Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I have had a lot of drama. I've lost two family member's in the space of two weeks, and had a weekend away with my good friends, but here it is! Thank you for the reviews!


Whew! What a week!

I collapsed onto my hotel bed, I was so glad the week was over, I had made a complete and utter idiot of myself in front of Cena all week...I had slipped due to Regal and Jackson finding it funny to spill water on the floor (meaning it for Ted and Cody). I thought things couldn't have gotten worse, I was wrong Vlad and Santino thought it would be funny to trip me up (while I was carrying a tray of food) it went all over John Cena...they found it hilarious I felt like crying. I was stood stuttering for ten minutes straight a sorry, but I couldn't help but notice how Randy watched me he cocked his head to the side and was studying me closely, and I was quick to bolt that Viper stare was intimidating (no matter how much Faith claims he is like a big pussy cat) Cena was calling after me but I just kept running only for Randy to collar me later that day.

I was walking down the corridor when I felt someone grab the back of my t-shirt and yank me into one of the lounge rooms; I gave a startled yelp and tumbled to the floor not so gracefully, only to meet the cold ice blue eyes of Randy Orton. I stumbled back onto my feet as he shut the door his gaze never leaving me and I gulped I was like a tiny mouse and this snake looked ready to swallow me whole."Ran...Randy..." I stuttered moving back as he approached me. "Ho...how can I..." Before I even finished that sentence I went flying over the sofa and landed with a small thud. "Ow..." I groaned as he knelt on it and looked over casually.
"Relax; I'm not going to kill you." He spoke and I sat up.
"Wanna quit with the Viper stare a little it's kinda...or you can keep looking at me like that..." I gave a nervous chuckle and rubbed the back of my head where I banged it and crossed my legs. "So...wha...what did you want?"
"What's the deal with you and Cena?"

I froze like a deer in headlights...was it really that obvious that I liked Cena...or was he just guessing and hoping to be right. "No...nothing..." I croaked out. Randy propped his head up and gazed off idly to the side like there was something ten times more interesting than me. "He's a married man Evan." I looked at the ground "I know..." I spoke quietly and played with the hem of my jeans as they suddenly became ten times more interesting than anything. I didn't even feel the stare this time, but I knew he was watching me...I really wanted to cry. I never asked to fall in love with the man; I wanted to stop feeling something because I knew he would never feel the same way. "It's not my place to say this." I lifted my head and my watery brown eyes gazed up at him, and I felt so pathetic. I was crying in front of Randy Orton for Christ Sake! I wiped my eyes on the back of my arm, and sniffed lightly. "He and Liz...well they are on the rocks right now...he doubts he can save his marriage. He told me he was filing for divorce." My eyes widened in disbelief, he couldn't do that. I heard him talk about how much he loved her, how she was his world...was it all just some clever little act so everyone thought he had the perfect marriage. "Why are you telling me this?" I asked and Randy shrugged.
"You care for him...maybe you and him aren't such an impossible idea. Just give him time." Randy slipped off the sofa and walked out.

Maybe Randy was right and maybe he was wrong...I'd just have to wait. I grabbed my phone and typed into Google about his divorce. I stunned to find it had already happened earlier today. I was in completely and utter disbelief it was a dream I was sure of it...the problem was I really didn't want to wake up if this meant I could have my chance, and I decided...

I was going to take it!