Ch2- Secrets don't make friends

"You slept through every class since English" I scolded him as we sat down with our lunch treys at the table in the very back of the cafeteria.

"That mother fucking teacher is just irritating" he shrugged devouring an innocent pepperoni the way a shark would devour its prey.

"Could you be any more fucking rude?" I scowled.

"You really want that answer, Mother fucker?"

I shank back in my seat "no...not really"

I lightly picked at my pizza and avoided his purple eyes. "J..just eat...asshole" I said a bit quietly. He did as he was told. People stayed away from our table. Terezi wasn't in our lunch. We had A lunch and she has C. Actually none of the other trolls had lunch with us.

"I miss home" I said a bit shakily.

"we all do" he husked.

"So..." I wanted to make conversation...just wanted to talk to him about anything at all "Anyone here you don't hate?"

"Not really, the girls here are bitches and the guys..." he stopped himself.

"Guys?"

"a..are assholes...all they wanna do is fight"

"Are you bisexual Gamzee?" I asked, a bit hurt that he'd never told me.

"Thats just...mother fucking ridiculous" he scoffed.

"How so? I've never seen you take a liking to a girl"

"shut up, Mother fucker! Its none of your fucking business YOUR PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF KARCAT" He raised his voice in a manor that through my already hasty heart into shock.

Tears formed in my dark brown eyes "I...I am s..sorry"

"Come on ya mother fucking baby don't start crying" he hushed me.

"Im fucking sorry" I tried to stop the tears by wiping my eyes with my sleeve but it didn't work "You know how i am" I cried.

His husky tone softened a little "yeah, I do" His large pale hand caught the crook on my arm and he pulled me against his chest "Your the biggest mother fucking cry baby I've ever met" his voice was still just a quiet husk.

I felt my cheeks grow a little warm, but the tears stopped rolling down my face. "Just don't cry anymore okay, Mother fucker" he said in a clam tone.

I nodded against his hoodie, it smelled like axe and ciggarette smoke. "I'm sorry for fucking crying..." I muttered quietly as he released my arm from his hold.

"Yeah" was his only response.

It was odd moments like that, that reminded me that Gamzee did care about me. The lunch bell rang and free period began. "Where do you wanna go for free period?" I asked.

"Same mother fucking place as always" He muttered and started down the hallway. Out back of the high school was a grassy area with a pretty garden and picnic table. Gamzee sat down and began dismembering a blood red rose with his fingers. I sat down beside him and said "I know you don't want to talk about this but I wanna know why..." he cut me off

"If you know i don't want to talk about it, mother fucker then don't mother fucking ask"

"I just wanna know-"

"It's not your business, Mother fucker" irritation twisted his pale features.

I leapt up "IM YOUR FUCKING BEST FRIEND! OR DID YOU FORGET ABOUT THAT ENTIRELY? I CANT BELEIEVE YOU WOULDNT TELL ME SOMEHING LIKE THAT WHY THE FUCK WOULDNT YOU? I TELL YOU EVERY FUCKING THING" My chest heaved as labored breaths escaped my pink lips.

His purple eyes turned into hateful slits and he slowly stood up and sauntered toward me "You had better not raise your voice to me Mother fucker" His husky tone was grim "If i didn't fucking tell you, then there was a reason for it Karcat"

Again I felt tears threatening to sting my brown eyes...I hated how easy it was to cry in front of him "What was that reason?"

He looked away from me "cause given this mother fucking situation...its not important" his eyes told me it was time to stop asking him because I wouldn't be getting an answer. He placed his large hand on my head and stroked my dark brown hair lovingly "Just don't ask me anymore until I tell ya to, Mother fucker" he drew his hand back and turned around, leaving me standing alone in the garden.