My Colorful Lightning

" Stop please No! Get your paws off my throat! "

" You've had this coming Canary! "

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I wake up screaming my claws deep within the bed and my breathing heavy...its the same nightmare over and over and over again, but it actually happened... It was real.

* Sylvester Thinking/Flashback *

Two years ago it was a beautiful Friday morning but a horrible day. I awake on grannies bed and found out that she had not got up yet. I pondered why and placed my paws on her to get a response...no response. Granny had died that day of a heart attack and was taken away to be cremated. Bugs bunny bought the house to keep the memories of are childhood house alive in which him, Lola, Daffy, Taz, petunia, Melissa, Tweety, and me use to live in. Bugs let me stay in the house for the next two weeks that followed. I don't know why Tweety stayed behind to live with granny, I stayed behind because I always felt safe with her. Ever since I ran to her house that day my mom was being beaten, I've always felt safe being with granny.

After a few days after granny died I became very depressed, Tweety was very shaken up as well but I didn't care...I hated him...ever since he was adopted by granny, I don't know why but I did. I let granny know that I was having urges about eating Tweety when I was around ten, she told me it was natural and said I didn't have to follow those instinct's. I hugged her and agreed but as I grew older I couldn't help myself, I've attacked Tweety tons of times and he usually avoids the attacks, but the days that followed grannies death where different.

Tweety didn't have granny to protect him anymore and even though I knew granny wouldn't want me to my urges told me otherwise...I attacked Tweety 3 days after granny died. I opened his cage and grabbed him around the neck and slammed him against the ground, he was yelling and screaming but for some reason I couldn't hear him, I was just to filled with urges to listen. I just didn't know at that point, my paws where around his throat and my claws kept sinking in deeper. The look in his eyes said don't kill me...but I did anyway, after I strangled Tweety I just began crying uncontrollably. For the next few days I would eat bits and pieces of him...I thought I would be happy...but I wasn't...and...I'll never be the same.

After I finished eating the last bits of Tweety I stayed for the rest of the two weeks bugs told me I could stay and he even offered me if I wanted to live there, but I declined. I needed to get away and told him I needed to live on my own. I found a apartment and bugs bunny offered to pay for my rent, I did take him up on the offer and he even gave me a allowance of a hundred and fifty dollars a week. Bugs was incredibly rich and successful and even let Daffy the duck live with him. I have been living in the apartment ever since.

I never really told anyone about what I did to Tweety and don't think I ever will. Everyone who ask I told them he ran away the day of grannies death. No one has questioned it for the pass two years and I don't think they ever will.

* End of Sylvester's Thinking/Flashback *

I got up off the bed and walked to the kitchen to make coffee and pop some of my painkillers. A storm was coming because my paws, feet, and back where starting to flair up worse then usual. I scratched my arms and felt the bumps that where underneath, a shiver went up my spine and I had the sudden urge to inject. The painkillers helped me not go through withdrawal but I still miss slipping a needle into my vein.

After I made some coffee I sat down in my blood stained chair and waited for my pills to kick in. As I sat their a feeling of warmth crept through my body. My belly was the warmest and my head tingled with pleasure. My pain became numbed and for the first time today I smiled. The feeling wasn't as powerful and the euphoria wasn't as strong as shooting dope but it was nice to feel relief.

I relaxed and sipped my coffee. I started itching my arms and couldn't take it anymore. I got up and walk over to the trash and picked through it and grabbed the least dirty needle. I washed it off and cleaned the insides of it.

After cleaning the needle I filled it with warm water and sat back down, I picked up my coffee I laid down on the end table and took a sip and placed it back down. I stared at the needle for a while and decided to inject the water. I taped my arm and felt around real hard under my fur, I found a vein and I slid the needle in. I moaned and sighed relief as a wiggle the needle slightly. I pushed the plugger in slightly and pulled back out. I watched as the blood swirled in the water and pushed the plugger all the way down watching the bloody water enter my vein I pulled the needle out and placed it on the end table and laid back.

I felt a little ashamed but at least it wasn't heroin and the combo of the painkillers and injecting water gave me the imitation of injecting heroin without actually doing it.

As I laid in my chair I turned on the TV and watched the news. While I am watching the news I notice to the right my TV through the hallway my mail pushed through the mail slot of my front door. I wined in annoyance and got up and walk to the door I leaned down and cried in pain from back. I picked up the mail as fast as I could and sat back down.

My mail was just a letter with the word reunion. I opened it and the letter read.

" Dear Sylvester

You and the childhood gang are invited for a reunion at grannies house. I would love for you to come and catch up on what the others are doing. We will also be honoring granny and the day of her death. The reunion will take place tomorrow and I hope to see you their!

Sincerely, Bugs. "

I shook my head and swallowed hard. I really didn't want to go but since Bugs is paying for my rent I kinda have to go.

I stood up and stretched and pondered on what I have to do next.

( Hey y'all this is GhosTmaus, usually the writer of Morby Fanfictions. I have decided to try something new and hope you all will like this story. I am not sure how far I will go with this but I am really looking forward on typing more and will be pleased on how My Colorful Lightning will turn out. Thank you, review, I love you Fanfiction. )