I could see.
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