hello. uhm.. Glee is not mine. that's all..

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I miss San, it's been a long time since I last saw her and I feel that my chest tightens whenever I miss her. I remember one time we didn't see each other. It's so sad really.

We were 7 and Santana didn't attend the class. I missed her. I wonder where she is. Santana doesn't do absents, so it is unusual for her not to be here. It's really sad that she's not around. It is like something is missing on my daily routine. The time pass and it's time for me to go home.

My fetch me in school. I sat on the front seat like a robot. I was gloomy that day and mom noticed it.

"honey, why so sad?" she inquire.

"Santy is not in school today." I said whilst putting my bag in the passenger seat, then, I noticed a basket of fruits. "mom, we still have loads of fruits at home. Why did you buy a basket?"

"it's not for us honey, Santana is sick, so we're going to visit her." Mom said.

"Sick? San is sick? Is she okay?" I don't know how I got so worried about her that time. It's like I'm such a young girl that time and being worried about someone is somewhat the last thing I should do, but when it comes to San.. it's different.

We arrived at Lopez's household after 15 minutes and I immediately unbuckle my seatbelt and rush towards the door. I knocked 3 times, but no one's opening the door yet. I was tapping my foot and folded my arms in front of me. "auntie, hurry please. I need to San already." I thought. I was about to knock on the door again when it opened. It was Aunt Callie –San's aunt.

"Brittany! What—"

"where is San aunt Callie?" I interrupt.

"she's upstairs in her room with her mother"

"oh, okay!" I was about to rush in her room when I heard my name being called by my mom, that's when I remembered that I arrived here with mom.

"want to bring some oranges and apples to Santana?" I nod. Mom went to the kitchen and sliced some apples and oranges and after long 5 minutes of waiting, she's done. I did a mad dash towards Santana's room.. well not really, I was holding a plate of apples and oranges after all.

"San!" I exclaimed. And there she was, looking so adorable as ever. Her cheeks were flushed, well because she's sick. Duh! And she's tucked in her bed with loads of blanket.

"britt." She said with a little smile on her face.

"Are you okay?" she nods. But I know she's not. Haha.

"ohI brought you these." I said whilst showing the apples and oranges.

"ehem"

"oh! Auntie. Hello." Guess what. AWKWARD! I didn't even notice aunt Maria

"I'd leave the two of you here alright? And Britt, don't be too near, you don't want to get sick too. Okay?"

"okay." I said. But as soon as the door close, I climbed Santana's bed and sit beside her.

"Britt, you heard mama." She scolded me.

"don't care. Here eat this." I said, putting an apple infront of her. She did take a bite only it's so little. "I miss you, you know"

"I miss you too Britt Britt."

"it's different, without you in school. It's like something is missing."

"I know." She said, then I fed her again with apples, whilst me eating the oranges.

I talked about how sad my day is and how boring it was because she was not around, told her that I ate alone because I don't want to join the other kids because they're not her. Then, I noticed that she's sleeping already. May be she's too tired. So I put the plate on her nighstand and lay beside her.

"rest well San." Then I kissed her on the forehead and sleep as well.

We slept well that time. I didn't catch her illness which is good and the next day, San went to school again. Oh wait, have I ever told you how beautiful Santana's voice is? Oh, if you I don't sorry and if you don't know.. well I guess you missed a good time to have an eargasm then. I'm her number one fan actually and the president of her fans club. Hmmn.. I fist heard her sing when we were 8 years old.

We were walking hand in hand when she heard a song. It was 'viva forever' of Spice Girls.

"I like this song Britt Britt!" she said jumping. I joined her because I love the song too. Then she started singing the chorus.

Hasta Manana Always be mine
Viva Forever I'll be waiting
Everlasting Like the sun
Live Forever for the moment
Ever searching for the world

"wow! Your voice is beautiful!" I exclaimed. She just bowed her head and muttered a soft 'thank you'. "I want you to sing more, please?" she nodded. So while walking hand in hand, she sung some songs, mostly from Spice Girls since we both love the group. We stopped in a park and waited for Aunt Callie to pick us there. It was her schedule to fetch us. I love it when San's aunt picks us because she would treat us some ice cream and would play before we go home.

"you know," I started. "when I grow up.. I wanna be like baby spice."

"really?" she asked.

"yeah. You? Who you want to be?"

"uhm.. I like posh. Either posh or sporty would be nice. But I like posh more." She explained.

After couple of minutes, Aunt Callie arrived. She's with her bestfriend Allie.. Alzona.. ah! Arizona. They treat us some ice cream, and they also bought us some cotton candy before going home. Like San and I, Aunt Callie and her bestfriend walked with their hands intertwined. Yay! We're really bestfriend.


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