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High Noon pairing chart

Edward Cullen – Jasper Whitlock/Hale

Esme Cullen – Carlisle Cullen

Alice Cullen –?

Rosalie Hale – Emmett Cullen

Chapter 2- Heart break and Parental Deaths

Edward's Point of View:

Watching Jasper leave was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I put up a strong front so he wouldn't have his last memory of me on my knee's sobbing and choking on my own tears. But as soon as he was gone all hell broke loose. The Spanish influenza broke out taking out some of my friends right away, and America became more and more aware of world war one.

Jasper was always the solider of the two of us. He always said how if America entered the war how much he would give to help our country unless he had to give up life with me. This always scared me and made me hold on to him with dear life. Maybe that was the point? Maybe it wasn't the war that appealed to him but my reaction? If so it was a dirty thing to do. If all he wanted was for me to hold on to him like that he only had to say so. Each and every time I made him promise me he wouldn't do anything stupid. And now can I protect him like that? No because of his freaking parents stole him away from me.

We didn't need them. Did I cherish my parents? Yes. Did I love and respect his parents? Yes I did. Do I blame Mr. and Mrs. Whitlock for taking him from me? You better believe it because my misery is there fault. I haven't ever stopped thinking about how all this could have been avoided if I followed him. Would I miss my mother and father? Yes I would. But would I miss my Jazzy more then if I had to go with out them? I don't know.

I do know however that I would trade any thing to be with my Jazzy again. Hell I would give up every thing for only five minutes in his presence.

You could even have my soul and I wouldn't care as long as I had time with him.

Seven months after his leaving my father caught the Spanish influenza. Two months later he died. My mother and I were devastated and two months later my mother caught it as well. I have never longed for his comfort more then this. I was questioning my faith due to every one I love being taken from me. My love my father and now my mother. Eleven and a half months after Jasper left I wrote a letter.

Jasper,

Every day your gone is yet another day of longing and desperation I go threw. I miss you baby and I wish you never had to go back to Texas. My Father has recently died of this stupid epidemic going on and I hope you haven't been hit. Jazzy I miss him and even my mother is sick. She's stuck in the hospital and I'm home alone. I really miss you and I need you here with me. Every night I dream about the week before you left and every nightmare is of our separation. I'm scared that I'm going to be next. I always thought I would die old with you. Now I know that's impossible you're across the country and I'm stuck in a disease ridden town just waiting for the first signs of death. The only times I have left the house was to go visit my mother in the hospital and that's only for a few hours a week. Please come back to me. I need my one and only love by my side to survive this. I love you Jasper and don't you ever forget it. This epidemic may be how I'm going to die but my love for you will last an eternity.

The one who loves you most

-Edward Mason

That seemed perfect and to the point. I need him and every thing I said was honest. Two days after I sent this however I was cursed with the Spanish influenza and hospital ridden just like my mother.

Only one month after being sent to the hospital my mother and I were on our death beds. Our doctor Dr. Cullen was running all over the place and had a small talk with my mother the same night she died. Some thing about doing every thing he could do that the others couldn't to save me. Whatever that means. I want to die if I couldn't have Jasper in my life. Next thing I know Dr. Cullen was whispering some thing in my ear. An I'm sorry this had to happen before his teeth punctured my neck and I was over taken with a burning sensation that felt like an agonizing death. Maybe my mom didn't tell him to help me. Maybe she told him to kill me? Either way death is on my plate.

Little did I know in only three days time I would be living in Alaska as literally a walking death machine?

The pain hurt like nothing I have ever felt before. When I woke up I could hear Carlisle's voice but his lips weren't moving. 'No longer will I spend eternity alone. I hope he doesn't leave me and I hope he is fine with our animal only diet.'

"Um excuse me I'm not sure who you are or what you are but if you would please move your lips when you speak it would be much appreciated. Now why am I not dead?" I said frustrated.

"I didn't say any thing Edward. However you and I are vampires. Your mother asked me to save you and my name is Carlisle Cullen."

"yes you did Carlisle you said no longer will I spend eternity alone. I hope he doesn't leave me and I hope he is fine with our animal only diet."

"No I thought that. Edward why do you seem upset about not dying?" Carlisle said softly. Does he not understand this is just away for me to regret every thing that's ever happened in my life? Other then the unnamed blonde haired boy but my parent's death and not following the man it's an eternal punishment.

"I have suffered because of the loss of a blonde haired blue eyed boy for the past year. I don't know who he is or what he was to me but I remember how he looked and how he acted around me. He was my protector it seems and I lost him." I said sadly. Mourning at the loss that is the blonde haired blue eyed tall and extremely handsome man.

"Is that all you remember from your human life?" Carlisle asked softly again. There was an undying burn in my throat but he's so damn chatty.

"Aside from a strange blonde haired boy being teased for playing piano and being heart broken with no one to help me nothing." I said annoyance clear as day in my voice.

"Hmmm alright lets go and feed your throat must feel like its on fire." He said urgently.

"Can all vampires read minds or something?" I asked playfully.

"No apparently only you but all newborn vampires' throats burn uncontrollably." He said and then told me to follow him. He took off running at a speed I thought impossible. Running after him I found my self quickly catching up. The run was fantastic. The wind in my hair the damp frozen ground under my feet the snow covered trees passing by with ease. This could only be described as one single word. Beautiful.

On the hunt I took down three deer a mountain lion and a bear. That was what it took to get the burning to stop even if just temporarily. It took all my worries and focus' out of the world. In the end I felt sloshey and Carlisle took me to a home full of three women. We ended up living in their home for around five years then we moved again. Our hunting process happened once a week maybe twice for a year. Then the hunts became more distanced and my crimson red eyes became a brilliant honey gold. Every time I looked at them though my mind went strait to a beautiful head of golden blonde curls of the unnamed blonde man.

When we were living in North Dakota we were running home from our hunt and Carlisle looked down a cliff only to see a caramel brown haired female. He jumped down after her and I could hear all her thoughts about her life. She lost a child her husband left her she is 27 and her name is Esme. I told all these things to Carlisle and before I knew it he punctured his teeth into her neck holding her to his body whispering sweet nothings into her ear. I knew immediately she and he were mates.

Her first year we spent in the woods near Montréal and her love for him became very apparent. After her first year we went in public her posing as my older sister and Carlisle her husband. We spent two years like this before I strayed away moving to Chicago and hunting any person I deem unworthy of life. Murderers, thieves, unfaithful men, you catch my drift. I spent ten years roughly living like this before returning back to Carlisle and Esme. Carlisle never yelled at me for leaving and Esme never held it against me. After I came back home they decided to move yet again only this time to New York city where Carlisle worked in the hospital and I stayed home with Esme.

Two years after we settled there an unexpected turn of events took its toll.

The one person every one in this city knew, the one person every strait man wanted, lay beaten on the streets raped and dying. Carlisle changed Rosalie Hale that night forcing us to move yet again this time to a small town in Colorado.

Carlisle changed Rosalie in hope I would find my mate. One thing I lied to Carlisle about was I do remember more from my past. I'm gay and the day after I came out was the day all hell broke loose. I never told him honestly I never thought I would have too. The month after Rosalie woke up was the day I was forced however to walk back out of the closet. I just hope immortality is enough to keep every thing from falling apart…again.

A/N Reviews make me write faster and more often!!! Next Chapter will be in Jaspers POV so enjoy. Also I was notified that there was an awkward POV switch last chapter I know about that I just thought it was important to have that there. All other chapters will be only in Jasper or Edwards POV so I hope you love the story I know I do!!!