Hope you likes the first chapter. This is going to be a very different story, than how the original Saga went... So Keep an open mind. I like all vampires good and bad, and really didn't like the whole veggie vamp thing so... lol. Like I said keep an open mind. Dedicated to all those who think Jasper and Bella should've been together lol :P And SM rocks... This is just my simple story in my world of vampires. By the by, she owns all the characters so... :) Have fun and review!


Chapter 2. Sometimes I think I knew that.


Well the ride went much to fast to get to home, I just prayed even harder I wouldn't scare off or frighten Bella. I needed her now... Strange how even I need someone, but I could tell by the looks of her, she needed someone too. Hopefully it would be me. As I got out of the car she practically leaped out of her truck, good thing I had fast reflexes to catch her before she fell flat on her face.

"Thanks, I guess I am still clumsy." She said with a light chuckle.

"Yes, it does appear that way ma'am." I said as I steadied her back on her footing.

"Lets go inside, we have much to talk about Bella." I said in a calm and even tone.

"Okay let me at least take a bag of chips in there for you." She replied happily.

"No no, I'll get the bags Ma'am." Before she could argue I scooped up everything and raced into the kitchen, set it down, and let her in the front door.

"Okay, that was spookey fast." She laughed out, as she headed into the house.

"Bella there is every type of junk food you could imagine, please get a can of soda, and some chips I have a lot to tell you and i don't want you to get hungry." I said gentily.

"O.k." She replied and gave me a sincere look and dashed off to the kitchen and slowly at a human pace made her way back to the living room.

"Okay Jasper the furniture is different, so I take it you came back alone?" She asked nervously.

" Well I am no Esme, I like the mission style better than weird eclectic, more soothing, I thought?" I answered.

"I agree, it is more home like." She answered me before I could finish her question.

"Bella, sit." I began, as she sat I searched for the right words. "Bella, When Edward and the rest left I was left behind as well, Edward left you for Alice who apparently saw this coming. I wanted to give you space before through myself at you, but the truth is Bella, I have been watching you, as sinister as that sounds, I couldn't bare to loose you as well as the rest of them. I am not like them Bella, I .... I still have cravings. It would be impossible for you to understand unless you were like me trying to live this life. But that doesn't change anything, I feel very much in love with you, and I hope that maybe in time one day you will feel the same. Edward was, well he was a snake to deceive you, so I want to start everything truthfully. Honesty is always the best policy. I want you to be mine Bella, it brings out my darkest beast, the thought of you belonging to someone else. I know I have spoken to much... But please, let me know what your thinking this moment?" I finished dumbfounded I could get that much off of my chest.

"Jasper..." Bella whispered with tears streaming down her angelic like face. "Sometimes I think I always knew that..." She began more evenly ... "The whole truth is, I always say you as more attractive than even Edward, and it was the thought of never seeing you especially you again that put me in that live coma. When you tried to eat me, I wanted so much for you want me enough to be able to bite me... I was willing so give myself to you. Thats crazy I know... But I was always drawn to you... Wanted to learn more about you.. I stayed away out of respect for Alice, and the man who I thought loved me, Edward. There is no easy way around this, but by God, I have always wanted to be yours, even if that meant my demise." She softly finished with tears streaming down her face.

"Bella, I do not know if I can restrain myself from you, you see for us to be, you simply must be one like me, or else I might... I might... I can't bare to think of the endless possibility's to that big might." I soothed her, as I caressed her face and tasted her pure tears.

"Jasper I want to be a vampire like you, I want you to change me, but I have requests, only two really... That one, you let me really be a vampire, I always thought they were sexy, the whole stalkers of the night thing... And , that we do not go live with the rest of the Cullen's ever, visit perhaps in time but rather start our own unique coven... Still live amongst humans, but... An occasional real feast is not a mortal sin but something to keep us in check. That is one, the other is that, well... I want to experience something as a human, even if it means my change.... I want to make love as a human, with you... Before you change me." With that she turned blood red. How could I say no to her ?

"Bella, it can be very dangerous, for us to uh, do that... I want you to know that I will change you after but if I feel I am hurting you in anyway, I will change you durring our intimate time together as different beings... " I replied wanting to blush myself.

It was then that i knew Edward and Alice were perfect for each other, they couldn't bare to discuss sex without obnoxious teenage jokes, very immature really, and Bella and I we were like peas and carrots discussing it as if it were natural... Suddenly Alice's note made perfect sense, she did see this all, and I was not angry anymore, but a little grateful. With that I looked down at my mate to be , and kissed her very lightly and held her.

"Bella?" I asked tenderly.

"Yes Jasper?" She answered in her human angelic voice.

"Bella, I cannot bare to be without you, can you tell Charlie something so we can go somewhere together, somewhere I want you to have from your human memories?" Ah yes she was mine, and I couldn't wait longer the beast was building of both lust, and blood-lust.

"Yes Jasper hold on, I am going to lie, and I need to do that in private." She said with a grin.

As she walked telling her Dad about how Alice was bringing her on a vacation for her spring break, I garbed all my bank account information and passports... And then I made my own call to my attorney set up arrangements to have my name as Jasper Whitlock restored, and to have a large account set up for Isabella Whitlock... She had a billion but would never know it, I already knew how she felt about gifts. I then made some private travel arrangements using my black elite card, and bought a luxury villa fully furnished in Spain. She was going to get first class from now until her change, and for eternity after that.

"Okay, that was a tough one, but I think I pulled it off okay, he won't be expecting me home for two weeks. " She said a little giddy.

"My Lady, everything will go okay... If you want to wait to be like me, that is okay as well." I said tenderly again, of course it had to be her choice.

"Jasper I don't know if I will have the restraint... I have always wanted you... You know that now." Bella replied a little nervously.

"So where are we off too ?" She asked suddenly changing the subject.

"It is a surprise, but for this trip, you will be Isabella Whitlock.... Hopefully you will be forever from now on my Lady." I finished with a sheepish grin, she was mine already who was I kiding. I already felt our bond growing intense.

"I hope so, I am so thrilled you waited for me Jasper." She said softly.

"The pleasure is mine." I said as I locked the front door and headed to my car.

"First we are heading to Seattle, to the airport, our documents will be waiting for us." I said to answer an unspoken question.

As we drove we sat in silence she was starring at me, and I felt lust rolling off of her, that would have to wait, I wanted her to see Spain as a human, but that evening things might change. I also felt love, a little bit of nervousness, and thrill rolling off of her.... Yes we would fit together perfectly.

Once we arrived at the airport, Bink's, my attonrney was waiting with the needed documents for our travel. He also graciously took our bags to the private plane terminal.

"That was nice of him, I cannot belive you have a plane, that is really awesome..." Bella spoke in an almost shocked whisper.

"Correction Ma'am WE have a plane." I began as I gently lead her to our terminal where the plane would be waiting.

Boarding the plane was fun, Bella had a look of shock when she saw how ornate the interior was. But what was even more hilarious, was when she saw I was going over everything with the pilot, and telling him I wanted no turbulence.

"You kind of sounded like you knew how to fly, back there?" She asked innocently.

"I do, but for this trip I chartered a pilot, I didn't want to miss a moment with you, not even a second my lady." I stated honestly and sincerely, as I shut the door to where we would be staying during the long flight.

"Oh Jasper that is amazing, you think one day I will see you fly ?" She asked innocently.

"Of course, I will even teach you how to." I stated sincerely.

As I got comfortable on the chase lounge with her and caressed her I put on a song by T.I., titled, Whatever you like. She looked at me amazed and gladly approved. One thing is for sure, I may be older than Edward, but I appreciate all music. And this would be the trip of her lifetime.


Okay I am on a roll so the next chapter will be up very soon... Please review... Let me know what you think so far. Luvs & Hugs :P