I am going to update today but don't know when I can next update. I turned 13 in July which means I have just started my GCSE. I have also got given an evil math's teacher who gives us at least an hour of homework a night. So I will try and update us much as I can but people in my shoes will understand.
6.00 am, my alarm has just gone off even though I haven't slept a wink all night. What shall I do? Maybe a shower will help; you always come up with the best ideas in the shower. I always use lemon shower gel but I ran out and the shop only has lime shower gel. I don't like the smell of limes but it is better than the smell of sweat. Shall I shampoo and condition my hair or just shampoo it? I will just shampoo it so I can think for longer. Ok, shampoo done so now I can think. Wait, do I have a meeting this morning? I think I have one with Tom and Sian. I will think later but now I need to get to school.
At school, 5 minutes late but, still at school. I hate being late but can't reverse it now. I think their inside already. Ok, just go in and act normal.
"Sorry I'm late." That sounded alright. God I'm tired, didn't even have time for a coffee. Oh no, I need to yawn. Just hold it in. No, I can't. That was one loud yawn.
"Did you have a late night?" Sian asked.
"You look awful? Did you get any sleep?" Tom knows how to charm someone.
"I just had a lot on my mind." This meeting is not going to plan.
"What sort of stuff? Can we help?" Sian asked. I love Sian but she can be too helpful sometimes. She has her hair different today, haven't even noticed.
"Just private stuff. Now today we have, urm, what is happening today?" Why did I have to blank out? Think, we have someone coming, who?
"Michael just tell us. It is obviously bothering you." There is no way out of this.
"I saw my dad last night." Where can I go from here?
"That is good, isn't it?" Shall I just tell them straight? Might be easier, see what they would do?
"He asked me to kill him." Ok that was a bit too out there but not mu h other way of saying it.
"Well you obviously won't, will you?" That was helpful Tom.
"I don't know." Maybe I shouldn't have told them.
"Don't be stupid Michael! That would make you a murder!" Sian nearly shouted.
"Will it? He deserves it!" That's it. I will do it tonight.
