A/N: Ok guys sorry for taking this long to update but I was really waiting for people to review *from someone I did not know*. Ah, oh well it was then I realized maybe I should write more for people to actually listen and read! Well you know what moi means!!
Disclaimer:
Me: *Holds Stephenie Meyer hostage* Hehehe give me the deed to Twilight and no one gets hurt.
Steph: No
Me: Damn
JPOV
It seemed as if though hours had passed though the clock was clear proof that it had been in fact only five minutes and my heart was still pounding in my chest. My pulse was still racing. My face was still flushed. From the inner chambers of my mind I heard Rosalie's voice singing into my ear.
"You're in love, my Jasper! In love with her!"
I froze; every muscle in my body went rigid. Did I really hear Rose? Was she back from the dead or some crap like that? My mind drifted in a new direction of thoughts. A path that was more hopeful. Like floodgates being thrown open an epiphany fell on me and I gave myself two choices to reason on why I heard Rose's voice. One, I was going crazy and this was part of some disease where I would have to go find Edward and set things right with my brain. Two, wish fulfillment. Who knows how much I've been suffering without my Rose? I could tell her things I couldn't tell my best friend! Maybe someone realized up there that I needed Rose and sent her back to me. Even though I wished for her in human form I'd take anything I could get at this point. Suddenly a small voice interrupted my haze.
"Aliccceeee," The voice hissed. Over and over. "Alice, Alice, Alice," Her face, the feel of her against me. "Alice," With a sigh I continued my useless pacing. As if she'd come back. After many hours of pacing and two glasses of milk later I felt as if I was being watched. My breathing picked up it's pace and I turned around quickly on my heels to face my stalker. Alice. She was back and more beautiful than ever. A small part of my consciousness contemplated how I could have met this girl only today and already I missed her presence. The way my mood seemed to lighten up at the sight of her. I could feel that I had a big ass smile on my face as I walked slowly to her and wrapped my arms around her small frame, nuzzling my face into her hair, breathing in the scent of her.
"God Alice, I was so scared! I missed you so much! Where did you go?" My voice broke through the silence which had enveloped me for so long. Tentatively Alice wrapped her small arms around my waist and leaned in further into my chest. I sighed contentedly. "I'm sorry Alice; I didn't mean any of what I said! I was just upset because some ass was trying to call me and say sorry for something that couldn't be changed and I was hurt because my sister was dead-"
I stopped mid-sentence when I felt Alice's hand wipe away a tear that was starting to form at the corner of my eyes.
"It's okay Jasper, I know, and I forgive you too. Can we like start over? As friends?" My heart involuntarily sunk. Only friends. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid! How could I have been stupid enough to think that she would want to be something more than friends this quickly? I mentally slapped myself and gingerly let her out of my embrace so I could see her face properly. She looked like she'd been slapped straight across the face, but Alice held out her tiny hand for me to shake. It felt as if it would kill me to do it but I similarly held out my hand and engulfed hers in a gentle, too friendly for my liking, handshake.
A/N: Lol finally! I was almost getting sick of Jasper's point of view! Alice action!
APOV
I felt as if blush should've risen up to my cheeks, but then I realized that I was dead. Murdered. Brutally left alone in a sinkhole to die of blood loss. But when I felt Jasper's arms snake around me protectively all the fear escaped, evaporated out of my body. I felt his face settle into my hair. An electric shock ran through me at this simple gesture. My heart would have been pounding if it was still alive. I knew from the moment I set my eyes on this gorgeous hunk that I was falling head over heels for this boy. Jasper had a chiseled face with caramel brown eyes that were stoned over with unimaginable grief. His dirty blonde hair was curly and very thick rested haphazardly over his head. I could almost swoon. Right now all I could think about was that this gorgeous god had his arms around me. Hesitating slightly, I fell to temptation and wrapped my arms around his waist and leaned in closer into his muscular chest.
"God Alice, I was so scared! I missed you so much! Where did you go?" His voice broke twice. He sighed before rambling on. "I'm sorry Alice; I didn't mean any of what I said! I was just upset because some ass was trying to call me and say sorry for something that couldn't be changed and I was hurt because my sister was dead-"
Tears were starting to form at the corner of his eyes. My chest ached to see him in such pain. I swiftly reached up and wiped the tear from his eyes. I longed to stroke my hands along his face. To feel the contours of his jaws. But I knew he of all people, Jasper, who could have any girl he wanted, would most definitely not want me.
"It's okay Jasper, I know and I forgive you too. Can we like start over? As friends?" My chest burned to hear these words of betrayal escape my mouth. Jasper's arms suddenly disappeared from around me leaving me shocked and feeling alone. He looked upset and I part of me wanted to laugh at that. He was showing some feelings towards me! I just had to figure out if they were positive or not. I extended my hand towards him. Slowly Jasper's arm covered mine shaking it too friendly for my liking.
A/N: OK how did you like it?? I know it's very purple and all but still!! I really wanna know what you think! REVIEW!!!!!!
