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A/N: Thanks for all the feedback and ideas. I really have no idea where this is going so I need all the help I can get.Well r&r.

I'm So Sorry Daddy Part 1

Rory put Mary in her crib beside her sleeping brother and walked to the kitchen for a cup of coffee. She got out a blue mug and poured her lifeline into the cup. She grabbed the newspaper laying on the counter and had a seat at the table. She turned to the real state part of the paper. She skimmed the houses dismissing the ones to far from Stars Hallow, or ones she knew that Jess and her wouldn't like. As she got to the end of the page she saw the perfect house. It was right between Hartford and Stars Hallow and it was in their price range. She was so involved in the house plans she didn't notice Lorelai sneaking up behind her.

"Why are you looking at houses? Are you thinking of moving out?" her mother asked pouring her a cup of coffee as well.

"No… well… maybe." Rory said folding up the paper and putting it on the chair beside her.

"But why? I thought you were going to stay year for at least a year." Lorelai said looking hurt.

"Well it's not official yet. I mean I haven't even talk to Jess yet. I just was thinking about you expecting now and you'll need my room for the baby and I think it's time mom. Jess is 22 and I will be in a week so we need to get on with our lives." Rory said playing with her coffee trying to convince herself as well as Lorelai.

"I understand I'm just going to miss you and the kids." Lorelai said hugging her daughter.

"What about Jess?" Rory said smirking.

"I said kids didn't I?" Lorelai said smiling.

"Mom." Rory said laughing.

They continued to giggle as Rory's cell began to ring. She ran into her room and grabbed the razor from her purse.

"Hello?" she asked not recognizing the number.

"Rory? This is Grandma Hayden. Your father is in the hospital. It doesn't look good. You better get down here."

"Oh my gosh! What happened?" Rory yelled causing Lorelai to walk in to see what was wrong.

"He was in some type of accident. You just better get down here."

"Okay I'll be there as fast as I can." Rory said closing her phone and rushing to her closet.

"Rory what's wrong." Lorelai said walking after her daughter.

"It's dad. He's in the hospital. I need to go see him." she said grabbing jeans and a sweat shirt.

"Is he okay?" Lorelai asked.

"I don't know."

"Do you want me to watch the kids?" her mother asked.

"No, I need to bring them with me. He's dying and he's never seen his grandkids. He needs to see them." Rory said grabbing the diaper bags and filling them with the necessities.

"Of course. Do you want me to call Jess?"

"Yes. Please." Rory replied.

With that Lorelai went to the kitchen to call the men. Rory grabbed warm clothes for the twins and dressed them and put them in their punkin seats.

"Hey babe." she heard Jess say.

She turned to see him in the doorway.

"Oh Jess." she turned to him sobbing.

He wrapped her in a hug and told her it would be okay.

"I'm a horrible daughter, Jess. I never let him see Mary and Lucas. And the last time I ever saw him I told him I hated him and for him to stay out of my life." she said sobbing harder.

"Rory, you know you have been the best daughter under the circumstances. He loves you I know he does. He just doesn't like me that's all. Come on lets go." he said grabbing the punnkin seats and giving Rory a kiss on the forehead.

Rory followed Jess out to the living room where Luke and Lorelai were sitting on the couch.

"Do you want us to go hun?" Lorelai asked.

Rory simply nodded her head and the family headed toward the cars. The car ride to the hospital was silent. Rory kept think of Lorelai and Luke's wedding reception where she had had a fight with Christopher. She had found out about what he was trying to do earlier that day in Lorelai's dressing room and she just lost it. She had told no one, not even Jess about the painful exchange the father and daughter had had behind Miss Patty's dance studio.

Flash back…

"I can't believe you!" Rory yelled at her father who was walking to his car.

"What are you talking about?"

"Back in the dressing room earlier. Why can't you just leave my mom alone. She's happy with Luke."

"I know but I love her Rory. We should be together. I mean look at what your kids are gonna think when they find out that Luke isn't their Grandfather." Chris said furious.

"It won't matter because you won't even be around anyway. You'll treat them like you treated me all my life. Only coming around when it was convenient and always hurting my mom."

"Get used to it babe. Jess is gonna do the same thing."

"What do you mean?"

"Look at him. He's a punk. Never finished high school, he's probably a druggy, and he will never commit."

"I can't believe you. Jess is perfect and I … I … I hate you. I want you out of my life and my kids' life." Rory said as she walked away never looking back with hot tears streaming down her cheeks.

End of flash back.

"Rory are you okay?" Jess asked as they pulled into the hospital parking lot.

"Yeah lets go."