Author's Note (:

Thanks everyone so much for reviewing & following & stuff! I didn't think I would get that many, you guys totally rock!

I watched the Big Picture Show on Friday and I'm really glad I did because it gave me an idea for this chapter (:

For this chapter & the next ones too I'll put Eddy's thoughts in apostrophes 'these things' so not to get it mixed up with the talking. I'm putting some of the things that happened in the past in story form. You'll see what I mean :P


Nazz, you're up. Nazz is first because after what she did to me, I started thinking about suicide for the first time. At that point I wasn't truly considering it just yet, but after she betrayed and embarrassed me the way she did, it was worth giving some thought to it.

Eddy breathed a sigh of relief that this page wasn't about him. He was pretty sure he knew what Nazz had done. He had been pretty happy after she'd done it, but he never stopped to think about how it made Double D feel. Until now, anyway.

Nearly every boy in the cul-de-sac has a crush on Nazz, myself included. She's nice, pretty, funny… and also a total slut.

Eddy was surprised that Double D would call her something like that. But not as surprised as he'd been when he found out that Double D had drove a knife through his chest. He was getting used to surprises.

I'd noticed that Nazz had been talking to me much more than usual and she was always wanting to hang out. I was so stupid to think that she actually liked me, but after I asked her out and she said yes, nobody could tell me that she didn't like me.

Eddy liked Nazz and when he had found out that Double D and Nazz were dating, he had been so jealous, he set up a scam to try to break them up and find Double D a new girlfriend.

He had set up a stand and wrote Date Double D on the top of it.

"Who wants a date with Double D?" Eddy was shouting so that everyone could hear him. "Step right up and get a date with Double D!"

"I really don't think this is a good idea, Eddy," Double D said. "I'm content with dating Nazz and the only other female around is Sarah."

Rolf walked up to the stand, walking his pig, Wilfred, who was on a leash.

"Yo Rolf, you wanna date Double D?" Eddy asked him hopefully.

"What kind of person do you think Rolf to be?" Rolf was taken aback. "Rolf is not gay!"

"Come on! I've seen you make out with farm animals before. You can make out with a dude."

"Wilfred's lips are sweeter than sugar, Ed boys!" Rolf picked up Wilfred and made out with him for a good 5 seconds.

"That is truly disgusting!" Double D said in horror.

"Can I kiss your pig Rolf?" Ed ran over to him and puckered up.

"Rolf, if you're not gonna date Double D then get outta here so we can find somebody who will!" Eddy snapped.

After Rolf had left with his might be lover Wilfred, Kevin walked up to the stand and read the sign.

"I'll do it!" he announced.

"Really?" Eddy was both happy yet shocked at the same time. "You'll date Double D?"

"What? No way! I thought the sign meant date a chick with double d's."

Needless to say, the scam failed, and Eddy had been fuming that Double D would continue to date Nazz. It was bad enough when she had been dating Kevin, but dating Eddy's best friend? Eddy was totally pissed off.

Nazz and I dated for three weeks. A lot of the times when we were about to go out on a date, she insisted that we walk over to Kevin's house first. Nazz would tell him all about what we were going to do. Every time, he would get angry and call me a dork. I didn't know why Nazz always wanted to tell Kevin our business.

One of those times, Nazz and Double D had walked over to Kevin's house, where he was outside working on his bike.

"Working on your bike I see?" Nazz said with disgust.

"What are you doing here with Double dork?" Kevin asked.

"Me and Double D are off to the candy store. He's going to buy me a jawbreaker because he's so totally sweet!" She kissed Double D on his cheek.

"I asked Eddy to loan me a quarter just for you," Double D said, blushing.

"Gross! I don't give a shit what you guys are going to do. Just leave me alone." Kevin sounded frustrated.

"I think we'd better be leaving," Double D said, worried that Kevin was going to hurt him somehow.

"That's right. Get lost dork." Kevin glared at him.

"Okay! Let's go babe." Nazz took Double D's hand and they started walking away.

"Did he seem mad?" she asked when they were away from Kevin's house.

"He certainly did," Double D replied. "I believe he was upset at our public displays of affection so shortly after you terminated your relationship with him."

"Perfect," Nazz said with a sly smile.

One of the best days of my life was when Nazz and I were at the park. It was the day that she kissed me for the first time. And not just on the cheek. On the lips.

'What the hell? He never told me they kissed!' Eddy felt a pang of jealousy, which he had gotten used to feeling throughout Double D and Nazz's relationship. But now, it quickly went away. Eddy wanted his friend back, whether he was dating Nazz or not. But still, he was surprised that Double D had gotten a kiss before he did.

That day, she told me that she had broken up with Kevin a while before her and me started dating. She was telling me about how mean he was and how he only cared about his bike. She said I was the nicest person she's ever met and she thought it was cute the way that I obsess over everything. Cleanliness, and order and such. It was when she was finished speaking that she kissed me. She started leaning in, and then I started leaning in, and our lips met. She put her arms around my neck, and I put my hands on her waist. She slipped her tongue into my mouth and we kissed for at least 10 seconds. It was amazing.

Many times, Eddy had imagined what a kiss with Nazz would be like. Now, he finally knew. Although he would have rather experienced it first hand instead of reading about it.

It was that day I fell in love with Nazz. I fell in love for the first time and it was the most amazing feeling in the world. To bad it wouldn't last.

Eddy didn't know that Double D had been in love with Nazz. He thought it was nothing more than a simple crush. It made him feel bad for ever wishing that they broke up.

Shortly after the best day of my life came the worst day of my life. It was Nazz's birthday and she had invited everybody in the cul-de-sac to her party. I had been saving up for a long time to buy her a really special gift. I had acquired four dollars for that purpose.

'How the hell did he get four dollars? Didn't he know how many jawbreakers that could buy? Sockhead was holding out on me!' If Eddy would have known that Double D had four dollars, he would have insisted they spend it on jawbreakers immediately.

Everything was going fine until Kevin arrived. He ran up to Nazz and started apologizing for something and saying he wanted to get back together with her. He said he had a huge surprise for her waiting outside. It was a bike that looked just like his, except it was her favorite color. It was much better than the shitty gift I bought for her. Kevin asked her if they could date again. I couldn't believe the nerve he had to ask her out when he knew that me and her were already going out. I'm not going to describe the terrible events that followed next because all of you were there. And all of you saw exactly what happened next. And you laughed. You didn't stop for one second to consider my feelings. You just laughed. And it hurt.

Eddy had probably been laughing the most. But now, he recalled that day with nothing but resentment.

"I'm really sorry Nazz," Kevin had been saying. "I could never love my bike as much as I love you. I shouldn't have chosen it over you. I really want to give us another try."

"You do?" Nazz seemed really excited.

"I bought you something. It's outside."

Everybody was eager to see what Kevin had bought her. They all gathered outside to see a brand new bike with a bow tied to the handlebars and a note that said "To Nazz. Love Kevin."

"Now instead of leaving you behind when I go for a ride, you can ride with me," Kevin told her.

"Pretty cool, huh Plank?" Jonny said after looking the bike over.

"I want one just like it, Sarah!" Jimmy exclaimed.

"Kevin! This is like so cool!" Nazz gave him a big hug and kissed him on the cheek.

"Nazz!" Double D said in shock. "What on earth are you doing?"

Nazz didn't reply. She was listening to Kevin ask her back out to which she promptly answered yes.

"Have you forgotten about you and I?" Double D was standing next to her, yelling in anger. "Out of all the nerve Kevin, how could you ask out my girlfriend?"

"My plan worked," Nazz said, grinning. "So me and you are like officially over, Double D."

"Plan? What plan?"

"My plan to make Kevin jealous so he'd ask me back out, duh! That's the only reason I was dating you. No offense but do you really think I would seriously wanna date you? I loved Kevin all along."

Double D stood there in silence for a few seconds, to shocked to speak. But finally he said, "But… you told me you loved me. You said I was the nicest person you ever met! You said I was cute, you said all kinds of things."

"Yeah, but I didn't mean it." Nazz put her arm around Kevin.

"Sucks for you, dork," Kevin said, laughing.

Everybody was waiting to hear what Double D said next. But he didn't say anything. He just stood there with tears welling up in his eyes.

Sarah broke the silence. "Did ya hear that Jimmy? Double D got burned!"

She and Jimmy both started laughing.

"He got burned like toast!" Jimmy said.

"Buttered toast?" Ed asked.

Soon, everybody was laughing, including Nazz.

Eddy was laughing so hard that he couldn't even stand up. He was literally rolling on the floor laughing.

I turned around and ran home but what you all didn't see was that I was crying my eyes out the whole way there. After I got inside, I sat in my room thinking about how no one cared about me. If you did, you wouldn't have been laughing. I wanted to just disappear, not like anybody would give a shit. My heart was broken and I wanted to die just so I wouldn't have to feel this kind of pain again.

Eddy felt terrible. He didn't know that Double D had taken that night so seriously. He felt like a monster for laughing and being happy that him and Nazz had broken up. In fact, Eddy had teased Double D about the incident up until his death. He hadn't noticed the hurt look that had been on Double D's face every time it was brought up.

He was angry at himself but also angry at Nazz. How could she be so selfish that she could use Double D like that? Not that Eddy was the least selfish person in the world, but still, he could see the wrong in that.

Thanks a lot, Nazz.

That was the end of the page. Eddy wondered how Nazz would feel after she read it. Devastated, at the least. But nowhere near as bad as Double D had felt.


Author's Note (:

HI! I tried to keep everybody in character as much as possible and I tried to get Double D's writing to sound like the way he would say it, so hopefully I didn't fail.

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