Chapter 1
WARNING(S): OCC's, depressing!thoughts, suicidal!tendencies, fem!tsuna, adult!reborn, parallel!world
NOTES: Thinking "Italian" "Japanese"
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Amano Akira does.
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"I'm sorry everyone... I hope all your wishes come true..."
The wish that none of you wanted to meet me...
At the same time in different parts of the world, multiple people awoke with a sudden jolt. Their faces had only confusion written on their faces as they only had one thought going on.
Why did we return to the past?
With Gokudera~
Gokudera awoke with a jolt and immediately checked his surroundings. He wasn't in those rooms of one of the bases of HQ but rather in his old room. The room before he went and met Sawada Tsunayuuki.
What am I doing here?
He looked around once more, trying to make sense out of what was going on before gaping at what he saw in the mirror. He was in his 14 year old body!
What is going on? Did I get teleported to the past? But I clearly remember dying and... Jyuudaime too...
His breath hitched at the reminder. He had seen it. How Jyuudaime had been stabbed through the heart. And yet there was no hatred within those eyes... just acceptance.
He gritted his teeth as he recalled the fun times he had with her. He recalled how bright her smile was.
He also, recalled how we abandoned her. How there was no one to support her. How she had lost that smile. Only because she had killed. She who said she never wanted to kill.
Gokudera blinked twice before thinking, Why did she kill? She said she would never but then why did she...
He recalled another memory that he had with her. A memory that he had forgotten.
"Jyuudaime?"
"Hai?"
"Would you kill anyone?"
Tsuna looked surprised at the question. She sighed and looked up from her paperwork, "I wouldn't kill anyone... however if they try to hurt my family and there is no other way then I would gladly and without hesitation choose family over enemy."
Gokudera looked stunned for a moment before regaining his smile, "Hai!"
Gokudera had tears in his eyes, threatening to fall. That's right, she said that she would do it if she had to do it... She didn't kill because she wanted to but to protect. Oh my god. Why didn't I notice?
Gokudera then looked up with a newfound determination in his eyes, If this really is the past then I can apologize to her and make it up to her here.
With Yamamoto~
Yamamoto was sweating bullets as he recalled how he had been on the death bed. How he had survived, he had no idea but there was something wrong.
He got up and headed towards the washroom. When he looked at himself, he understood somewhat that he was in the past but how did he get here? He went back to his room and noticed the date on the calendar. It was a few days before he met Tsuna...
As he closed his eyes, he remembered he was battling the enemy when he was shot down. He, also, remembered the serene expression of Tsuna's face as she was pierced by the sword.
Deep down, he knew that Tsuna had a reason for killing the enemy but he couldn't take it. He couldn't bear to see his friend covered in blood. It just didn't seem right. Yamamoto also remembered the news he'd gotten after she had killed that his father had died because of a few mafioso.
He knew he shouldn't have blamed her for his death but he still did. He called her a monster and said that he never wanted to meet her. He regrets it now but if he is in the past then that must mean that his father is still alive. He can spend more time with him
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And maybe be better friends with Tsuna.
With Chrome~
Chrome opened her eyes and noticed that she was in the hospital with her 14 year old body. Without any hesitation, she used her mist flames to create imaginary organs for herself and unhooked herself from the wires, promptly shutting it down to avoid any unnecessary complications.
She thought back to the war they were fighting in just a few minutes ago. Tears prickled her eyes as she remembered seeing her boss, the one who accepted her, pierced in the heart. She wanted to go help but she was shot multiple times before she could even reach.
Tears started flowing out as she recalled the dull brown eyes staring at the sky, the peaceful smile she had on her face as though she expected this to happen and was planning for her death.
Why had she been ignoring her? Because she killed someone? Didn't they kill too?
She was afraid. Afraid that if she sided with her boss, the others would judge her too. So, she pretended. Pretended to be afraid of her. Pretended that she couldn't stay in the same room with her.
But not anymore.
Just a few days later, she started feeling lonely. She felt as though her family member had died because of her selfishness. Tsuna never blamed her or anyone. She just continued to smile slightly and gave them what they wanted. She never came in front of them unless it was necessary. Even the missions were delivered to them by another butler.
She wanted to change it and point out that they had killed too. That Tsuna had a reason to kill. But, whenever she tried to approach the brunet, her determination always vanished. She couldn't do it.
Mist flames started twirling around her as she made a new vow. This time she would definitely be there for her boss. It was like they were given a second chance to rectify our mistakes.
What she didn't know however, was that she wouldn't be able to meet the brunet and even if she did, she would never be the same.
With Mukuro~
Mukuro awoke in an abandoned building. He looked around and noticed it was the Kokuyo Park. Looking around, he found Chikusa and Ken on the ground sleeping.
He also noticed that he wasn't in his 25 year old body but rather his 14 year old body. He narrowed his eyes. What is going on? If I remember correctly I died...
His eyes glassed as he remembered how he died. It was surprising for him to not be able to survive that war but the image of his savior dying by the hands of the enemy froze him in place. He couldn't believe that she had died like that.
He ruffled his hair as he looked outside the building. He was in the past... a month before he actually attacked but
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he felt lonely. It was weird that he had gotten attached to the brunet but he had. And even though, she had killed, they had too.
He wanted to know the reason why she killed. And maybe if her reason was for our safety... he wanted to apologize. This time he wanted to be there for the brunette because she had given him a home to stay in.
With Ryohei~
Ryohei was an EXTREME idiot. The first thing he did when he did wake up was run around Namimori.
Though he was an idiot, he wanted to figure out what was going on. Why was he in his 14 year old body? Why did he come to the past? Was this really the past?
His brain really wasn't meant to be used frequently and think about such serious matters so he did his daily morning runs, except this time quieter and earlier.
As he was running, he ran by the Sawada household. Stopping by it, he touched the nameplate. His eyes drooped in remembrance as he recalled the memories he had made with the brunette. He wanted the old Sawada back, she who would always smile brightly. Not the one who smiled only to hide her suffering.
His hands formed a fist. He was the first one of the guardians to drop. The first one to notice that Sawada wasn't eating properly, wasn't sleeping properly, overworking herself. The first one to notice that she was plagued by nightmares. The first one to notice that she didn't want to kill. The first one to realize why she killed. The first one to the increasing amount of scars on her wrists. He was the first one to notice all of this but not the first one to do something about it.
He had left her alone when she needed support the most. The only reason why he did was because he couldn't take the news about Kyoko's death. She had died because she was caught in one of the mafia hostage situations. She was trying to protect the others and she had died.
And what did Ryohei do? He blamed Sawada for her death. It was because she had gotten us mixed up in the mafia.
What he forget and only just remembered was that Sawada kept telling them not to join. To reconsider their choices but no they were the ones to bring themselves in the end.
Ryohei continued his run and thought about the choice he was given. A choice to relive his past. To make things better again.
This time, he would be a better older brother and if possible ask for forgiveness from the brunette.
Yes, that's what he'd do.
"EXTREME!"
With Kyoya~
Kyoya woke with a jolt as he sat upright in his bed. Just like the others, he was also in his 15 year old body and in Namimori too.
His eyes furrowed as he tried to make sense of what happened. He was fighting in a war and he was the last guardian to fall. The only reason why he did fall was because of the shock from seeing his boss fall and the fatigue was catching up on him.
He gritted his teeth as he recalled the happy expression on the omnivore's face. It was like she wanted to die and was finally happy that she did.
But something else stood out for him. He was sure that the brunette said something about having our wish come true. He wasn't the best at lip-reading but he was sure that's what she said.
But the question was what wish? We had many wishes but what wish was she talking about and why? Why wasn't she hoping for her wish to come true?
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Did her wishes already come true? Was it to die?
Kyoya didn't know. What Kyoya did know was that his life flashed through his eyes as he was on the brink of death. He remembered the conversation the bomber-herbivore had about killing before she actually killed.
It was at his last moments that he realized that when she killed, it wasn't because she wanted to but rather she had to. They, her guardians, were in danger and she had to kill.
He got out of the bed and looked outside the window. If this really is the past... then things might turn out to be better if... things are cleared up.
At the same, 15 other people were having a similar question of 'What is going on?' These fifteen people were the Arcobaleno, Xanxus, Dino, Byakuran, Yuni, Enma, Shoichi and Spanner.
Surprisingly, the Arcobaleno curse was broken and were in their original bodies. The 5 skies along with the two mechanics were surprised to find themselves back in the past. They had no idea what was going on and they were on their way to help Vongola when a bright light obscured their vision.
They needed to meet up together and they knew the best place: the Sawada household. The only place where nobody would kill anyone but get along. They also realized that they were sent in time when Tsuna hadn't been introduced to the mafia. So, they all got ready to depart in 2 days times, when the brunette would be introduced to the mafia.
With Reborn~
Reborn was getting ready to leave for Namimori when Nono called for him. Grunting, he headed towards his office. He didn't have time for this. He needed to go back to Namimori and see if the others are like him too. There was no arcobaleno curse here and that itself was surprising. Besides, he needed to meet Tsuna too. He had gotten attached to the brunet and dare he say it, in love too.
He didn't know when it started but he was aware that he became more possessive when she managed to break the Arcobaleno Curse. He wanted to tell her how he felt but she showed no emotions that she actually cared. She didn't even bat an eyelash when he brought more woman with him. It was like she didn't care.
When Tsuna sent him on the undercover mission, he noticed something was wrong. Her guardians were acting weirdly and her smiles had gotten fake. He wanted to refuse the mission, his intuitions said so. But she made him accept it. And he regretted it. He heard the news about the Vongola Mansion being attacked and he rushed back home. But on his way, a bright light suddenly filled the car and he had woken up two days ago, here, in the past.
Reborn arrived outside the doors of Nono's office and without knocking or anything, he went inside. What he saw inside caused him to raise his eyebrows. Nono and Iemitsu were there as he remembered what happened but... Sawada Nana was there too.
Sawada Nana who was supposed to be ignorant of the mafia, who wasn't supposed to be involved with the mafia was sitting there, looking happy.
Iemitsu broke his surprise, "Reborn! Look, my dear wife has finally finished her training!"
Reborn didn't respond and just stare at her for a while before asking, "What about your child, Iemitsu?"
Silence reigned in the room.
Nono asked surprised, "You have a child, Iemitsu?"
Iemitsu and Nana looked shocked. Iemitsu said, "What are you saying Reborn? Nana and I never had a child!"
Nana nodded in agreement. They didn't have a child, that was for sure. Reborn was frozen shell-shocked but to others it seemed he was just stoic.
Never had a child? What is he saying? Isn't this the past? Then, why is he saying he never had a child. Unless this is a... parallel world. Now, Reborn was sure; he needed to get to Namimori fast and find out what's wrong.
Before Iemitsu could say more, he intervened with a story, "I'm met a 14 year child that looked remarkably like Nana. She also introduced herself as your child."
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Iemitsu furrowed his eyebrows and Nono asked, "Where did you meet this child?"
"Namimori, Japan."
".. Reborn, can you find out what is happening? If she really is Iemitsu's and Nana's child or is she an impostor. And, if she is then please contact me quickly and train her for the role. I need to have an hier soon."
Nana said, "You can use our house to stay in."
Reborn nodded his head and left the room. It was better for him anyway. This way he could get down to the bottom of the mystery.
His eyebrows furrowed, What is going on?
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Author's Note: Hey guys! How was it?! Don't worry, Tsunayuuki is alive in this world but what happened to her? You'll find out in the next chapter!
WARNING: This fanfic will contain some severe possessiveness and obsession.
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