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"Kendall!" A voice hollered. Kendall groaned. I don't want to go to the studio today! He thought. "Kendall! Get up!" The voice hollered again. Kendall groaned and rolled over on his side. "Kendall, so help me, if you do not get out of bed right now I will snap your precious little hockey stick in half!"

Well that got his attention.

Kendall rolled out of bed and landed on the floor with a thump. "Ughhh…" Kendall groaned. He rubbed his hands over his eyes in an attempt to wake himself up. When he decided he was not waking up anytime soon, he rolled over again and sighed. Unfortunately, this was not going to fly. Kendall soon felt a sharp pang in his back.

"KENDALL DONALD KNIGHT GET YOUR LAZY BUTT UP AND GET DRESSED!" The voice screamed. Dear God, have mercy. Kendall groaned and pushed himself up. He pried his eyes open and saw his little sister standing before him. "Finally!" Katie exclaimed. "Took you long enough!" Kendall stood up and glared at his sister. Why was she waking him up so early. "Now get dressed. We are leaving to see Logan in ten minutes." Katie stated.

Wait, what? Why would we need to go see Logan? He lives here! Kendall thought to himself. Then yesterdays events came rushing back to him. Logan feeling off, Logan collapsing, Logan now has cancer…. Kendall loves Logan, Logan may d-

Kendall shook his head to clear away such terrible thoughts. Logan was going to live. He had to. Kendall dragged his feet over to his closet and pulled on jeans and a t-shirt. He grabbed his phone and walked out into the kitchen.

Things were not how they were supposed to be.

Carlos was merely sitting at the table. His helmet was not on his head, and there was no food within his reach. James' hair was knotty and standing every which way. His eyes were red and puffy. Katie sat silently next to James' with her head on his shoulder. Katie glanced at Kendall, her eyes widening slightly. Guess I don't look much better than them, do I? Kendall thought miserably. Katie tapped James' shoulder and whispered something in his ear. He glanced at Kendall and nodded. Carlos continued to stare off into space.

"So, we leaving or what?" Kendall asked. James looked at Kendall wearily, as if asking him if he really wanted to go. Kendall looked at them expectantly. He sighed. "Guys…" He trailed off. Carlos looked up at him.

"I smell speech…" Carlos whispered, just as Logan always did when Kendall was preparing to deliver one of his famous speeches. James cringed. Kendall took a deep breath and held back tears.

"We are all dying on the inside, right?" He asked. James nodded slightly. Carlos winced at the word "dying", but looked at Kendall to continue. Katie remained unmoving. "Okay, I'll take that as a yes, because I am." Katie glanced at her big brother. "But we have to stay strong, for each other, but most of all for Logan. Logan needs us."

"But we need him too!" Carlos cried. "What if something happens to him, Kendall? What if he d-"

"Stop!" Kendall yelled. "Logan is going to make it! I know it! But we need to be there for him!" Tears silently slid down Carlos' cheeks and he nodded. Suddenly, Mrs. Knight emerged from her bedroom.

"Let's go, kids." Mrs. Knight said. They nodded and began to walk toward to door. On the way out, Kendall made sure to grab his notebook.

When they arrived at the hospital, after a long and awkward car ride, they solemnly headed to Logan's room. Katie cautiously opened the door. Logan looked up from his magazine and smiled.

"Hey!" Logan greeted way to cheerfully. Katie forced a smile as she entered the room followed by James, Carlos, Mrs. Knight, and finally Kendall. Kendall studied Logan as Logan examined each of them. Logan's eyebrows drew together as he thought. Kendall found it extremely adorable.

"You all look like crap." Logan stated simply. Kendall's head shot up, and Carlos looked slightly alarmed. Katie continued to stare at Logan, and Mrs. Knight looked crossed between laughing and crying.

"Me? Crap?" James cried, clearly in distress. "I'm the face! I am fantastic looking, all day, everyday!" Logan chuckled slightly. Kendall smiled at the sound. He never noticed how beautiful Logan's laugh was. Or his smile. His eyes. His nose. His cute little dimples.

"Did you look in a mirror this morning, James?" James gasped and bolted out the door, no doubt headed to the bathroom. They could hear him hollering that he was the face from down the hall. Kendall and Logan exchanged a slight smile, making Kendall's heart warm, despite the circumstances.

"I'm going to make sure he doesn't have a full out panic attack." Carlos stated before slipping out the door and following the pretty boy to the bathroom.

"And you!" Logan exclaimed, pointing at Kendall. Kendall looked slightly alarmed. "Did you get any sleep last night?" Logan interrogated. Kendall merely shrugged, because all he could focus on was that Logan looked extremely cute when he was angry. "Did you?" Logan asked again.

"Some. I went up to the roof for awhile because I couldn't fall asleep. But I'm hardly even tired." Kendall stated nonchalantly. Katie snorted.

"Really, you're not tired?" Katie asked skeptically. "Because you didn't get up this morning till I beat you with a god damn hockey stick!" Katie exclaimed.

"Katie! Language!" Mrs. Knight scolded. Katie shrugged.

"It's true! He wouldn't wake up, so desperate times call for desperate measures!" Katie explained.

"Yeah," Kendall scoffed. "Tell that to my bruised back!" Logan laughed and Katie smirked.

"See? Logan thinks it's funny!" Katie proclaimed smugly.

"What does Logan think is funny?" James asked as her entered the room, his hair combed to perfection. Carlos trailed behind James.

"That Katie beat Kendall with a hockey stick to wake him up this morning." Logan explained.

James and Carlos laughed and exchanged a look. "That's what the banging and the screaming was!" Carlos said, clearly less confused now. Mrs. Knight shook her head.

"How are you, Logan?" She asked. All laughing stopped and everyone's head snapped toward Logan, waiting anxiously for his answer. Logan simply shrugged.

"Fine, really." Kendall raised his eyebrows at Logan. When Logan rolled his eyes back at Kendall, Kendall felt his heart beat faster. "I start chemo tomorrow. The doctors said since the caught it in a pretty early stage, it will most likely be less aggressive." Kendall's heart rejoiced.

"Oh, good sweetie!" Mrs. Knight said. Logan smiled and nodded before yawning loudly. Another thing Kendall thought was cute. "Kids, we should let Logan get some rest." Logan was about to protest, but Mrs. Knight cut him off. "Kendall will stay with us, and the rest of us will go down to the food court and get something to eat. Is that okay?" Kendall and Logan both nodded and Mrs. Knight smiled. "Alright!" Mrs. Knight said. James, Carlos and Katie all stood and followed Mrs. Knight out of the door.

Kendall turned to Logan. "Rest, Lo." He whispered. Logan nodded before closing his eyes. Kendall watched Logan for several minutes. The way his chest rose and fell with every breath he took. Kendall grabbed his notebook and began to write.

Hey Lo, it's me again.

We are at the hospital. Mom, Katie, James, and Carlos are all at the food court. You are asleep. I'm here, with you.

You asked me if I was okay, whether I slept. I'm far from okay, Lo. You're sick. Like, really sick. Dude, you're supposed to be curing people, not trying to be cured by other doctors! But I was serious, that hockey stick bruised my back.

Just make me a promise, Lo. Just, survive. Please. Please, please, please. You will? Oh, thanks so much, Logan.

If only it was that simple…

Oh, shoot, you are waking up. Can't have you finding out about these, now can we?

Till next time,

Kendall

Logan rolled over and looked at Kendall as he closed a notebook.

"What's that?" Logan asked curiously. Kendall jumped and looked at Logan. Logan raised an eyebrow at Kendall.

"Just homework." Kendall said nonchalantly. Logan did not look convinced. But before he could question further, the nurse barged in.

"Visiting hours are over. Come back tomorrow. Have a good night." Kendall sighed and looked at Logan. Logan smiled at Kendall.

"Go home and actually get some sleep this time!" Logan commanded. Kendall smirked and saluted to Logan.

"Sir, yes, sir!" Kendall replied. Logan and Kendall laughed. Kendall leaned in and hugged Logan. Logan hugged him back, taking comfort in a hug from his best friend.

"See you tomorrow." Kendall whispered. Logan nodded. Kendall turned around and walked toward the door. He turned around and waved at Logan. Logan laughed and waved back.

As, Kendall walked out the door, he prayed Logan would be in one piece when he came again tomorrow.

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