Wow, it took me a while to update. Sorry about that, forgive me. Well let me know what you think and review please. Thanks for all of the wonderful reviews for the first chapter.

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And i have little medical knowledge so please excuse any medical mistakes.

CH 2: Emotions

Nine months later……….

Many doctors were shock to say the least that House had been gone for a year. Cuddy had informed people that he was on sabbatical leave to do research for a book he were publishing but many doubted that, especially those who were in the E.R. on the night that he was admitted and then later shipped off.

Rumors spread rapidly when cuddy's son was born, she told everyone that she decided to have another child, by IVF; but her son had crystal blue just like the missing diagnostic. Everybody was sure that cuddy and house had a torrid affair and that he either dumped her after finding out she was pregnant or attacked her because of the way they appear on the night of admittance earlier that year.

Wilson tried to lend a helping hand to Cuddy but was rejected every time he got in her personal space maybe it was because she wanted to do this without male interference he told himself. Knowing that something had happened but not knowing the full true drove him insane. Cuddy was hurting and going through a bout of depression after giving birth to her son whom she named Michael Gregory Cuddy and he wanted nothing more than to help but was pushed away at every turn. A part of him couldn't understand the depression, she wanted another child so why was she depressed she should be happy, but the doctor in him understood that post-partum depression is affected by changes in hormones.

Cuddy never blamed house for what happened, he was sick and needed help but she couldn't help but blame herself for not seeing his problems. Before Rachel she wanted to carry a child very much but after failed IVF and a miscarriage she had given up hope. However the fates laughed at her not only did she get pregnant she carried her baby full term without any complications, a child of rape. Every time she looked at her child she saw her own failures, she didn't blame the child for being the product of rape he was simply a reminder of failures.

She wanted to love him as much as she loved Rachel and maybe show him the same affection too. Praying and hoping that it would be like when she first adopted Rachel and she just had to have her moment and everything would fall in place, but Michael was about two months old and a bonding had not occurred yet, she was silently panicking and was secretly afraid to be alone with him because she couldn't give him all that he needed. Sometimes he be crying at night and she'd roll over and ignore him too afraid to look in his eyes and see those familiar orbs shining disappointment at her like his father.

Often times when he would cry she would burst into tears right alongside him. She always pushed Wilson away because she didn't want him to see how giving birth had affected her or comfort her because she was afraid she would blurt out that house was the father of her child and what truly happened that night.

"Dr. House there is no reason for you to still be hear, rehab was over months ago, physical therapy is arranging to continue at PPTH and we've discussed the consequence of your actions that night now its time for you to make amends." Dr. Teag questioned.

"I know but I can't face her, knowing that she carried my child cheated out raped instead of something better." House replied.

"You know she doesn't blame you."

"I know but feel as if I should be in real jail instead of being released from this voluntary jail." House responded.

"We talked about this, you had minimal control over your actions, they were truly an unfortunate incident but an innocent child was born out of it. This is your time to shine and become someone better. Now leave and go get your family." Dr. Teag said, pushing him out of the door.

Catching a cab to Cuddy's house, House knocked on the door as the last time he knocked played through his head. Nervous beyond doubt he wasn't quite sure on what to say but he knew he wanted to get to know his son.

"House……." Cuddy said as she open the door, as a mirage of emotions flickered across her face.

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