Forbidden but not forgotten

Chapter 2 Hope, Faith nd Trick

Flashback

She turned to him and winced, the recollection of the words she uttered reiterating fresh in her thoughts. How could she have been foolish as to let her guard down at such a crucial moment, she did not know if it was the way that he was holding her in the warm and sensuous embrace which is arms now possessed over her, or the shine of emotion she felt she saw in them pools of emerald eyes she kept so longingly peering in to, but without a second thought she conveyed what had been yearning beneath her for so long. The words came so effortlessly that was what scared her the most as she knew she couldn't deny that these emotions were all too real. She was more than certain that she had fucked it all up, that one moment when she bared all emotions to him would be lost forever all because she had been so credulous. Her mind began sprinting in to all directions it was then with shock that she felt his grip tighten and his touch which once was ripped with rough immediate passion, melt into something more gentle. But what she could never of expected was the three words he whispered huskily to her and the smouldering lingering kiss that followed that burned with intensity, that look of hunger dwelled beneath both there eyes, the kiss soon escalated into so much more...

Present

"Hope, Hope! Earth to Hope!"

"What sorry, I didn't know were I was there for a minute"

"Well were ever it was Hope; you looked as if you were enjoying yourself"

"What gave that away" She grinned intrigued that her friend could still know her so well after so long.

Hope had come to visit her high school friend, after she told her the good news of her engagement to her big shot boyfriend playing for high stakes in the latest stock market craze. Of course she was happy for her friend she had got what she had always dreamed of the house with the white picket fence the whole apple pie life style, it all came so easily for her. Hope on the other hand never seemed to catch that break and after her disastrous split to the one person who ever made her life worth while, she never truly got her life back on track.

"So how's life been treating you? I gather this is a flying visit" She added with a little condemnation

"Carly don't be like that, you know I never stay in one place for too long, its just not me, I just like that open road all to much"

"You always wanted to see the world didn't you Hope, get out of this town not that I can blame you after what you went through here" she trailed off a little not wanting to torture her friend with the painful memories which she only guessed still plagued her mind.

"Well have you seen it the ring I mean, look I mean you ever see a rock so God Damn big"

The ring glistened amongst the lights, it was an impressive piece of attire but Hope knew that it did not reflect a true declaration of love; she remembered a much more modest gift that an unsuspecting Winchester had surprised her with. Without even noticing she thumbled with the chain around her neck, then brushed it off why now was she doing this to herself.

"Its lovely Carly, fantastic" She tried to make the sentence seem unforced and gave a brief smile, it was all she could do, seeing her so happy so in love just grated against her a little. But a friends love is unconditional she thought I can live with this.

"So when is the big day?"

"Sometime next summer I'm thinking, you will come wont you, say you will come" Carly was beaming now and bouncing all around the kitchen uncontrollably. Hope remembered a time she had felt the same.

Sighing she replied

"Well... I don't know I mean," looking at her friend her face so incandescent she couldn't for the life of her break such a moment. "Sure... I mean of course I will be there."

"Good, I am so glad" She jumped in to Hopes arms giving her an adolescent girly hug. Hope jumped back quite untaken with the moment and tried to compose herself it had been along time since she had experienced such emotion and closeness.

"And don't forget that invitation is for two you know Hope" Giving her an encouraging wink, as she turned to the fridge to obtain some refreshments.

Hope just looked on; the mere thought of a date was the last thing she was contemplating the only man she had managed to bring to mind the last few nights, was the one that had haunted her for the last 4 years, the one she was forever running from. I mean why now, why of all people would it be Dean Winchester.

After leaving Carlys, Hope felt that the most rational thing to do would be to get a motel in town however most of her actions however zealous were very far removed from rational. She slipped herself with ease it to her fine 1967 GTX Plymouth Convertible all be it would never be in the same league as the impala. The Impala she thought as she reclined in the seat, the smell of the leather interior enthused with Deans cologne and the roar of the engine that made her heart race but what made her heart almost beat out of her chest was when Dean started to caress her thigh ever rubbing the inner most sensitive parts etching further and further up, she had to bite her lip from screaming with pleasure. Yes that Impala had been a scene of a fair few hot and steamy nights the car had blown her away but Dean had stolen her heart and her imagination.

She breathed deeply. What the Hell am I doing for Christ sake! She screamed and banged her fists against the steering wheel. In 4 years she had managed to keep Dean down to a dull roar in her thoughts but recently she couldn't stop her memories and all the twists and turns they made her heart and stomach feel.

Hope started up the engine she had to get this freaking guy out of her head, she would drive all night if she had to, and she rarely slept these days anyway. Flicking on the radio ACDC rock and roll train blasted through the speakers, even more of a reminder of him then anything, but she loved this band, she loved this song and if it was the last thing she did she wasn't going to give up her music not for the likes of a Winchester. Speeding of into the moonlight, Hope heard the echo of a roll of thunder, a storm was approaching she glimpsed back to the road ahead there was always a new storm to fight through on the horizon.

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