Hello, so I've decided to add another chapter (and once you reach the end you will see there will actually be another chapter after this one). I got a review asking about another chapter and it inspired me so thank Fluffy9988 for me writing these next few chapters.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly.


Nickwalked down the hall until he reached Blaine and Kurt's room. He stood in front of it hesitantly for a moment before knocking once. He heard noise from inside and soon the door opened to reveal a disheveled looking Kurt. "Nick? What are you doing here?"

Nick looked to his hands gripping the bag beside him and bit his lip before a tear could fall. "Me and Jeff sort of had a fight."

Kurt looked to the floor, "I'm sorry, Nick. Come on in." The chestnut haired boy backed up from the door to give nick access to the room. Nick walked over to the chair beside the desk and sat down while placing his bag in from of him. He looked to Blaine and sent an apologetic look. "Sorry for crashing."

Blaine shook his head. "There's no need for you to apologize. I heard what happened, I'm sorry. Do you mind if I ask what you fought about?" Kurt had already taken a seat beside Blaine on their bed and taken his hand. Nick watched their actions and could only wish Jeff was here so he could do the same before remembering they're done. No more Nicky and Jeffy, no more agents 3 and agents 6, no more staying up late to make time to spend together. There is no more together between the two and Nick had decided that.

Nick couldn't stop the tears from coming any longer, he put his head in his hands and let them pour down his cheeks freely.


The blonde sat on his bed silently as he stared at where Nick had just stood. He couldn't believe he was gone. And it was all his fault. He couldn't do anything right. Nick left him for a reason, and that reason was because he isn't wanted. Nobody would want such a screw up like him.

Jeff put his head in his hands as he tried to fight the urge to go back to the box, but why should he? He has nothing to fight for anymore. Nobody needs him, nobody loves him, nobody wants him.

That's when the idea sparked in his kind. What if I was gone? Jeff looked up to door again as another tear fell. He stood from the bed and walked towards the bathroom, his face clean of all emotion except the tears still slowly falling.


Blaine moved to in front of Nick as he saw him start to break down, "hey. Nick it's not your fault. Whatever happened you guys can make it through."

Nick looked up to Blaine with eyes already swollen, "but it is my fault. I ended it." Blaine and Kurt's eyes went wide as Nick continued. "I broke up with Jeff. H-He cut again. Tonight. I just couldn't stand to see him doing this to himself."

Kurt stood up quickly, "Wait, you left Jeff alone. After you know he just cut again?"

Nick looked up to the tall boy as terror formed in his eyes. "Oh my god."


Jeff already had his box of tools out and everything set up. He didn't bother closing the door since Nick would most definitely not be coming back tonight, I mean, why would he? He broke up with Jeff, he obviously wants nothing to do with him anymore.

He rolled up his sleeves and peeled off the gauze that was almost all red and threw it in the trash. Jeff grabbed the blade he knew was the dullest to make him give himself more pain and quickly set to work on his forearm.

As soon as the metal touched his skin he felt calm. All the stress was gone and he wished he could stay like this forever. He drew another line beside all the others and repeated the process a couple more times. He felt tears starting to form as he realized how much he depended on this and how much easier life would be without him. He already lost Nick, there's nothing left for him to lose. Nick was his life, with him gone, it would only make sense for him to physically be gone too.

He moved away from the already dozen lines he drew and put the metal above his veins at his wrist. He pushed down lightly at first before adding more pressure making a deep crimson trail form behind the metal.


Nick stood from his chair and moved to the door before anyone knew what was happening. Oh god, what did I do? He could be gone already. Why am I so stupid! Nick scolded himself as he made his way back to his and Jeff's room. He realized then as he reached the door he didn't have his keys.

"Fuck!" He exclaimed as he banged on the door with his fist, knowing Jeff wouldn't answer but was too angered at himself. Blaine and Kurt showed up behind him and looked from each other then to Nick. "Don't be mad." Blaine said as he pulled his keys out of his pocket and found the copy he had made of Nick and Jeff's room a couple months ago.

Nick looked to Blaine with his mouth slightly parted in surprise. "Oh god I could kiss you right now Anderson."

Kurt raised an eyebrow at Nick and chuckled slightly when he realized he was kidding. Blaine unlocked the door and stepped aside to let the brunette through.

"Jeff!" Nick yelled as he moved past Blaine and towards where the blonde would be. He stopped for a moment when he saw him lying on the ground with blood coming from both his wrists. He composed himself quickly and grabbed the first piece of cloth he saw and moved to soak up some of the blood from his wrists.

Jeff flickered his eyes open for a moment, already starting to fade, to see Nick in front of him. "Nicky." He said breathlessly.

Nick pulled Jeff closer and started to cry. "Jeffy, I'm sorry." Blaine pulled out his phone and called for an ambulance to come to Dalton as Kurt ran down the hall to try and get anyone for some help.

Jeff smiled sadly and coughed. "I love you N-Nick."

The brunette shook his head, not allowing for this to be the end. "No, don't. You're not going anywhere." Nick grabbed some of the gauze from in the box and wrapped it around Jeff's wrist to attempt at saving him but knowing it would do no good, he's already lost so much blood.

Blaine left the room as tears started to overwhelm him and sighed from the little relief he got from the faint sirens he heard from outside. After a minute or two a paramedic showed up beside him and Blaine pointed to the room. The paramedic followed the direction and made his way towards Jeff and Nick, hearing the last part of what sounded like a goodbye.

He pulled Nick away from Jeff so he could get a look at him and closed his eyes for a moment to recollect his thoughts. Nick wiped away some of his tears and looked to the man in the suit hopefully, "is he gonna be okay?"

The paramedic looked to the boy for a moment and said nothing, hoping that would get his point across. Nick let out a sob and leaned against the door to slide to the ground beside the blonde. "Oh god." He put his head in his hands as a few more tears fell down his cheeks. He looked up for a moment and saw Jeff being rolled away on a gurney. He stood up with a sniffle and followed the men out of the room.

Blaine was standing with Kurt in the hall and grabbed Nick's hand to stop him from following the paramedics any farther. "Hey, me and Kurt are going to drive there together, come with us." Nick started to shake his head and tried to get out of the hazel eyed boy's grasp but he was persistent. Nick stopped struggling and nodded his head slowly, "Okay. Fine, but now. Let's leave now." Blaine and Kurt agreed right away and they made their way down the hall towards the parking lot, Kurt wondering how Nick is possibly still standing from what he just saw, Blaine thinking about if the roles were reversed and Kurt was the one on his way to the hospital, and Nick thinking about how he could have been so careless to leave Jeff alone. None of them knew what was waiting for them at the hospital, none of them were sure they wanted to know what would be waiting for them.


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