Snow
White Queen
2) Always Yours
-2 years after that night
[Mello's POV]
I opened my eyes
and took a deep breath in vain, I felt my lungs were
totally out
of air. For a moment I wanted to close my eyes again and get lost
in
the sweet warmth of Near's body lying right next to me, still
sleeping.
Just for a moment, though...
I stood up without
waking my sweet lover up; he needed to rest a bit. He
was so
engaged with the Kira case that he rarely gave into sleeping
those
nights. The only way to make my snow white queen sleep was
to tire him
enough...with the only way I knew to tire Near…
I
smirked and got into the shower quickly. I let the warm water run
down my
body and I was still soaking wet when I got out of the
bathroom. I hadn't
thought to take a towel with me.
I
was ready to search in my closet when my cell phone rang. I picked it
up and
answered quietly, so as not to bother Near.
"Who is it?''
"Mello, thank God.'' Matt's voice.
"Matt! What happened? Its 8:30 at night, damn it!"
"We
need you here, now. Something bad happened with Kira's
spokesperson,
we need you to pick her up.'' Matt said in a low voice.
I sat up on a chair and felt a hard grip on my chest. A very bad feeling.
"I'm in. I'll come." I said and heard a
relieved gasp from Matt's
place. "Tell me, is it serious? I
mean…'' Silence. Bad thing.
"It is." Matt said. I
knew it. If Matt came to say something is
serious (Matt who only
cared about his precious Nintendo DS and silly Game
Boy); I had to
be afraid, and ready for the worst. I was both of them.
I hung
up and gazed at Near in pain. I knew this case was going to end in
an
unpleasant way since it had started. But I thought I had time.
'Well,
obviously I don't...' I thought and stoop up and got
dressed in a hurry.
Wake up in a
dream
Frozen fear
Your hands on me
I can't scream
No,
not time to scream.
I stared
again at Near... My head was about to blow up, I knew I
wouldn't
come back again from this case...
'What about Near? What will he do? Oh, God, he loves me so much...' And I buried my head in my palms desperately trying to think of a way I could get out of this and be able to come back to him...
"Mello...? What's wrong...?" I heard Near's sleepy voice calling me and I kicked myself to smile.
I can't save
your life
Thought nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm
losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world
divides
"Everything's ok...
Look'' I stood up and got closer to him. "I'll have to go to
help Matt for a little while, okay? You'll have to stay alone for a
day or so...'' I told Near and mussed his platinum white hair. He
blinked back at me with a wondered face.
"Does it have to do with the Kira case?" He asked me, but I shook my head.
"Nothing to be concerned about, love...just an old friend
in need, ya know...'' I
told him and caressed his cheek
gently. He closed his eyes ...
'Hell...I'll missed this sense...' I thought. "So, I have to go now...don't wait for me tonight, okay?'' I warned him. I wouldn't come back...
"Ok...I'll sleep again for now, I suppose...'' he
told me sheepishly and stroked my jaw. He let
his body fall back
down on the bed again...
''...Yeah… Sleep...Hey, Near…?"
I asked while taking out a piece
of paper.
"Hmmm?" He answered‚
"You know I love you, right?" And I placed the paper somewhere he'd find later.
"I love you too, Mello...I love you too." He whispered and I smiled.
"Good... Bye now...see you...'' And I walked out of our apartment, my hands toying with a new bar of chocolate.
I looked back for a
split second, looked back to where I used to be. My
mind filled
with memories as I recalled every single day of those happy 2
years
I had spent with Near... Everything was too good to last for
so
long... But it was well worth it, even if it surely wasn't
about to end the
way I wanted...Poor Near...
At least I
knew he knew I love him with all the power of my heart. And
that
was something. A 'something' that kept me strong that night,
when
I felt the burning fire embracing my body.
That night
Near knew he had time to spend alone. Mello wouldn't come home
that
night, and even though Near was concerned about him, he was happy.
Mello
would be here in a day or so, that's what he had told him,
and Mello had
never lied to Near.
So, that lonely night
when Near turned on the TV, he wasn't ready to hear
what he
heard... He wasn't ready to feel the pain he felt... He
wasn't
ready to cry, although he did...
"...And now
something really weird: an explosion in an abandoned
church due to
a crash! The police have found the dead body of a young man
with
shoulder-length blonde hair and a scar spread across the left part of
his body
and face. The policemen are 90 percent sure this is the
dead body of the
Mafia's cap, known as Mello. Also another body
was found next to his, a
young redheaded man with...goggles! Yes,
goggles! They were both dead by the time
the police arrived. And
now...''
The voice faded away. Near had frozen in horror
still staring at the T.V
speaker. He wasn't about to believe any
of this **. Mello-HIS Mello-
wasn't dead, no matter who said
that. Let all the policemen of the world
tell him Mello was dead;
it didn't matter to him.
He called Mello's number, ready
to hear his voice, ready to
laugh at the ** he had heard. "The
number you are calling is not
fitting to an existing device''
he heard the electronic voice telling
him.
"NO!" He
yelled and called again. The same message, again. He
called Matt's
number. The same thing. He called again, and again, and
again.
He
burst into tears and ran into Mello's room. He fell down on
his
bed, clinging tightly his pillow, soaking it with his tears.
His sobs were
shaking his chest. 'Mello.... Dead...' his whole
existence rebelled
against this idea...
His gaze fell down
to a piece of paper. A few words were written on it. He
picked the
paper and read it. More and more tears were running down his face
as
he went on.
You belong to me
My
snow white queen
There's nowhere to run so let's just get it
over.
Soon I know you'll see you're just like me
Don't
scream anymore, my love, ' cause all I want is you...
...all I
want is you...
...all I want is you...
Remember that I love
you, Near...Love you till the end...
Always yours,
Mello...
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This
is it. I hope you liked it, it didn't take long to write so you
may Hell yes, I like it, but what counts
is your opinion. So, please, read and xxx Note from
Beta: I'm not perfect either. It's possible there is one or two,
but not nearly as many as I found. Try using quotation marks instead
of two apostrophes for the dialogue, Annie. It's on the same key.
Just press shift while you hit it. XD Beta'd by: Mello's
Ultimate Lover
found
it a bit...dunno, fast?
review ^^(Thanks to my Beta,
this time you won't find mistakes ^^)
Xxx
To Beta : Thank's a lot, what wouldI do without you...???(Oh...damn key, I always forget to use it...XD thank's again!!!)
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