Some wanted me to continue so I say...ALRIGHTY! These are just series of one shots about songs I listen too and remind me of Bamon! Thanks for all the reviews! Love you guys so much!

Heaven Forbid

Twenty years,

it's breaking you down now that you understand

there's no one around

Take a breath, just take a seat

Your falling apart and tearing at the seams

He walks into the mystic grill and sits down at the bar. He orders his usual drink of bourbon. He thanks the bartender and takes a swing of the drink. He looks around at the place and feels so...old.

Of course he's old. Much, much, much, older. He used to be able to shut off the emotions but now, that he knows that you can't just turn them off pisses him off to no end. Thanks to Rose's fact, he's been lying to himself all these years.

He sighs and swirls his drink around. He hears people laugh and talk all round him. It just makes him depressed that he doesn't have anyone. He has his brother but they haven't acted like brothers since 1864 and Katherine. Elena, oh Elena says she cares and flirts with him. He can't take it anymore. He doesn't even have the energy to sweep her away. It will always be Stefan. Stefan this, Stefan that.

Always Stefan.

Heaven forbid,

you end up alone and don't know why

hold on tight, wait for tomorrow

you'll be alright...

He gets bored quickly. He finishes his drink, leaves the money on the bar and nods his goodbye to the bartender.

He walks out and decides to not head back to the boarding house. He makes his way down the street and watches people passing him by. He sees an elderly couple laughing and holding hands. They smile at him and he smiles back. He often wonders what would have happened if he just stayed human and grow old.

He passes by a park full of children. He sees them running around, swinging on the swings, sliding down slides and playing in the sand.

A little girl appears beside him to retrieve her ball. She picks it up and grins at him and waves goodbye.

He smiles and waves goodbye back and watches her run to her father.

He could have been a father. Back then when he was younger, he wanted a family of his own. Little ones running around and a wife who loved him. He watches the man lift the girl into his arms and walks away with his wife. They all are smiling and happy. Damon smiles a sad smile.

That's all he ever wanted. He walks away from the park and continues his walk.

It's on your face, it's on your mind

would you care to build a house of your own?

How much longer, how long can you wait?

It's like you wanted to go and give yourself away...

He walks past the boutiques and sees a woman admiring a wedding dress in the display window.

He walks a little closer and realizes that it's the witch. Bonnie.

He watches her smile at the dress. He could see from where he was standing that her eyes were shinning with joy. A small grin forms on his face and then disappears when he sees her shake her head.

"Me? Married? I'll probably be dead by the time I reach nineteen." He hears her say. She backs away from the boutique and turns around. She spares one more look over her shoulder and then continues walking away.

He couldn't help but feel horrible. He forgets sometimes that the witch is still human and probably wants to have a normal life. When he heard her say that she'll probably be dead soon, he felt like it was his fault. He and Stefan, along with Elena ask to much of her. They push her to hard.

He makes sure she's far away from him and follows her.

Heaven forbid,

you end up alone and don't know why

hold on tight, wait for tomorrow

you'll be alright...

Bonnie reaches her house and walks up the front of her steps. She pulls the house keys and unlocks the door and slips inside.

Damon stands on her porch and watches her from the windows. He notices the tired look she wears. He watches her take her coat off and make her way up the stairs. He climbs a tree that's on the right side of the house, where Bonnie's room happens to be.

He sits on a brash and watches Bonnie put her hair in a pony tail and lay down on her bed. Instantly Bonnie falls asleep. He couldn't help to admit that she is a thing of beauty. He knew she was, he was a man after all but seeing her now, just makes him want to have her.

He stays in the tree until the sun goes down. He jumps down and stares up at her window. He smiles and hopes that maybe Bonnie will one day see him in another light. Like how he sees her now.

He looks at her window one more time and leaves, not knowing that the caramel green eyed witch watching him walk away.

It feel's good, it feel's good...

He walks into the boarding house and listens if Stefan is in the house as well. When he heard nothing, he relaxes. He walks over to his bar and pours himself a glass of whiskey. He gulps the liquid down, enjoying the burning sensation.

He sits down by the fire place and stares at it for along time. He drinks five more glasses of whiskey and falls to sleep.

Stefan and Elena were surprised to find him sleeping peacefully on the sofa. Fire still burning in the fire place.

Stefan went to put the glass and whiskey away while Elena grabbed a blanket to cover him.

What surprised them more was when he mumbled something. Stefan eyes widen .

"Stefan what? What did he say?"

Stefan's look of surprise didn't waver but a new look appeared on his face. A look of curiosity.

"Stefan what did he say?" Stefan finally turned to look at his girlfriend.

"He said...Bonnie..."

Heaven forbid,

you end up alone and don't know why

hold on tight, wait for tomorrow

you'll be alright

I don't know how to get you out of this one

out of this one...

-Heaven forbid By: The Fray

Merry Christmas guys and have a happy new year! Love you all!

~Cynner