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Unleash Me
Ch. 2
Longing by: Matthew Arnold
"Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.
Come, as thou cam'st a thousand times,
A messenger from radiant climes,
And smile on thy new world, and be
As kind to others as to me!
Or, as thou never cam'st in sooth,
Come now, and let me dream it truth,
And part my hair, and kiss my brow,
And say, My love why sufferest thou?
Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day."
I followed Bella to the receptionist desk. I couldn't believe what just happened back there. Was I just dreaming? Did I fall and hit my head? I don't understand how an angel, such as Bella, could want someone like me, non the less have sex with someone like me. I was even more confused now. Did she really mean for me to make another appointment or was this a one time thing and I will never see her again? No, I will not allow that. I have to see this girl again. She is different than any other girl I know. She is faithful and understanding. I followed close behind, wanting to hold her in my arms again. Bella swiftly turned around, making me bump into her. She nervously laughed and held onto my arms to steady herself.
"It was nice meeting you, Edward. Hey, Angela, will you schedule Edward for another appointment for next week please? We are still not finished," she said the last part in a softer tone, staring me straight in the eyes. Bella patted my back and walked away, disappearing around the corner. I don't think I have ever been this happy or excited to reschedule an appointment. Bella obviously wanted to see me again if she asked the nurse to do that. Plus, there is nothing wrong with me anymore. Why else would she want to see me if there wasn't anything wrong?
I just can't get over how nice Bella was and how gentle she felt. I wonder how she is a doctor at such a young age. I paid the receptionist and walked back to the waiting room. The first thing I saw when I opened the door to leave was Emmet's big head. Why didn't I just think to go to the doctor's on my own? I should have never told Emmet about my problem in the first place and now I have to explain to him what happened back there. Why the fuck was his smile so big all the time? I rolled my eyes at him and walked to his side.
"Eddie! How was the appointment? You look very, very, very relieved," he yelled for everyone to hear then wiggled his eyebrows. I felt my face get hot as everyone's eyes went on me.
"Emmet! Why is you voice so fucking loud?" I snapped at him. His smile faded for a moment and I finally thought I cracked through his thick scull, but it just came back as fast as it disappeared. I let out a frustrated breath and sighed.
"Seriously, Edward, what did the doctor say?" I laughed to myself, knowing she didn't say very much. It was more like what the doctor moaned.
"Well, Emmet, I know you won't leave me alone until I tell you, so all she did was just help me... ejaculate and it worked. I feel better now. That's it." I didn't want to tell him about my next appointment, I know he will never leave me alone if he knew about that. For some reason his smile got even bigger... what?
"She was a girl doctor!" He yelled again.
Shit...
"Yeah, so what? She was just a doctor and I was the patient. She was helping me. That's what they do, Emmet." I did tell him the truth, just not the better part of the truth. He nodded his head and got into my car.
"Did little Eddie enjoy it?" He began laughing hard, spitting all over my car. God... sometime I don't understand how we are related. He was such a slob.
"Shut up, Emmet. I should have never told you about my problem," I said sighting and brining my Volvo to life.
"Okay, okay. Sorry man."
The rest of the drive was peaceful. I was able to listen to my classics without being disturbed by a brainless jock. My mind drifted back to Bella and how badly I missed her touch. Can I really wait a week before I see her again? Does she even like me like I like her? I am so confused in so many ways. How is it possible for me to fall so hard for someone I just met? It doesn't make sense, but all I know is that I need to somehow see her again, to somehow hold her tight, I need to somehow be inside of her again and make her all mine. I sighed loudly, awakening the beast that sat next to me.
"What's wrong, Edward? It's okay to be sexually frustrated. I would be too if I was still a virgin," He spat, laughing so hard I thought he might puke. I rolled my eyes, but for some reason what he said didn't bother me as much as it used to. Oh yeah, that's because I just gave my virginity to the most amazing girl in the world. I smiled at him, shrugging my shoulders. He stopped laughing and started out the window. He looked pretty annoyed that his statement didn't make me angry.
I pulled into our garage and went straight upstairs, ignoring my brothers and sisters. Knowing Emmet and his gossiping past, I was pretty sure they knew why I went to see the doctor. I was really thankful that I had the third floor of the house all to myself. I put some music on and laid on my bed, thinking about today. Images of Bella ran through my mind, all I can think about is how amazingly good it felt being inside of her. The way her hips moved, the way she smelt and tasted. I could feel my member getting harder. I closed the blinds, turned the light out, and took my clothes off. I laid back on the bed, closing my eyes and letting my mind float back to Bella. Bella is now a part of me... I feel like she completes me. I thought back to my appointment today. How I made Bella blush and how she made me want her so bad. How sexy her body looked on top of mine.
I began stroking myself to thoughts of her body, on top of me, sweaty, but yet so soft. I imagined Bella moaning my name again and begging for me to enter her. Her lips were so red and swollen from my rough kissing. They looked so hot. I fantasized her going down on me, those lips wrapped around my aching member. I began stroking myself harder, Bella's hot mouth around me making me want to explode inside her wet mouth. I held on to her shoulders and brought her lips back to mine. I could taste myself on her, but it was so erotic I didn't care. My stroking became more frantic as I felt myself coming closer to the fire that burned in the pit of my stomach. I imagined flipping us over, laying on top of her little body and taking full control. I felt possessive around her. I want to take her hands and hold them above her head, teasing her with my tongue until she begged for me to enter her. I moaned out loud at those thoughts. I thought about entering her and putting all my body weight on her, letting out chests touch. My hands grabbed the sheets, bunching them between my fingers, I wasn't going to last long thinking about Bella like this.
I can't help thinking about Bella this way. She was the most beautiful, sexiest creature that I have ever seen. Is she even real? My hand stroked hard and my hips trusted back even harder. It felt so good being inside Bella. I can't even explain how it feels. It was as if heaven was hell. It felt so good to be there, but the heat was what drove me crazy. I groaned, wishing I really was inside of her and not just fantasizing like some creep. The way Bella's hot core tightened around me was the greatest thing I ever felt. Her face was so sexy when she came all over me. It was too much for my eyes. I felt myself coming closer, I stroked faster, thinking about the way her breathing sounded and the way she moaned my name.
Fuck.
I shut my eyes tightly and orgasmed to Bella for the second time today. This never happens to me, I never even think about any specific girls when I do this. I always felt complete in myself. I felt fine being alone, but now that I have met Bella, I need someone... I need her.
I think I'm obsessed with Bella.
I walked over to my bathroom and grabbed a couple tissues to clean myself. It was already getting dark outside. Man, thinking about Bella really makes time pass by. I decided to lay in bed for the rest of the night, of course thinking about Bella.
I masturbated to Bella two more times during the night. I just couldn't get enough of her. Before I fell asleep I promised myself that I will see her before my next appointment, no matter what. I needed Bella in my life, and I needed her soon.
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