Wow so I wrote the story but computer shut down and I didn't get to save it. So this is my rewrite it's not as good as my first but I want to get it done. This is very for your support.
Mercedes POV.
It has been a month since that night Sam and I shared. Today has taken a lot out of me, I talked to Sam
It did not go how I wanted it to but I knew I had to talk to him sooner or later. So on my way back from that meeting with him I knew I couldn't just go home so here I am on my way to my best friend Quinn house just thinking about what Sam said to me earlier.
I was on my way to the park to meet Sam to talk. My heart was pounding and my hands were clammy and I have been throwing up all morning. I can't even believe Quinn talked me into seeing him. I pulled into the park and I saw him sitting on the bench shaking his leg, which meant he was nervous which gave me a little more confidence. Finally I took a deep breath and got out of the car.
"Hey Sam." He stood up and let me take a seat next to him. He is always such a gentleman which makes me mad, sometimes I wish he could just be a jerk so he would be easy to let go of.
"Hey Cedes," He sat down again "so how have you been?"
"Good, and you?" "
"I've been better… um look I wanted to tell you I'm sorry."
"For what?" I knew what he was sorry for but I just wanted to hear him say it.
"I'm sorry for not telling you about Jane, and also about um that night." I didn't know what to say I knew he was sorry about everything but I just didn't know if that was enough.
"Look Cedes, Ive been through a lot these past months, You dot get how hard It is to except the fact that you don't want to be with me and-" I rolled my eyes.
" I never said I didn't want to be with you." I said below a whisper, but Sam still picked it up.
"What?" He said turning towards me.
"I never said I didn't want to be with you, I said I wasn't ready to be with you."
" Well Mercedes that's practically the same thing." His voice was rising and I could tell he was getting heated.
" No it isn't, Sam I am 24 your 25 we are not ready to settle down. When we did decide to try out a relationship all you talked about was getting married and buying a house and having kids and-"
"That is not all I talked about that's just all you were hearing! I know you Mercedes I know that you're guarded and you have a need to push people away. When we were together I did talk about our future but that's not all I talked about. I also talked about how much I supported you and your business and how proud I was of you and that I was in no rush even If it meant we would never have any of those things as long as I'm with you I will die a happy man."
Sam always made his point I did push him away only because I know he is the one person that can hurt me the most.
"Sam I know that I'm at fault here, I know I said we should take a break and move on for a while I didn't say you should give up all together." I could feel the tears falling on my cheeks. Sam took let out a sigh seeing how upset I was getting.
"Well Its kind of hard to keep going when I'm the only one fighting for this relationship. Jane and I … we just work. Cedes I know It's wrong but I'm not married yet…" I finally looked up at him I couldn't even believe what he was implying.
"Are you giving me a time limit?"
"I'm just saying, I'm not married yet I can still change my mind. If you decide you want to fight for us all you have to do is call." With that he got up kissed my cheek.
"I will always love you cede." And with that he left me on the park bench to let his words sink in. After about five min I got in my car and headed to Quinn's I needed a shoulder to cry on and no one better to comfort me then my sister.
Ok not great just had to update this very frusturated my first one got deleted so much better than this one. Ok next chapter Will be Quinn and Mercedes bonding time and we will find out If Mercedes is pregnat or not. Even though you guys all know that I have a sweet spot for Samcedes babies. Well I hop this chapter wasnt a complete disapiontment. And thanks for reading. I can wait to write the Wedding resersal chapter. Do you think Mercedes will be in the wedding? Will Sams bride be an annoying BI*** or will she be nice? Keep on reding to see!
