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Slow Goodbye: Chapter 2
Noah POV
I haven't seen or talked to Rachel since Friday after the glee incident. She wouldn't answer my calls or respond to my texts. I knew she wasn't like dead or something because the last time I called Quinn to ask about her I could hear her laughter in the background. I didn't realize how much I depended on Rachel until now. I miss her laugh especially and her smile. It was now Monday morning and I was determined to find her and get to the bottom of this. So when I heard her laughter drifting down the hall was I got a huge smile on my face. I also got a weird feeling in my stomach I wanted to call it butterflies but I'm a badass and badasses don't get the butterflies only chicks do. I turned around and to say I was shocked at what I seen would be the understatement of the year. It wasn't the same Rachel that had left the glee room last Friday. She looked hot with those jeans and top that showed just the right amount of her amazing rack. She had also cut her hair and had it curled. She looked stunning and the smile on her face was radiant. As I was watching her I noticed the rest of the male and some of the female population was checking her out too. I didn't like that at all. She was mine and people needed to know that. But the fact was that she wasn't mine. What really shocked me is that she was with Santana and I knew that they weren't the greatest friends. He was standing there expecting her to come up to him and greet him like she did every morning so he was shocked when she walked right past him without even a second glance. He was a little pissed and maybe a little hurt by that. He watched them walk away and as they were walking down the hall Santana looked back and gave him a wink. He wasn't sure what that was about. He then saw Quinn walking down the hall towards them, so when she walked by he grabbed her by the arm.
"Quinn what's going on why wont rach talk to me and what's with the new look?" Noah asked confused.
"What are you talking about Noah I think Rachel looks hot!" Quinn said with an innocent smile on her face.
"Yea she looks great but it's not her and she won't even look at me." Noah exclaimed while getting more annoyed with the blonde.
"Noah you really don't get it do you?" Quinn asked with a sigh.
"Get what I'll I know is ever since she song that song in glee and kept giving me weird looks she won't talk to me and I have no clue why." Noah screamed while running his hand through his strip of hair.
"You are dumber than I thought noah." Quinn said while walking away towards Santana and Rachel.
"Get what?" Noah whispered to himself. He was beyond confused. I just don't get it he thought while walking to class.
Rachel POV
I haven't seen Noah since I sang in glee on Friday then left with Quinn. I don't really want to see him it just reminds me of what I will never have. I spotted him the second I walked through the door he was by his locker waiting for me I assumed. We meet there every morning and have for the past two months. He hadn't seen me yet and I hoped he didn't. I turned and started to talk to Santana hoping to get my mind off of him. When she mentioned something about Jacob and I laughed out loud. He turned around when he heard me. He had a smile on his face and he was gorgeous. It dropped from his face as soon as he saw me. I looked away before he noticed me staring. He was pretty much undressing me with his eyes I could feel it. I knew I that's what I wanted, for him to notice me, I just wish it was because he wanted a relationship with me not a quick lay. I knew it would hurt him but I had to do it so I walked right past him without a second glance. Santana and I were at her locker when I seen him pull Quinn to the side and start throwing questions at her while glancing at me. He didn't look happy, no he looked pissed. I watched the confusion on his face when Quinn walked away shaking her head. When she got to Santana's locker I gave her a questioning look. She just looked at me with a sad smile.
"What did you say to him Quinn?" I said glaring at her.
"Nothing he was asking why you were ignoring him and I said if he didn't get it after the song you song to him then he was dumber than I thought." Quinn said with an innocent smile on her face.
"Quinn please just let it go. I am trying to accept the fact that we will never be a couple and you're not helping." I said with a glare and pleading eyes.
"Okay okay I will leave it alone." Quinn said.
"Good now let's get to class. I can't stand all these stares." I said while looking around and noticing Noah had disappeared.
The day went without any run in's with Noah and for that I was thankful. I went home after school and went straight to my bed. I just wanted to sleep. I was just about sleeping when I got a text. I grabbed my phone and seen it was from Noah. I sighed and opened it up.
N: can I come over we need to talk.
R: no
I didn't know what to say I just knew that this had to end tonight. I didn't want him here I would just hurt more.
N: why not? I wish you would tell me what I did to piss you off. I'm sorry for whatever it is rach.
R: sorry isn't going to help me Noah. Just please don't argue with me I need to do this for me.
N: but does that mean you have to cut me out of your life completely rach? You're my best friend and i'm not willing to give that up.
R: I'm sorry Noah but for now I don't think we can be friends. I'm sorry Noah.
After that last text I shut my phone off. I didn't want to see his response to that it broke my heart even more to do that but I needed to do that for me.
Noah POV
I was in complete shock. I just lost my best friend and I have no clue why. It has to do something to do with that song she sang on Friday. I don't know what that has to do with me though. I was thinking back to that day and I suddenly realized the look that I had seen in her eyes. It was love and it wasn't directed at Finn it was directed at me. She fell in love with me and I had let her go like she was just another fling to me. I had no clue how to fix this now.
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