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The next day Kurt couldn't help himself but being excited about today's glee. He had chosen "pretend to be you're alone" by Keane. It had been one of his mothers favourites and he was really happy with his choice. Of course he understood that Finn's and Rachel's songs were going to get the most attention but he was really happy with his song selection and if he sang it perfectly maybe Mr Schue would consider having him singing at sectionals.

He dressed himself in front of his full length mirror choosing a pair of red pants and a black and white shirt button down shirt. He smiled satisfied into the mirror and turned to his hair in stead.

He had practices on his song a few times the night before. After dinner since it was Finn's time to do the dishes. By the time he heard Fin come upstairs he was happy with what he had and decided to continue with his school work which still took up all of his spare time this term since he had chosen to step it all up a level to make his dad proud and to make sure he could get in to all those great programs at collage he wanted to apply for in a years time.

Finn drove them to school this day and neither of them said much. There had been a long time since they really talked or spent time together and Kurt figured it probably had to do with Finn being so busy with Rachel and the fact that things had settled in their house, Finn didn't feel forced to spend that much time with him any more. He probably thought Kurt still had a crush on him even if Kurt had told him several times that he had been over Finn for a long time. As soon as they arrived Finn disappeared to meat with some of his friends barely even saying goodbye as he left Kurt in the parking lot.

The day went by with only a few locker slams and a shoulder pump from Karofsky and the words thrown at him weren't something he hadn't heard before so he tried to ignore them and just focus on glee club instead.

At lunch Rachel kept bragging about her solo and how perfect it was for her and that she was sure Mr Shue was going to use it for sectionals. Santana and Mercedes looked like they were going strangle her but neither of them said anything. Kurt kept his head down and silently picked at his salad taking a few bites of it and drank his water. No one said anything to him as they were all busy with their own problems they didn't even notice how he got up from his seat and left the canteen and emptied half of the salad into the trash can. He hurried towards the toilet and with his head looking down on the floor to avoid getting stared at he didn't notice how he almost ran in to someone. A second later though he felt him self getting pushed against the wall and Karofsky's face were only a few inches away from Kurt's own.

"Keep out of my way fairy" He smirked and Kurt swallowed hard to make his voice steady before speaking up to his bully.

"Let go" He said and tried to move his head to see if there was anybody else there but the corridor was empty.

Karfosky laughed a humorless laugh and pushed Kurt harder against the locker and Kurt winced in pain.

"No one's here to help you, you know. Now stay out of my way. Wouldn't want to get fairy dust all over me" He whispered, his breathe in Kurt's ear warm and damp.

"No we wouldn't want that to happen" Kurt said and tried to keep his voice down even though his heart was pounding in his chest. "I've heard it's very dangerous and highly contagious. You might catch the gay..."

"SHUT UP!" Karofsky shouted and let go of Kurt so abruptly Kurt's knees buckles and he falls to the ground in shock.

There was a loud bang as Karafosky showed his giant fist into the locker door above Kurt. Kurt jumped in fear and his ears were ringing and he squeezed his eyes shut, waiting for something more to happen. When he opened his eyes again Karofsky was on his way to leave and he watched the big jock round the corner of the corridor before painfully standing up again. His back throbbed from where the sharp edges of the lock had cut into his skin and when he run a hand under his shirt he could feel something sticky and wet under his fingers. He wasn't surprised to see them come back slighty bloody. His back didn't bleed enough to need any medical attention but he hoped he could get it out of his shirt since it was on of his favourites. He would have to wash it a soon as he came home that night

Lunch break was over in only a few minutes and by that time the corridor would me full of students so Kurt hurried to his locker to pick up a few books before heading to his next lesson before the corridor got too crowded.

Lessons went on and nothing eventful happened apart from him being handed even more homework which was due on Monday. Kurt cursed in his head realizing he would have to spend some of his weekend with his nose in his books instead of going to the mall that he originally planed on. Then he remembered about the play him and his dad was going to next Saturday evening. It was something his mother had introduced when Kurt was four and since then they had done it annually until his mother passed. After that it had been only Kurt and his dad but it didn't matter. They both liked it a lot and it was an important tradition for the two of them. This year they where going to see Hair which Kurt was really excited about and he hoped his dad was too. Kurt had already got the tickets and were currently on his inspiration board in his room and looking at them every night made it somewhat easier to fall asleep.

Lost in his own thoughts he didn't notice when Mercedes and Artie stopped next to him until Mercedes spoked.

"Hi white boy"

"Oh hi Mercedes and hi Artie" He said and turned around to face his friends. They had history together he knew so that was probably why they were together now.

"How was French?" Mercedes asked curiously knowing how hard it was and how much home work Kurt had in the subject.

"Oh you know the same" Kurt sighed and closed his locker. "You two ready for Glee?" He asked and turned to Artie as the other boy shrugged and began wheeling himself down the corridor. The three of them was first to arrive and not even Mr Shue was to be seen yet. Kurt sat down on his seat in the far right corner and Mercedes took a seat beside Artie.

About five minutes later the rest of the glee kids arrived. Santana and Brittany close together with Puck and Quinn not far behind them. Mike and Tina came in hand in hand as usual and Mike kissed Tina on her cheek when they sat down in middle row of chairs. She smiled happily at her boyfriend and Kurt felt a sting of envy in his gut. Not that he didn't want Tina to be happy. She was one of the nicest persons ever but her having someone like Mike that loved her so much made Kurt longing for someone to hold his hand, to kiss him. Not that that would happen any time soon since nobody in this school had come out yet and even if someone eventually did they probably wouldn't like him anyway.

Sam came in next and only a couple of minutes later Finn and Rachel came in and of course Rachel had to be literally glued to Finns side. Kurt rolled his eyes but no one noticed as Mr Shue came in at the same time and everyone began debating on who wanted to go first.

"Mr Shue" Rachel said and raised her hand and waved with it to get everybody's attention.

"Yes Rachel" Mr Shue said.

"Even though I could volunteer on going first it might be for the better if someone else goes first. I mean I don't want everybody to feel like it is a competition or anything but..."

Oh god here we go again, Kurt thought and buried his face and his hands. She had to be kidding.

"Oh Shut up Rachel" Mercedes snarled. "You're no better than anybody else. I'll go first Mr Shue" She continued and stood up from her seat and went over to Brian and handed him a sheet of music and he nodded.

Two minutes later her voice ebbed out and she smiled happily as everybody cheered and clapped there hands. Kurt smiled happily when Mercedes eyes caught his. "You killed it" He mouthed and she laughed happily and went to sit on her seat again.

For the rest of the performances Kurt didn't pay much attention. He was too nervous about his own performance that he didn't really listen as Santana sang "Someone like you" obviously to Brittany and Artie sang "she will be loved" obviously to Brittany too or when Finn sang "Just the way you are" to Rachel causing her to tear up and repeatedly telling him how amazing he was. God it was like valentine's day all over again.

Now it was only Kurt and Rachel left and before Kurt had any chance to move Rachel was already on the floor and the music starting to play. Kurt felt his hands starting to sweat and his heart was racing in his chest. He closed his eyes to try to calm himself down. Usually he liked to perform but today he just felt extra nervous for some reason and going last surely didn't help at all. As Rachel finished off her song, from a musical Kurt surprisingly couldn't remember, everyone clapped their hands at the end and Rachel's face lit up in huge grin.

"Well done everybody. That's it for today..." Mr Shue said looking over to the watch hanging on the wall above the door.

Kurt felt his jaw drop. Then it felt like someone had just slushied him with 50 slushies at didn't he get to sing? Mr Shue couldn't have forgotten? because even Mike had sung and Kurt could remember everybody else sing. He looked around to see if anyone else had noticed the mistake but everyone was just gathering their things and Kurt felt tears burn in his eyes. Both from the hurt and humiliation. He couldn't even bring himself to say something. His hands shook as he put down his pappers in his bag again and he blinked angrily to get rid of the stupid tears in his eyes.

"Are you coming?" Someone said and when Kurt looked up he could see Mr Shue stand by the door ready to turn of the light and lock the door behind them,

Kurt thought about confronting Mr Shue but the tears was still threatening to spill and he didn't want to cry in front of his teacher like that. Instead he just nodded and through his back onto his shoulder and almost ran out of the room and to his locker. He slammed it open and and started with still shaky hands to collect the books he needed and angrily shove them into his opened bag, when he felt a hand on his shoulder. Great just what he needed.

"What?" He snapped with out turning around.

"DUDE!" Finn said, apparently hurt by Kurt's angry voice. "I was just going to say I'm going home with Puck so. But sorry for bothering you. Won't do that again any time soon"

With that he could hear Finn turn around and leave and he was left alone in the corridor. He closed his locker and slipped to the floor with his back to the wall. He pulled his knees to his chest and hugged them with his arms. Now there was no chance he could keep the tears from spilling from his eyes and he sobbed quietly with a hand over his mouth to keep any unwanted sobbing noise to escape.

He couldn't believe it. Was he truly that invisible to everyone?


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