OMFG. FINALLY. God yeah I know it's been 2 month since the last chapter but... ._. oh well... sorry for being SO late _

Anyhow, here is chapter 2~ Yeah, I know that it's shorter than the first one _ But put up with it! Imma try making the next one longer~

Enjooy~ And BTW thanks for all the epic reviews from the previous chapter, I really was happy while reading them owo


Why was he doing this? What did he mean by you never listen? Why was my heart racing so fast, making my chest hurt? My whole mind was filled up with questions which answers I couldn't find, no matter how much I searched for.

Suddenly my thoughts got cut, tension growing through my entire body. I crossed my knees pushing myself more against the wall. Ren freed my hands and grabbed one of my shoulders making me slide down, then crushed his lips over mine again, not giving me the chance to say a word. Only then I noticed that his other hand was between my legs. He strained it into my underwear and started moving it slowly. I jerked and grabbed his shoulder pushing him away with all the force I had. He didn't move an inch.

I have to admit, I've never been too interested in this kind of things. Bluntly speaking, I haven't tried to develop my sexual life in any way or felt like needing to do it. Of course I required a release from time to time, and eventually I got used to doing it by myself, but what I was going through now didn't have the slightest similarity to it.

After a few moments I finally managed to break the kiss and turn my face away. I had the chance to say something, but I was way too afraid to open my mouth. I was too afraid that I'd let all the sounds that had been gathering into my throat out.

'Masato…' He gently whispered my name into my ear, provoking new thrills. 'It's alright. You don't need to keep your voice down. Relax a bit will you?' Show me how much you like it. I was sure that those were his thoughts then. I didn't want to give him satisfaction. I didn't want to admit that his touches were making me go crazy. I didn't want to feel…so good.

Then, his hand's moves quickened up, rubbing faster and faster. I rolled my head hitting it by the wall and a stifled moan escaped through my gripped teeth. Ren deepened his head into my neck licking it then lowered his face onto my chest sucking one of my nipples. I startled as he bit it, letting go of another groan. I could feel him giggling on my skin.

'Wh…y…are you…' I slowly mumbled feeling each and every sign of resistance drawing from my body. I let my hands fall on the floor scraping it with my fingers. He grabbed one of my hands with his free one and pressed his lips against it. Why wasn't he answering…? Why were his touches waking up such strong feelings? Why did his lips feel so soft on my skin? Why was my inside…so messed up?

'Ah…!' My mouth opened freeing all the moans that I've been holding back until then. But I didn't even care anymore. I didn't care about anything. Ren's presence was everything that I was able to feel, his scent, his touches, his low whispers, his warm body pressing against minejust him and me.

I couldn't hold it in anymore. My whole body was trembling from the pleasure. It was too much for me. My rationality was screaming from a corner of my mind: Push him away. Struggle. Tell him how much you hate it! But it was useless. I couldn't push him away. I couldn't even find the will to push him away. 'Screw it all' was my last thought before everything exploded. I screamed. I screamed as loud as my voice allowed me to, releasing myself while clenching my arms around Ren embracing him tightly as I deepened my head into his neck. He smiled.

'Finally…' He paused a few moments. 'I didn't think you would…since you were so scared…' Ren sighed somehow relieved and placed one hand on my back stroking gently. I stayed a while like that… panting into his neck, leaving half of my weight on him and half on the wall, unable to think or speak anything. I felt ashamed. I felt… betrayed.


Next chapter coming soon~

Promise _.