Hey guys! So here is the second chapter and in this chapter, two people get into a fight. Anyway so I am trying to keep writing this like I wrote the others. I hope that this story meets up to your guys's standards. Anyway, so please review and let me know what you think. I want to thank my very first reviewer for this story…muzzy power!!! Thanks a bunch for the reviews and I hope that you like this chapter.
If I Can't Have You Chapter 2: Still In Love With You
I sat against the wall and cried my eyes put. I didn't care who saw me, I just cried. I let out all of my frustration, and emotions. I just cried. I heard someone walk closer, but I didn't know who it was.
"Niki? Are you okay?" I looked up to see Jason standing above me. I wrapped my arms around my knees and pulled them to my chest. I rest my head on my knees and looked away from him.
"Why aren't you leaving Jason? I just left you guys. I didn't say goodbye. I just left. I betrayed all of you." Jason sat beside me and shook his head.
"Niki, you were scared and pregnant. You found out that you got pregnant and then you find out that your husbands parents don't want anything to do with you if you have a child. If I were you, I would've done the same thing." I looked over at him and saw that he was telling the truth.
"I couldn't get rid of my baby. I would never get rid of my baby." Jason nodded and then ran his fingers through his hair.
"I tried convincing everyone else that you were only trying to protect your baby. That you weren't trying to hurt anyone. But they wouldn't listen. And Melissa and Becky, I thought that they would've had the most compassion for you, but they had the very least." I broke out into a new bunch of tears. Jason frowned and gave me a side hug.
"I missed you. Nate missed you. He still loves you. He took his wedding ring and put a chain through it. It's his necklace, and he never takes it off." Jason looked down at my hand and I held it up to show that I still had my ring on.
"I missed Nate so much Jase. I missed all of you. I knew that everyone was going to be mad. But I thought that they would've gotten over it." Jason shook his head and then smiled lightly.
"Shane, Shane isn't mad at you. He got mad at Becky for saying that she was mad at you. He freaked out on her. He still loves you like the little sister you are to him and I." I smiled and Jason smiled. He was about to say something else, when Melissa and Becky came out of the room, glaring at me.
"Jase, you gotta get ready for the show." Jason nodded and got up. He helped me up and pulled me into the room. I saw CassieBella standing by Gavin holding his hand and looking at Shane. Gavin was talking to Shane. As soon as Shane saw me, he ran up and gave me a big hug. He smiled widely and started talking a mile a minute. Then he noticed CassieBella.
"Hi there sweetie! What's your name?" CassieBella blushed and quietly said her name, and then ran and his behind me.
"Aww. That's a pretty name sweetie." She blushed and hid behind me, and every now and then would look behind my legs to see if Shane was still there. Shane then looked at me and then at Nate and finally at CassieBella.
"She has your eyes, hair, smile and nose." Nate looked up and then glared at me. I felt some tears come to my eyes and looked down at CassieBella. I asked Gavin to take her for a mini walk, he nodded and he left. I looked at Nate and he looked at me.
"Why didn't you tell me that I had a daughter?" I glared at him and crossed my arms over my chest.
"You should've known Nate. Especially since I left because I didn't want to get an abortion." Nate walked over and stopped right in front of me.
"You should've told me Niki! I would've liked to be there when she was born!" I glared at him and Jason's eyes widened knowing that something big would happen.
"You would've liked to be there?? Nate you didn't even want her!!" Nate's glare intensified and he stepped closer.
"Well I still have a right to see her!" I glared at him and felt myself getting infuriated.
"Why should you Nate? Huh? Why should you be able to see my daughter? You're too busy being a Rockstar! You don't even have time to call you're wife!" Nate opened his mouth and was about to say something when I interrupted him.
"Nate. I waited for you to call! I waited by the phone. I waited for you to call and ask me to come back. If you would've just called and told me that you loved me, then I would've come back. But you didn't! I gave up then! I thought that you had moved on! I was broken! You ripped my heart in two! It's all your fault!" Everyone in the room was silent. They were all speechless. I glared at him with tear filled eyes. I was just about to say something else when Gavin and CassieBella came back.
"Mommy? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" I looked at her and said that nothing was wrong. She looked like she didn't believe me.
"Gavin, I have to take CassieBella and leave. I'm sorry." CassieBella looked at me and she looked really upset. It looked like she really wanted to stay.
"Niki, CassieBella was really looking forward to this concert. I'll take care of her. You go home and sleep, and I can drop her off later." I nodded and kissed CassieBella goodbye and left.
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Gavin looked down at Nate and glared at him. Nate glared at Gavin and smiled lightly at CassieBella. Melissa and Becky glared at Gavin and CassieBella. Shane smiled at CassieBella and kneeled down in front of her.
"Hey again sweetie. I'm your Uncle Shane and that is your Uncle Jason." CassieBella looked up at Gavin and she gave Gavin a confused look.
"It's true they are. You see CassieBella, your mom is pretty much their adopted sister. Which makes them your Uncles." CassieBella smiled brightly and then hugged Shane and didn't let go of him. Shane laughed and kissed her forehead. Jason smiled and then looked at Nate. Nate stood there staring at CassieBella, not sure what to do. Gavin sighed and walked over to Nate and pulled him aside to talk to him.
"Nate, Niki had a good reason for not wanting you to know about CassieBella." Nate glared at Gavin.
"Well I'd really want to know her reasons. This is my daughter! I have a right to see her and be apart of her life!" Gavin rubbed his temples and sighed.
"Nate do you honestly think that Niki is going to want to have you in CassieBella's life after you said 'Niki just get the abortion. We can have kids later'?" Nate grimaced at what Gavin said he said.
"Well I still would've wanted to be apart of my daughters life!" Gavin glared at Nate and Nate glared back.
"Nate! You didn't call her or try and get a hold of her! You didn't try being with her or talking her into coming back. You forgot about your wife! You forgot about the love of your life because you were too busy being a rockstar." Nate glared at Gavin and pushed him back a little.
"Forgot? Forgot? I did not forget! I thought about her every single day that we were apart! I kept wishing and hoping that she would come back! I would stare at my phone and pray that she would call and say that she was coming home. But she didn't!" Gavin glared at Nate and shoved him back.
"Nate! You have no idea what she went through! You didn't have to leave your sisters and your best friends. You didn't have to give labour to that beautiful girl over there. You didn't have to struggle to make enough money to pay the bills. You didn't have to be a teenage mother without a father to help support her. So don't try and say that you had it worse." Nate was silent as Gavin went on.
"She was ready fro you to come back! She wanted you to come back! She wanted you in her life! But after the first couple weeks went by, she gave up. She knew that you weren't coming! So she didn't abandon you Nate! You abandoned her." Nate stared at Gavin with tears forming in his eyes. Gavin glared at Nate and walked back over to CassieBella and Jason and Shane.
"I still love her." Nate closed his eyes and whispered to himself.
