I WAS A FOOL

Chapter 2

Here's chapter two. I hope you like it so far and if anyone has suggestions, I'd love to hear them.

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Tegan POV

"How was school?" Mom asked as I sat down at the dinner table with my plate in front of me.

"It was okay. There was a new girl in class and she's in a band too." I answered and my mind went back to Hayley. She's a cute girl and she loves music, we can be really good friends.

"Tegan has a crush! Tegan has a crush!" Sara started singing and my cheeks turned red.

"Shut up, Sara!" I snapped. She pocked me in the stomach and started mocking me again.

"What's her name and how big is your crush on her?"

"Her name is Hayley and I don't have a crush on her!" I shouted at Sara. Mom started giggling and I turned to look at her.

"What?" I asked annoyed.

"I think it is funny how teenagers always keep denying their feeling but the way you said her name screamed 'Crush'" Sara started laughing even more and my face went from slightly pink to tomato red.

"Mom you're supposed to defend me not making fun of me even more." Were my last word before I stood up and left the room. On my way upstairs I heard mom apologize and Sara was still laughing.

I slammed the door of my room shut and buried my face into my pillow. I kicked my bed a few times and got up not knowing what to do. I had this amazing idea for a song but Mr. Antonio took the sheet and I don't remember what I wrote down.

That's the problem with me I get an amazing idea but forget it almost immediately if I don't write it down. This song would have been perfect for the upcoming Valentine's Day concert the school was making, were the students could sing up and perform in front of the whole school. Sara and I joined every year since the first time they announced it in Band-Club. That's why we have girls following us around where ever we go. We are kind of Rock stars. When we first heard about Band- Club we got really excited. It was a club in which band made music together and jammed a lot and then at the end of the school year the bands perform at the prom and at a music competition. Sara and I always won.

I should ask Hayley if she would like to come to Band-Club sometime. I really wanted to hear her voice signing and I bet she writes beautiful songs. But I didn't really know her and to be honest I was a little bit nervous around her. Maybe I have a crush but I'm sure she's not gay. It's always like that I start to really like a girl and then I find out she has boyfriend. That's why I always try to concentrate on other stuff like my music. My songs are always about love but I don't seem to find it. If I get too attached to a girl I always back off because I'm too scared to get my heart broken. It happened once with a girl named Theresa. We dated for three months I asked her to be my girlfriend a few times but she always said she needed time to think about it. I knew I loved her and I wanted her to be my girlfriend so badly so I wanted to convince her by telling her how I really feel about her. When I told her she said she wasn't gay and never talked to me again. It took me months to get over it. Sara was always a big help though. She talked to me, she held me when I needed someone and always kept me busy so I don't think about her again.

Soon I realized it was already after midnight. Damn, where did the time go? I changed into my pajamas, brushed my teeth and got into bed. I switched off the lamp on my nightstand and relaxed into my bed.

Hayley POV

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face. I dreamed about Tegan. We were in a park and we just sat there and talked until suddenly a guitar appeared and she started strumming the sites. We sang pink's song "Perfect" together and afterwards she wanted to tell me something but my alarm went off. I was a bit disappointed I had to get up and go to school but on the other hand I knew I would see Tegan there. I quickly got dressed and ate breakfast.

It's so strange usually I don't like the popular kids in school but with Tegan it's different. She is normal, she's not egocentric and she's really nice. Why am I thinking like that I don't know her and we had a small conversation and I'm pretty sure she thinks I am a creep? I'm going to talk to her again today and I'm going to behave completely normal. She'll see I am a cool person and she'll ask me to hang out with her after school. Then she'll kiss me and ask me out on a date. Ok, now I'm getting too far. She's not interested in me. Why am I interested in her? I never had feelings like that towards a girl. Am I crazy?

I said goodbye to my parents and headed to school. I only have to go about five minutes till I arrive at the school. I went to my locker and got my science book. On my way to the classroom and saw Tegan standing at her locker somebody was with her but I never met this person. As I got closer I got a better look at the girl and noticed that she looked a lot like Tegan.

"Hi, Tegan!" I tried to not sound too excited to see her.

"Hayley hi, what's up?" She asked with a big smile on her face.

"Hi nothing much" I answered and looked at the other girl. Should I be jealous?

"This is my sister Sara" She motioned with her head to her clone. Suddenly I feel stupid about being jealous. I didn't even have the right to.

"Oh you guys look alike" I stated. They both giggled and Sara spoke.

"I guess that's what twins do." Twins! I giggled.

"Well I should head to class now. Nice meeting you and Tegan we have PE together in the last period" I said with a kind of flirty tone. Tegan's cheeks turned red and Sara gave her a smirk. Was I making her blush? I smiled and turned around. I heard Tegan say a weak yeah and it made me smile even more. I think she likes me. I can't wait to see her sweat. Stop it Hayley!