A/N Hey you guys! I am sorry for any delay that my stories have had. However, right now I am writing an authors note for all of my updates today. I did not feel like writing individual notes. I am watching the first season of Vampire Diaries and im watching Easy A. So I am just writing periodically throughout that. I am Soooooo confused. I really like a guy who is friends with my cousin. His mom is good friends with my aunt. I spent the week with them. Then a couple of days in him, his little brother, and their parents stopped by. He and his little brother stayed for the day. We went swimming and me him and my other cousin played keep away with these little diving octopus things. We fought to keep them away (mainly me and him.) Also, we fought later in the day. But during swimming my female cousin was like, "Oooohhhh some ones flirting." And I denied it for the rest of the day because she insisted that I liked him. Then the next day almost everyone left, but he my aunt, his brother, my younger cousin, and I all stayed. Yeah like ten people left. That's how many people were there. But after his mom picked them up and my other aunt came over. My aunt also insists that I like him. The next day we were all at my house. I was showing her my new clothes. I got a shirt from Hot Topic (LOVE YOU HOT TOPIC!) and it says I 3 (except it was an actual heart) Boys in the Band! And the boy I like plays like every instrument possible. When I showed her that she read it aloud than said, "Oh like Eli?" UGH! Why the fuck am I so obvious with the people I like? But later on my other cousin was like I think he likes you and another cousin was like yeah he does because you were all he could talk about. So what should I do? I am sooo confused. So if you even slightly understood my story and have any advice for me than please tell me. Oh! I might want to add this slight fact that makes me even more confused. He has a girl friend! Ugh! Why? Why does my life hate me?

Disclaimer: This distressed girl does not own Harry Potter. If I did, I probably would not be having these troubles.

Dedication: I dedicate this to who ever gives me the best advice. Pleeeeaaaassssseeeee give me advice on the previously mentioned topic! I am dying here!

Chapter 2

When I turned back and was dressed, the bos all thought I was bloody brilliant. Sirius Just stared at me the whole time. He looked like a lost puppy. The others all joked that he was experiencing Puppy love. They said he had finally found his true love. He did not even react. He just looked at me. I had not really looked at any of them during my transformation. One of the 'side effects' of being an animagus is that your soul mate is automatically also an animagus. And as soon as one of you sees the other in your/their animal form, you know. It is just an instant love. If you read twilight like I had, it's like imprinting. (A/N sorry I couldn't think of anything else to compare it to.) I really hope that's not what happened. I hope he just has some weird medical condition that makes him look like he is in love when he's shocked….I know that sounds stupid. But it would be really awkward if the love of my life happens to also be my best guy friends godfather; who just so happens to die in my fifth year. Think about it. How weird would that be? I just hope that that's not what happened. Please oh please not be it.

"Did you feel it to?" Sirius asked.

Oh, shit! Oh fuck, oh no, oh crap! "What are you talking about?" He looked at me a second and than just shook his head. "I must have imagined it.

OH no what am I going to do? I know, I will just never change around him and if he's changed, I won't look at him. Wow, that sounded like I didn't want to see him naked…..Not that I do! I mean I don't think he's bad looking. I mean! Oh forget it! I am arguing with myself about what I want! Oh brain go away~! We both know that the best way to do things is if you don't get in the way to much. I just have to let everything flow.

Oh crap! This go with the flow thing better not get me in a relationship with Sirius Black!

"Ummm...guys? I just thought of something. What are we going to do about Hermione?" James said

"What do you mean?" Remus replied.

"Well, we very well can't just hide her in here! Do we go to Dumbledore and explain the situation? Or do we lie? What the fuck do we do?"

The boys all thought about it but I was the one to come to a decision, "Well, I don't think that we should tell anyone else the truth. My future is already inexistent, but that doesn't mean that we can just tell everyone what COULD have happened to them. I think we should just say I'm one of you all's long lost sister or cousin or something."

"That makes sense," James agreed.

Remus nodded then added, "Well, who do you look like the most. We can tell everyone you're their sister, then owl our parents a vague version of the truth."

I nodded then we all looked around and it looked like i was closest to Remus.

"Well Remus, I think you just earned yourself a new sister." James said. Remus nodded and turned to me. "Well, do you wish to keep the name Hermione? Do you want to change It.? We have to change your last name to Lupin, but your first name can be what ever you choose."

I thought about it for a second then smiled, "Mya, Mya Lupin."

The boys smiled and Sirius said, "Mya. I like it. It's very possessive." He smirked as I blushed and looked down. James and Remus both looked at each other than started whispering as Sirius and I talked.

*James and Remus's whispered conversation*

"What do you think we should do about those two moony?"

"I don't know padfoot. I know something needs to be done though. I so could not take the rest of the year of them making googley eyes. Plus one would go out with someone and the other would get super pissed off at them and be irritable with the rest of us."

"I know. We need a multi step plan. I think ten steps. 1.) leave them alone together more often."

"2.) In class make sure they are always paired together."

"3.) Have them sit together during EVERY meal."

"4.) Keep most competition away. A little flirting is welcome, it causes jealousy. No dates unless we get desperate. That would probably give them a push over the edge to get together."

"5.) Start hinting subtly that they should date."

"Wait subtly how?"

"Well, ok not subtly. I don't think we can be subtle."

"Ok. 6.) Games. Like Truth or dare, spin the Bottle, and seven minutes in heaven. We have to get them to kiss."

"7.) Get others involved in trying to get them together."

"8.) Convince one to ask the other out."

"9.) Make sure the other says yes."

"10.) If all else fails, lock them in a broom closet and don't let them out until they get it on. And if they do, get pictures for potential blackmail."

They both smiled and shook hands. They wrote down all the steps.

"Moony, I think this is going to be a very entertaining year."

"I agree padfoot, I agree."

* Sirius and Hermione's regular conversation*

"So did you really not feel it?" Sirius asked.

"I really have no idea what you're talking about." I replied.

"It was like as soon as you changed, the whole earth stopped. It was like all the sudden the earth physically rotated around you. That the center of gravity was you. That no one else could ever compare to you. That you are the epitome of perfection."

"No, I didn't feel that."

"I did. Maybe you have to see me in my form to feel it to!" He looked hopeful and stood up.

"Oh no! I don't think you should change. I won't look if you do!

He frowned and sat back down. "Why not! Don't you want to feel as amazing as I do?"

"I don't think I do. Please don't make me."

"Fine. Your wish is my command."

I giggled. This was going to be one fun year.

A/N Hey! So if you didn't please read my first authors note. I really want some advice. Also I just thought I'd mention how much I hurt right now. Volleyball tryouts are painful, and there are two more days of them. Plus I have some songs that I would like to recommend. My new Fave song is Let's have a wreck by Drive A. Also I like You only live once by Suicide silence, than also Blackout by Breathe Carolina. If you like any of these, please recommend some songs to me, and I'll also give you some songs that I really like. Also Does anyone want to be my beta for this story? I would really appreciate it. RRRREEEVVVEEEIIIIWWW!(Also I hate to do this, but I think I might put a review amount to get to the next chapter if you guys don't review. Even if you hate it or you are like ehhh. Just tell me. I really want to know what everyone thinks about this. I want to know how to make it better.)