Chapter 2
Title:
The Deepest Kiss
Disclaimer:
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The camp fire sparkled and the hot embers flooded out slowly. The
light of fire was growing dim, leaving some heavy shadows around the
cave walls.
Riku layed beside Sora, his eyes were open as he stared the brunette`s sleeping form and beautifully tanned skin which were exposed a little around the boy`s slender nape and shoulders. Riku couldn`t bring himself to sleep that night; he was far too much on his mind.
It was about one year ago when Riku had found himself dreaming about his best friend for the first time. It was just innocent dreaming, like watching Sora`s body when they were swimming together or having some fun time at the beach.
It didn`t matter until those harmless thoughts of his turned out more insulent. He tried, but he couldn`t block those forbidden fantasies out of his mind; these nights when they were together, just he and Sora, Riku found himself imagining how soft the skin would feel against his own or what would make Sora moan in pleasure.
Along
with the dark thoughts and fantasies, he started to hate himself for
not being able to eliminate his thoughts and just leave Sora, even
though they were separated from each others about an year ago. Riku
did his best to avoid Sora.
He thought it would be the simpliest
way to get rid of his feelings. But in fact, the shame and guiltness
never left him. They followed him to the dark side, where ever he
went. He couldn`t hide from his feelings.
However, Riku knew that he won`t be satisfied until he could tell his true feelings to the person whose love and care he needed most.
The silver-haired teen`s nighty considering was disturbed by Sora`s capturing hand. Riku let out a sharp gasp of surprice when the brunette tugged his arm softly.
"Sora, are you asleep?" he whispered softly.
Sora had turned to face Riku now, his
mouth hanging slightly open, the cherry lips of his looked so damn
kissable. Riku studied Sora`s sleeping face as if he couldn`t be able
to remove his gaze from the boy`s attractiveness.
Sora held Riku`s
arm like a pillow, nudging his cheek against it.
A small
curve of smile acrossed Riku`s lips.
Sora`s behaviour reminded
him from their childhood, when they innocently slept together at the
their Secret place. It seemed so distant... and yet so close.
This
is how I`ve always wanted it to be,
Riku thought,
Just me and you, nobody
else.
He caressed Sora`s cheek with his thumb softly before closing his eyes. Sora didn`t react at his touch.
Early in the morning, Riku opened his eyes
and saw an empty place beside him.
He stood up and stretched his
body as he walked to the cave entrance. The brightness of the sun was
blinding his view for a moment before his eyes get used to the
daylight.
"Hey Riku! Over here!"
The older teen blinked his eyes as he saw Sora`s half-naked form down at the river. The boy smiled at him, waving his arm at Riku. He looked much more energetic than he was yesterday.
"Come here, Riku! The
water is so warm!"
Sora`s slim body disappeared under the clear
water as he dived fluently. Riku find himself undressing his tank top
and shorts quickly, leaving only his boxers on,
then following
his friend into the water.
Sora jumped from the water, blushing slightly as he saw Riku in front of him, half-naked.
"Full
of energy, huh? You`re here early",
Riku smirked at him
playfully.
"I guess so. This place looks actually beautiful in the daylight", he added, smiling.
"I liked the night
version more", said Riku, looking around,
Sora rolling his
eyes.
Riku smirked, tugging his friend quickly to make him
lose his balance. Sora blinked, taken off guard by the sudden jerk,
causing him to fly forward,
his body sinking under the water.
He
reached Riku`s foot and jerked him with force, before swimming to the
surface, gasping some air wildly.
Then the silver-haired boy`s body pressed against Sora`s from behind. Sora`s eyes widened, as he felt Riku`s well defined chest against his back. His entire body went suddenly rigid.
"Ri-Riku?" he managed, his face heated up.
Riku`s hands travelled to his waist, holding him still,
Sora gulping at the sudden touch.
When Sora was about to turn himself to face Riku, the older teen started to tickle his stomach.
"Oh! Oh, no!" Sora yelled, out of his breath.
Riku laughed softly, enjoying the friction how Sora`s skin rubbed against his own.
"Ahh, Riku! Stop!" howled Sora desperately. His body began to cramp, his breath becoming uneven.
Riku finished tickling his younger friend, holding him now as the boy sucked for air.
"Quite teasing me, Riku", Sora
breathed, frowning now.
The
two stood like that for a moment.
"You are just too fun to tease.."
"Let go."
Riku
blinked, confused, watching as Sora walked back to the cave,
not
turning to look back at him, not even once.
Did he say something wrong? Did he hurt him?
Riku followed Sora to
the cave afterwards.
As he walked into the coolness of the cave,
he saw the slender body of Sora`s sitting against the wall in the
corner, hiding his face into his knees.
Riku walked towards
him carefully, glaring his slightly wet body,
the sand sticking
easily around the skin.
"Sora?"
"When you keep
teasing me, it makes me feel weird..",
the younger teen
stammered,
hugging himself.
Riku stared at him, blinking. He
kneeled beside Sora, rubbing his shoulder some softly.
"I
didn`t mean to make you feel like that",
said Riku, Sora
turning to look at him.
"I always thought you liked our
games, but evidently...you didn`t", he continued,
Sora shaking
his head.
"No. I loved our games, but I just don`t know
what`s gotten into me.
It`s like..if..I don`t know myself
anymore. Everytime you`re with me..." Sora managed out, looking at
Riku with sad blue eyes, Riku`s expression saddening some.
"Sora", he began softly. "The only thing I want is to make you feel good."
"R-really?" whispered Sora, blinking, Riku tilting his head, leaning to his friends ear.
"You just have to trust me", he whispered, Sora`s body went stiffen.
"Do you trust me, Sora?" Riku asked, his eyebrows were raised as he glared Sora intently.
"Y-yeah, I trust you more than any other person alive."
The warm smile acrossed Riku`s lips, which
were just inches away from Sora`s. Their eyes were locked. Sora
blushed madly, as he felt Riku`s hot breath against his lips. His
heart beated like a drum in his chest, the time seemed to stop.
What
was happening?
Riku leaned in, slowly. His lips almost
touching Sora`s as he pulled himself back quickly, looking ever so
shocked in his whole life. What was he doing?
As the silence
between the two boys deepened even more, the silver-haired teen stood
up and walked away from the most akward situation he had ever shared
with his best friend.
Sora didn`t move. He was only able to
stare at Riku, who walked out of the cave,
leaving him alone.
What had happened, Sora wasn`t sure. Riku had almost kissed him.
And
what about himself? His breath was becoming shorter and faster, his
mind going blank.
Before long, the night
landed on Desert Islands. Sora was sitting inside the cave, eating an
apple with roasted fish he had caught before dark.
His pyjamas
was rather large for his slim body, but it was warm enough to keep
him away from the cold. The fish tasted delicious, or maybe he was
just very hungry. The camp fire was making him feel better since Riku
had been gone almost six hours. Where did Riku go?
What if the
boy had returned to Destiny Islands alone, leaving Sora here all
alone. The thought came up to his mind, causing him more and more
worried. He was also scared that if Riku had been injured or if
something bad had happened to him.
Sora didn`t like to be alone. He didn`t want to go out when it was so dark. Few hours ago he tried to find Riku, but without result.
Now he was blaiming
himself for giving up too easily.
He avoided thinking about what
happened earlier, why was Riku acting so intense..
Maybe it was his fault after all...
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