okay so apparently this story is a hit..(does a wacked out over caffinated version of a happy dance)..and the episode I couldn't remember the name of was: Memoriam...before we go any further..there are a few I'd like to thank:

p95000: thank you for helping me out with the episode name.

Jebeth: me too lol

Shadow Cat 17: I hope that you say that for this coming chapter too lol

Spencer99: WOO! Thank you for faving this story and me :)

CHAPTER 2

Spencer had talked to Dave about returning to the hypnotherapist to see if there was a chance that he could see more into his past. Dave actually agreed with him. Spencer couldn't help but feel nervous. In just a few moments, he would know all he needed to know. Who had killed Riley and who had raped him? Spencer had the feeling he both wanted to know and didn't want to know all at the same time. He finally heard someone call his name which meant it was time for him to look into his past once more. He took a deep breath and followed the hypnotherapist into the room wherehe would be hypnotized once more. Spencer watched as Dave sat with him as he did before and wondered if Aaron had told Dave to keep an eye on him. Next thing Spencer knew, he felt like he was being entered from behind. He would not scream, he could not scream. They would wake him up if he did and then he would be where he was before. Just knowing nothing was not an option. Spencer felt himself turn to see who it was that was pounding inside him. He saw the face of his rapist and squeezed his eyes shut. He could hear the doctor talking to him from somewhere.

" Spencer, what do you see?"

Spencer swallowed hard as tears fell from behind his closed eyes.

" I don't want to be here."

The doctor felt Spencer's hand tighten around her wrist once again. She felt his grip relax for only a moment.

" Spencer, what do you see?"

Spencer swallowed again. He could see his father outside of their home, burning someone's bloody clothes. He did not stay in that memory long. Only a moment later, he was back where he started. Someone in his backside. Spencer had already seen his face. He didn't care if they woke him now. He gripped the Doctor's wrist tightly and let out a scream.

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*ONE HOUR LATER*

Spencer grabbed his cell phone. He had just returned from the hypnotherapist. He had walked back, not wanting Dave to feel obligated to drive him everywhere. He dialed his lover's number.

"Hotchner."

Spencer broke into tears.

" I saw his face Aaron."

Hotch's heart nearly broke. His lover was sobbing on the other end.

" Who was it? Someone you knew?"

Spencer swallowed hard.

" Yes. It was my father."

TBC...

okay now before someone out there royally flames me, this is ONLY fan fiction..lol