CH.2

When Rachel and Santana got into Rachel's 2011 Black Dodge Challenger, Santana burst out laughing, this caused Rachel to start laughing.

"Oh… My….God" Santana said between breaths. "Did you see fucking Shue's face. Oh my god; he looked like you just busted out in dance naked!" Santana laughed out.

"I know!" Then Rachel became serious. "Do you think they know I'm in love with Noah?" Rachel asked.

"No, B, I don't think so. I think they were just surprised that you said you weren't in love with Finn." Santana said. She knew Rachel would be would be worried about that.

"Okay, you wanna get some ice-cream?" Rachel asked. She wanted to just forget about this day already.

"Sure, B, Let's go. I wants some Carmel Latte ice-cream."

Rachel drove to the closest ice-cream shop. She parked and they got out and went inside the small ice-cream boutique. Once they ordered their ice-creams, Santana got Carmel Latte and Rachel got Mint Chocolate Chip, they sat down. Rachel was so concerned that the Glee club would figure out that she loved Noah. He would probably laugh at her and make fun of her for the rest of the school year. Santana interrupted Rachel's thoughts.

"Guess who's here!" Santana whispered in a sing-song voice.

"Who?" Rachel turned around. "Great, Noah. Shit, why?" Rachel whined

"Shit, I don't know, Rachel. Maybe he wants ice-cream. Shit! He's coming over here."

"Shit!" Rachel mumbled.

"Did I just her the Rachel Berry curse again?" Puck asked with an amused tone.

" Yes, Noah. Usually happens when you hangout around Santana for so long." Rachel replied.

"Yeah, true. So, Berry, what was with the song. It was a love song, but who was it for?"

"No one, Noah!" Rachel said. Fuck! He might know. Shit! What do I do?

"It had to be to someone. So who was it?"

"For Fuck sakes, Noah. It wasn't to anyone. Can you stop?" Rachel was getting worked up. She didn't want him to know. She was afraid of what he would say.

"Jesus, Berry. Calm down. I'm just asking." Puck said. Why is she getting so worked up for?

Rachel looked over to Santana with pleading eyes saying: Please get us out of her!

"Alright Puck, Me and Rach needs to be getting our shopping on."

"But you're not even finished with you ice-cream." He was curious to why they wanted to leave. He wanted to find out who Rachel liked, so he could beat the guy to a pulp and tell everyone that Rachel was off-limits because he wanted her, but she wasn't giving that up.

"We will eat on the way fucktard. Well we are leaving!" Santana said.

"Bye Noah" Rachel said as she and Santana ran out of the ice-cream shop and into her car.

"Oh, my God. What the fuck was that? Why does he want to know so badly?" Santana asked.

"I don't know Santana. I just want to go shopping, go home, relax and watch movies and not think about what happened today." Rachel said. She was so stressed and just wanted to relax.

" Okay, B. Can we watch Final destination 5? Please?"

"Sure Santana!"

After shopping (getting more clothes) and picking out a gift for her father's birthdays (since they were so close), they went to Rachel's and started their movie marathon. After watching 'Final Destination 1,2,3,4, and 5', 'Dear John', 'scream', 'Scary Movie 1,2, and 3,', and the 'Hangover', it was 2:30am. Santana and Rachel tiredly climbed up the stairs to Rachel's room, changed in to pajamas and climbed into Rachel's soft and comfy bed.

"Good Night, San"

"Night B."

The next morning was Saturday. Rachel got up and rolled over to wake up Santana.

"Come on, I'm gonna make food!"

"Fuck yeah!" replied Santana

Rachel went downstairs and setup her iHome and iPod. She scrolled down and hit play. The song started to play through the speakers. Rachel began to sing along to the song Noah sung early this week.

please baby can't you see
my mind's a burnin' hell
I got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin'
my heart apart as well
tonight you told me
that you ache for something new
and some other woman is lookin' like something
that might be good for you

go on and hold her till the screaming is gone
go on believe her when she tells you
nothing's wrong
but I'm the only one
who'll walk across the fire for you
I'm the only one
who'll drown in my desire for you
it's only fear that makes you run
the demons that you're hiding from
when all your promises are gone
I'm the only one

please baby can't you see
I'm trying to explain
I've been here before and I'm locking the door
and I'm not going back again
her eyes and arms and skin won't make
it go away
you'll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrow
that holds you down today

go on and hold her till the screaming is gone
go on believe her when she tells you
nothing's wrong
but I'm the only one
who'll walk across the fire for you
I'm the only one
who'll drown in my desire for you
it's only fear that makes you run
the demons that you're hiding from
when all your promises are gone
I'm the only one

As Rachel sang, She made breakfast. By the time the song was over, the kitchen bar was full of all different types of breakfast food. She had mad, eggs, bacon (She is such a bad Jew.), pancakes, sausage, French toast, fruit salad, and she took out bagels and cream-cheese and butter. Rachel had just finished putting everything down, when Santana appeared in the doorway.

"We got company!" Santana sang.

"What? Who?"

Just than the door bell rang, followed by a knock.

"God, who is it, Santana?" Rachel asked.

"Well, it's two people." Santana stated.

"What? Ugh…" Another knock. "Hold the fuck on!" Rachel yelled. She gave Santana one more look and walked to the door. She opened the door to find two familiar faces staring back at her.

"Hey Berry" "Hey Rachel." Finn and Puck said in unison.

"Oh! Hello, Noah, Finn. May I ask what are you doing here?"

"We wanted some of you amazing cooking!" Finn replied to the question.

"Umm…Okay. Come on in." Rachel said.

Puck and Finn walked in the house and toward the kitchen. They sat down at the breakfast bar and began to eat the food. During that time, Finn and Santana kept giving Rachel looks to see her reaction to having Puck sitting at in her kitchen across from her.

"Finn, Santana, Can you stop staring at me?

"What? B, we're not looking at you" Santana said panicky.

"Sure san. You're so not looking at me." Rachel said sarcastically.

"Whatever, B."

"So, what's the plan for today?" Finn asked.

" Well, Santana and I are going to the movies to see Fast and Furious 5 and then lunch at Breadstix, then going to the mall. Afterwards is to be determined."

"Well, we'll join you" said Puck.

"Umm…Well…Umm. Excuse me please." Rachel said and rushed out of the kitchen and up the stairs to her room. All they heard was the door slam closed.

"Shit!" Santana mumbled. "Fuck, now I'm gonna have to get her out of that room without a panic attack. Shit!" Santana said lowly but Finn and Puck heard her.

"Wait, why would she have a panic attack? All I said was that we would come. What's the big deal?" Puck asked worriedly.

"God Damnit! Finn you figure out how to explain that without flat out telling him." Santana said and rushed out of the room to Rachel's room.

*In Rachel's Room*

Rachel was pacing back and forth. She just kept thinking the same questions over and over again. What if her knows, I like him? What if he looks at me and thinks I'm ugly or fat. I don't look like Quinn or Santana. What if he thinks I'm more of a freak then he already thinks. Oh god, maybe I can pretend to be sick. Rachel flopped down on her bed and groaned. She heard The door open and assumed it was Santana.

"What, San?"

"I just wanted to see how bad this panic attack was."

"It's not a panic attack Santana. I just wanted to think. I don't know, I'm never self-conscious, but with him all I think about is how I compare to the other girls and women he's been with. I don't know. Gog! I hate being so unsure. Look at you and then look at me. I don't have as big as boobs as you, hell I barely have boobs. You're skinner than me. You ooze sexy and I ooze innocence and a mix between a toddler and a grandma." Rachel was getting hysterical by now.

"Rachel, Rachel, Rachel! Look at me! Listen, okay, you're beautiful. Okay? You're amazing. My boobs are fake, Rachel because I thought the same thing as you, Okay? If you were ugly, Puck would have never dated you. Puck doesn't date!" Santana said. She hated seeing her friend like this.

"He did with you!" Santana just shakes her head.

"No, that was fuck buddies, Rach. Now can we go back downstairs, 'cause I'm not sure Finn will keep your secret."

"What?" Rachel screamed and ran out of the room "Finn!" She screamed and ran down the stairs.

*In the Kitchen*

"What the fuck was that about?" Puck asked as he turned to Finn.

"Umm…I really don't know how to explain."

"Well why did she run away? I dint know I was that bad." Puck asked. He wanted to know what was up with Rachel. Every time he tried to talk to her or hangout she runs away. Did I really treat her that bad? God, I'm such an ass!

"No, man. That's no it…." He dragged the silence on, hoping Rachel and Santana would come back down." It's just that she doesn't want you to know she likes…"

"Finn!" They heard Rachel scream.

Oh thank Grilled Chesus! Finn thought. Rachel grabbed him at this wrist and dragged him out of the room and into the living room.

"You didn't tell him right? He doesn't know, Please tell me he doesn't know." Rachel pleaded.

"I was about to tell him when you ran in."

Rachel let out a breath. "Thank God! Okay, well are you guys coming cause we are leaving soon and if you are we are taking my car."

"Yea we are coming." Finn replied.

"Okay, Well Santana and I are gonna go change and then we will leave."

"Okay, Hurry!" Finn yelled as Rachel ran back up the stairs to her room.

Rachel was standing in her closet. She didn't know what to wear. Santana was already dressed in black flats, black skinny jeans, and a white and black polka dotted corset shirt and a back jean jacket. Santa's make up was light just like Rachel's.

"Santana!" Rachel whined.

"What Rach?" Santana said as she walked into Rachel's closet. "Why, aren't you dressed yet?" She asked

"Because, I don't know what to wear."

"Okay hear." Santana said handing Rachel some clothes. "put these on."

Once Rachel was dressed, in black pumps, blue skinny jeans, white tank top and a red half jacket, they went downstairs.

"Okay, we're ready. Are you guys?" Rachel asked.

"Yep" came pucks response.

"Okay, well, I'm driving!"Rachel said. She always felt power behind the steering wheel of her Challenger.

"I didn't know you could drive. Is it a special care for midgets?" Puck said. Fuck! I'm an ass. Damn it! She won't ever like me if I am like this.

"No." Rachel answered shortly.

"Okay? Well lets go." Finn said, trying to avoid another fight. They followed Rachel in to the garage, where Puck stopped short.

"No, fucking way! You have a fucking Challenger. Why the fuck didn't I know."

"Noah, how could you not. It's always in the parking lot of the school. I drive it every day."

"Really? This car is for someone who isn't as innocent as you!" Puck said "I thought this would be like Santana's."

"I'm actually not that innocent, Noah" Rachel replied.

"Yeah, Sure!" Puck said sarcastically.

"Okay you wanna see. Here!" Rachel stuck out her tongue were a black and white tongue piercing was.

"Holy shit!" Puck mumbled. He was thinking how that would fell on his cock.

"Thant's not all!" Rachel said as she lifted up her tank top to reveal a music note belly piercing "And…" She turned around to show a tattoo of two music notes a microphone and under it says 'music is life'.

Holy fucking shit. No way!" Puck said. He had no idea Berry was a little badass.

"Yes way! Now can we go?" Rachel said curtly as she climbed into the diver seat and Santana got in the passenger seat. Puck and Finn got into the back.

"When did you get those done, Berry?"

"Over the summer. Tongue a week before school. Belly, 6 days before school, and the tattoo the day before we went back to school."

"No way, when did berry get so wild." Puck said jokingly.

"Since, she started getting shit for being who she was before." She wasn't lying. She keeps some of her old self but she likes being like this now. Santana rubbed her arm to provide comfort.

"Yea, sure. You are probably still a virgin."

"Nope." She wasn't lying. She doesn't have a hymn. She stretch and broke that during dance and gymnastics. But she does have a virbrator that broke what was left.

"No, you got to be lying!" Puck said in disbelief with a hint of anger. He wanted to be her first. Who was the douche that took the gift he wanted the most.

"It's true, maybe not sex, but I don't have an hymn. So, I'm not a virgin."

"How can you not have sex and still have no hymn."

"Because, I do dance and I'm an average, normal teenage girl. I do own a vibrator." Shit! Why did I tell him that? They pulled into the parking lot of the mall, Rachel pulled into the nearest parking space. "Oh, look, we're here. Let's get out!" Rachel said. She was panicked and Santana could tell. But Santana burst out laughing at Rachel's expression. Rachel gave Santana a glare, which only succeeded in setting off Santana into another fit of laughing.

"Shut up San. Let's go. I need to get a dress for a party." Rachel said, a little pissed off.

Rachel got out of the car and waited for the rest of them to do the same. Once everyone was out, they walked into Wet Seal to get Rachel a dress for the birthday party she was throwing for her brother (that not many people but Sam's friends and Santana(Sam's girlfriend and Rachel's best friend) and Finn, knew about.). After that, they all went to Breadstix and had lunch. They waitress sat them down and a table and asked for their drink orders.

"So, Finn, how is Emily?" Rachel asked. She wanted to know that at least her friends' love life is in good shape.

"She's amazing. She likes sports and knows a lot about them. I really am in love with her, like you and…" Finn began but was cut off by Rachel.

"Finn! Stop saying that and I'm glad you found someone that you really love and you got her. Rachel said as she sighed. She wanted the guy.

"I still don't understand why you helped him out with that chick. She is so out of his league." Puck said. He really didn't understand. "Over the summer, you never left his side. You were always there and it was kinda annoying." He said. Okay, that hurt Rachel thought.

"Umm…Well, he deserved to be happy. We talked and we both noticed, even though we loved each other, we were in love with different people. I hung around him to see if I could lose the feelings I have for the other guy, but they didn't go away. So after a long talk, I helped him get Emily because the guy I'm in love with probably doesn't feel the same way. Sorry if I annoyed you." Rachel said with tears in her eyes. I knew he thought I was annoying. God, how could I be so stupid? I knew he wouldn't like me! Rachel screamed at herself in her head.

Santana and Finn could see the conflict and tears in her eyes. They just don't understand why she puts herself down all the time.

"B, Come on. Don't be like that. I know what's going through that pretty head of yours. Don't put yourself down, Please. If HE doesn't like you for yourself than he is more of an ass then he already is! Please Rach, don't compare yourself. Remember what I told you in your room…" Rachel nodded. "Keep that in mind. Okay? Please, I hate it when you compare and put yourself down." Rachel's tears were streaming down her face. Her friends knew her so well. "I love you, Finn loves you. We love you for you, Okay? And Puckerman stop being an ass!" Santana finished.

"Okay San. Sorry it's just, well you know!" Finn said

What the actual fuck? Puck thought. He didn't think that would affect her that much and why is Santana emphasizing some words. Wait! The guy she likes is an ass; Santana just called me an ass when she usually calls me a douche. Wait! Does Rachel love me like I love her? Fuck Yea! Puck thought and mentally fished bumped.

"Yea, Berry, you're awesome." Puck said with a smile.

Santana saw that Puck had put two and two together. But the look in his eyes held a question: "She likes me right?" She nodded her head and his smile grew.

"Thank you Noah." Rachel said with a small smile and a twinkle in her eyes.

"Okay. Well what are we doing for the rest of the night?" Santana asked.

"Why don't we go back to my house and watch movies?"

"Okay. Can we watch 'Underworld 3' and 'Lethal Weapon 2'?" Puck asked.

"You don't even have to ask. Those are my favorite action movies. You guys okay with watching 'Priest' and 'Don't be afraid of the dark'?" Rachel asked.

"Hell yeah, you can cuddle up to me Berry, if you get scared!" Puck teased.

Rachel blushed. "Yeah that won't be needed Puckerman, those are Rachel's favorite scary movies." Santana said.

"No way, Berry! You are just all kinds of awesome." Puck said as they got into Rachel's car.

"Yeah, I know."

When they got to Rachel's Santana and Rachel ran to her room to change. Rachel changed into her white pj shorts and her #6 McKinley football jersey. Santana changed into a pair of white pj kapris and a blue tank top. After they were changed, they went downstairs. When Puck saw Rachel his dick was doing summersaults in his pants.

"Okay, let's start with 'Lethal Weapon 3'."

That's how the night was spent, watching movies. All throughout the night, Puck was thinking of how he would get Rachel to be his girl again.


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