Chapter 2 yay!! this one is actually really good. I think so anyway.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Kingdom Hearts. Or any of the characters, I just own the plot.
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Chapter
2....Roxas POV
Ugh, I hate life. Just I just want to go down into a dark corner, and stay there for the rest of my life. I've been try to call Ollette and asked her who told her about me, but the chick wouldn't answer the phone. I have found out that shes moved to either Destiny Islands or Traverse Town. I don't know anymore.
So here I am, in my room with no one to talk to. I wish none of this wouldn't have happened in these two weeks. I don't even know if I should keep going on. My parents found out about the 'smoking' thing, and wont even fucking look at me. Bastards. Their supposed to help me when I need them, not shun me. I'm going to therapy, for something that I didn't even do. Its stupid. I don't just hate my life, I hate the world, and everyone in it.
My therapist, Dr. Wise, says I'm to angst for my age. I'm fucking 15 what I'm a supposed to do, prance around a field of bunnies? No thank you. I rather be angst then skip around bunnies all day long. He is so annoying, like asking me questions that don't even go with the situation, that I'm in.
Two weeks?!
That's how long it took to make my world go spiraling down the drain. Everyone despises me, I was always the kid that everyone loved; or at least to most people. Why does life have to be so goddamn difficult.
When the ceiling became less attractive, I decided to go for a walk. I got up, rummaged through my laundry before I found my jacket, and put on my black and white checkered converse. Then I was on my way to the door, not even bothering to tell my parents were I was going. They wouldn't care. When I walked outside everything was grey, the sky, the houses, and even the neighbors. Yet, they were going on with there happy lives.
Is this what it looked like being depressed?
Walking through town wasn't any different. People stilled ignored me, I was invisible to them now. I was kicking a pebble, until I hit it to hard. The stupid pebble it Seifer in the back of the head. 'Oh shit.' I thought.
"Hey blondie!" The beanie head yelled.
"H-huh?" I said, stuttering.
Bam!
"What the hell!?" I snapped, holding my now throbbing cheek.
"Maybe next time you should think twice, before throwing a pebble at me."
Then he walked away, along with his other two puppets. Seifer, if you don't know, it the towns self-appointed discipline master. Get on his bad side, you might not live to see the tomorrow. Unfortunately, I was about a centimeter away from death.
Still holding my cheek, I made me way to the crack in the wall in the center of town.(1) Arriving at the crack, I looked around making sure no one was looking, then walked right in. On the other side, were tons of trees, and a run down path making its way through. I followed. Coming here always made me feel better, and the best part no one knew about it, or at least never came here.
At the end of the path, was a mansion. An old run down building, that has probably been here since the start of time. There was a large rusty gate in the front, and broken statues leading to the door. The building itself, was a peachy brown color, with two big windows on both sides of the structure. One with a flowing white curtain, the other had either a brown or dark rosy red color.
I never really had the courage to actually go in. It always seemed sort of spooky, in a way. Did you know that sometimes you can see a blonde girl, in the window with the white curtain? I don't know if she's actually real, but she looks worried. Maybe someday I'll have the courage to go up there.
The wind was starting to pick up, and it was getting colder. I've been outside for at least 5 hours, just staring at the clouds. 'I really should start heading home.' I thought. Very slowly, I got up shook off any dirt, and made my way to the trail. Since it was getting dark outside, I could barely see anything. By the time I finally made it out, I was limping from tripping about five-million times.
When I got home, I was bombarded my yelling from my mom.
"Where the fuck have you been, Roxas!" She screamed.
"Your mother was just about to call the cops!" My dad said sternly, but still had a hint of anger in it.
"I was just out walking." I muttered, trying to make my way to my room.
"With who?"
"No one, just me." I said.
"Your lying!" She screamed. "Just how you lied about everything else"
"I'm telling the truth!" I snapped, then slammed my bedroom door.
I could still here muffled voices from down the hall, even over my sobs. I sat on the floor for awhile, before I finally got the motivation to crawl to my closet. Crawling for my calmness, my release of all the stress from the world. I pushed some clothes out of the way, before I came across a small box.(2) Standing up I still didn't take my eyes off of the box, making my way into a corner. I sat down, and opened the box to reveal the sharp blade of the razor. Pressing the blade onto my arm, made me bite my lip. As the razor glided across my skin leaving nothing but red liquid to run down my arm. After, 3 cuts I put the razor back in the case, and got a dirty towel, then pressed onto my wounds. The whole time I couldn't help but ask.
"What's happening to me?"
And done! That my friend as 1034 words. NEW RECORD!! XD I hope you like this one better then the other one. I know I'm not that good at making the story flow instead of making it sorta choppy. But I will get better! Me promises!!
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1-What's that part of the town called? Tram Common? I forget.
2-Its a wedding ring box.
