Sorry the chapters are so short, I promise i will make them longer. let me know what you think :)

the first thing he was aware of was a small pounding in his head,and the cold metal. slowly he opened his eyes and nearly jumped in surprise.

"Bout time you got up. RORY! HE AWAKE!" she turned back to him " can't be too comfortable sleeping on the floor of the control room but, then again fell asleep on the floor of that train in gochie so who am i to judge." just then rory ran into the control room panting out of breath.

"You gave us quite a scare...thought you were dead at first….god im out of shape." the two began to banter back and forth while the doctor just stared at them in dull confusion. They were dead, he and rose had lost them. wait, where is rose? he sprung up nearly hitting the redhead.

"Im very glad to see you both dont get me wrong but, one question, where is Rose?" they both looked at him in confusion and worry.

"doctor she died a long time ago, remember canary wharf? you told us she got stuck in that parallel worl-" he cut her off

"no she came back i was just with her" he took off running down the corridor. "ROSE! LOVE WHERE ARE YOU?" he reached their bedroom, and stared at the wall which once held the door to the nursery. "where's the nursery? ROSE!" rory and amy were now thoroughly confused, rose was not nor had she ever been there and why would a need a nursery?

"doctor, rose is not here! she never has been! i think perhaps you need to sit down for-"

"NO! no, your wrong! where is my wife and daughter?" amy shook her head sadly

"Raggedy man, it was only a dream you had. Rose is not here nor has she ever been." she saw a tear fall from his eyes.

"no...no she has to be here."

"she is not here." amy hugged the doctor holding him tight, poor guy she thought still haunted by what could have been. "we have been traveling with you for...god knows how long, and i can promise you, she is not here." the doctor looked at her, breaking her heart

"it was so real…...I was so happy."

"im sorry" slowly they stood up and walked back into the control room. the doctor held a somber complexion for a few seconds before switching moods automatically. He couldn't let his companions know how hurt he was.

"so then ponds, where were we, ooo i like that ." smiling he looked towards the now thoroughly confused ponds.

"are you sure you're ok doctor?" rory asked as he approached the man

"o yes never better, now then where shall we travel to today?"

"listen doctor, i think that we should just hang around the tardis today."

"ya, i have to agree with that" they both looked at him for confirmation.

"oh, well i suppose we could just watch a movie or something if you all would like." they sighed in relief. maybe he needed a day off from traveling to collect himself, their last adventure had been a real long one. truthfully however he still didn't believe that rose was a dream, it felt to real.

"so ponds, what shall-" he suddenly heard chirping much like the last time. "did you hear that?"

"here what?" they said in unison looking worried.

"nothing, anyway where was I? o yes, what shall-" this time the chirping was accompanied by a slight dizzy sensation. "oh god, its happening again!"

"what's happening again? you're not making any sense-" suddenly the tardis lurched, the last thing he saw was the fear in his two best friends eyes as the darkness once again took over.