When the ambulance arrived they had to pry Viktor off of Yuuri. He watched as they put him him a body bag and carried him out of the bloodied bathroom. Chris was leaning on the bathroom door as he called Yuuri's friends and family. Viktor continued to stare at the horrid scene in front of him, trying to figure out why Yuuri would do something like this. He then looked at the counter, where a small razor blade box and a note titled "VIKTOR" lay. Viktor picked the note up, and gasped.

"This is Yuuri's handwriting..."

Viktor hurridly opened up the note and read it.

Viktor,

If you see this, then that means i probably killed myself by now.

I'm sorry you had to find me like that. I really, really am.

But all this darkness and hurt was too much to bare. Too strong to ignore.

You're probably wondering why i would do this... Most of them are for dumb reasons, others... well... I'd rather not share...

Not to mention i had many other things i was dealing with, but i'll save that for when you come to me later...

I don' regret what i did, but i also do.

I got my long wished for eternal slumber, but...

We never got to have that future we planned together;

We were going to adopt another dog together, adopt some children together, move to a big house together, build a treehouse even though we don't know a damn about building, we would do it anyway together, teach our kids to skate together, hang out at more bars with friends together, get crazy drunk and start pole dancing in our underwear together, watch our other friends get married and have their own children together, retire together, watch our kids grow up and start their own family together, grow old together, hell, we would probably even die together.

Do everything together...

But...

I ruined that for us.

But...

I don't want you to give that plan up.

So, Viktor,

You wanna know my dying wish? The one where only you can do?

I want you to do it all anyway.

I know, I know, it's a lot, but I could be around to help, you never know ;)

Just make sure you tell "our" children about their great papa Yuuri and how he made the most famous man in figure skating fall in love with a dime-a-dozen skater, just dont go too in detail till they're old enough(haha). Tell them how i got silver in the Grand Prix Final and how close that was. Can you still believe it though?! I was so close! (dang yurio way to ruin my dream... sigh... haha just kidding)

Oh yeah, try to adopt Yurio if you can! I'm sure he'd be "pleased"... pfft like hell he would...

Oh, another thing...

Take care of everyone for me would you?

Don't let them get that sad about what i did. If possible tell them it was a murder or something...

Wait scratch that, that would sadden them even more...

Oh god just forget about that ^

I hope i get to see you soon.

I love you, Viktor, and I always will.

Until next time...

Katsuki Yuuri 3

Viktor looked at the the letter, tears threatening the burst through his redish eyes, until he dropped to his knees, dropping the letter while doing so, and burst out crying.

Chris was fighting tears too. He kneeled next to Viktor and hugged him, with his best friend hugging back, crying into his shoulder. Chris picked up the letter and read it, and started crying as well. He thought about how out of character he must have looked, but Yuuri was his friend, if not maybe second best friend next to Viktor.

The two stayed like that until the police came in for questioning.