before we start i would like to thank, demi rose, mckayla belikov, and katrina belikov.

love you guys.

Chapter 2.

"Bells, we need to talk."

'Okay, sure thing. What is it?"

"You know I love you, your my best friend and all but I'm a- "

The next thing I knew Jasper was vomiting on the coffee table I was so not cleaning that up in the morning, he can do it himself.

"Look we can talk in the morning, alright. The bathroom is through there. I made the couch up for you. I will be right up stairs, yell if you need anything."

I went to walk up stairs when he grabbed my hand and pulled me close to his body. He leaned in so close, our lips were almost touching.

"No I need to talk to you, NOW!" His breath smelt like alcohol and cigarettes. "It's urgent."

"It can wait. I have school tomorrow, have to be up early. Okay?" I began to walk up the stairs again.

"I'm moving, tomorrow too."

"What?" I felt the numbness I had earlier coming back. My legs started to quiver, my eyes started water and my face dropped. Where had everything gone wrong? "Why?"

I made my way back down the stairs to fall into his arms. I didn't want to let go. It was me and him, Jasper and I against the world, just for that moment and I couldn't ask for more.

He ran a hand through my hair and kissed me on the cheek.

"It's going to be fine."

"Why are you leaving?"

"I need to get away from all the drama."

Flash back...

"What the fuck did you do to my house?"

Was that Jacob screaming?

I looked across the park and could make out a group of people. An extremely large man, towering over the others, Emmet, I thought.

I then made out two other recognisable figures. I recognised Jacob straight away. It was way too easy. Then the honey-comb boy I had come to love, Jasper.

"Did you hear me? What the fuck did you do to my house?" Jacobs voice was loud clear, demanding.

"Nothing, I got my stuff and left." Jasper was now mirroring Jacobs's voice, just as loud and just as clear.

I began to walk up. I wasn't just going to sit here and do nothing.

I saw Jacob push Jasper and tighten his fist.

"Come on lets go, Jasper. You want to say shit to Victoria about me? Well be a man and face the consequences."

"Fine lets go you pussy." He looked over at me.

A tear ran down my cheek. This wasn't right. They are such good friends. Sarah let out a giggle. She wanted this, she wanted them to fight.

"I'm not going to fight you Jacob."Jasper said through clenched teeth. He glanced back at me. "Do you really want to fight in front of all our friends and family?"

"Don't look at my sister like that!"

Wtf? What were they talking about now.

"Like what, Jacob? Like what?"

"Do you know what his talking about, Jasper?"

"Bella go." It came out as such a shock. There was such anger behind those words.

Alice grabbed my arm and tried to get me to go with her.

"Let go of me." Her face dropped I knew I had hurt her with harsh words. "You guys were best friends, still are. Don't let this get in between you two." I said this with harsh words while thinking of Victoria.

"Bella you didn't see what he did. He trashed my house, completely turned it upside down."

"You don't have proof."

"Who's side are you on?"

End flashback.

Who's side was I on?

I love my brother, he was always the most important person to me. if ever there was a fight between him and my friends or mum anyone didn't matter who, didn't matter why, but i was always on his side. Always backed him up.

What had changed?

Who's side are you on?

His voice now ringing in my head. I had to figure this out. Jacob would find out one day that I was still talking to Jasper. That he was still my friend...

But is that it? Is that where it ends for your feeling Bella?

I wish that voice in my head would shut up.

But it had a point, is that where my feelings ended? Did I like Jasper? Could I even tell him now that his moving? How long have I had these feelings? My head started to hurt, everything around me became blurry.

I could see the floor coming closer and closer as I fell. Something caught me, I didn't care what, but thank god!

*sleep*

I woke up in the morning, it was 7am. I pulled on about 6 pairs of stockings and a pair of a dark denim shorts. I found a navy blue and white long sleeve shirt with military buttons on the cuffs, and slipped it on.

I skipped down stairs to see Jasper. I would tell him how I felt.

It hurt me so much to keep it in.

I could feel the weights lifting just as I closer to him. I turn the corner into my lounge room and realised he wasn't in there I searched the house but nothing. Until I notice a not on the kitchen counter.

Dear Bella,

I'm sorry. I don't know if I will come back.

Forget I was ever in your life.

Jasper.

"What?"

How could he do this to me?

end*

a/n Im sorry that it is so short!

But it's hard to write this it really is.

as you probly know this is based on a true story if you didnt then meh. I chnged this part of the story alot, I have to make this story mine somehow. Even though it reallY did happen to me.

But because it is so short I will update within the next few days. So enjoy.

-shelby3