Chapter 2:
Forever
2 Days Later
After two days of constant love making, Phil and Justin stood in the elevator going to their room. Phil had his arm around Justin's shoulders and kissed the top of his head. When the door opened with a ding! Phil grabbed Justin's hand and walked out of the elevator with fingers laced and made there way to the room. Once he found room 20 he unlocked it with his card and held the door open for his lover, not caring about the strange looks that were thrown. He waved to them as he stepped in and closed the door. Justin was smiling brightly as he looked around the room and mumbled things to himself. Phil pressed his body against his lovers and wrapped his arms around the small South African's waist.
"Tonight im treating you." Justin said and smiled.
"That sounds like fun." Phil said and turned his lover around.
"But first we need to talk." Justin said and looked deep into Phil's eyes.
"Yes love?" Phil asked and put his hands on Justin's hips.
"I was thinking about quitting." Justin said and I frowned.
"Why would you do that? Your just getting good." Phil asked.
"You were the only think I liked there other than Wade, my career isn't going any where, I cant come out to people because when I do they just hate me because of it." Justin tried to explain.
"Just give it some time and things will get better." Phil said.
"It doesn't matter anyways, im worthless and terrible at everything I do." Justin said and walked towards the bed room.
"Angel, you are not worthless." Phil said and followed Justin.
"Also what happens if we get married? We -" Justin began but was interrupted.
"What do you mean by 'if we get married'?" Phil asked angry.
"Phil theres gonna be a day when you realize that you don't want me anymore and you just want me to fuck me, like everyone else." Justin said.
"I don't want you just to fuck you, and we can do the long distance thing." Phil said.
"Phil, sooner or later you're gonna realize im just a worthless slut." Justin said.
"Paul, you are not a slut, now stop saying that." Phil said.
"I can say whatever the fuck I want, obviously you don't understand how much you mean to me and how much it hurts to be away from you." Justin said and stepped in the room.
"I know how much I mean to you and you mean the same to me." Phil growled.
"Damn I knew you would react this way." Justin whispered.
"What the I would be mad that you keep on saying you're a slut and that your worthless? Paul, you mean the world to me." Phil said and turned Justin around.
"Well then apparently your world is worthless." Justin said and Phil got in his face.
"If you think your so damn worthless then get the hell out of my room because I don't date worthless people!" Phil yelled.
"Fine I don't wanna be here anyways!" Justin yelled back.
"Good I don't want drug addicted sluts in my room anyways!" Phil yelled back. Justin got his bag and walked out of t he room and Phil followed him on his way to the door.
"Thanks for the wasting the last 3 years of my life!" Justin yelled and walked out the door.
Justin POV
I walked to the desk in the front of the hotel and there was a pretty blonde lady there.
"Hey sweety, have Kelly Kelly or Natalya Neidhart checked in recently?" I asked.
"Yes they just went to their room." She said.
"Thanks." I said. I smiled warmly and made my way to their room. I let a few tears slide down my face as I walked to the stairs.
"Aw looks like its Justin "Cry-baby" Gabriel." I heard Heath say from my side but I ignored him.
"Did Phil realized how worthless you are and not wanna be with you any more? Huh?" Heath asked. I just walked faster and he probably didn't follow. Once I found Kelly and Natalya's room I was knocking on it softly.
"Hi Justin." Nattie said and opened the door.
"Can I come in?" I asked.
"Of course." Nattie said and moved out of the way to let me in.
"Thanks." I said and sat on her couch.
"What happened?" Nattie asked and sat beside me. I felt someone sit on the other side of me and I looked over and saw Kelly.
"Ph-Ph-Phil broke up with me." I said and they hugged me."If only he knew he just lost the best thing that's ever happened to him." Nattie said.
"So what happened?" Kelly asked.
"I told him I wanted to quit so we could be together and he-he got all mad when I said that 'if we got married' and I told him that one day he's gonna realize im a worthless slut, and he said that im not worthless and I was his world, and I said then your world is pretty worthless then, and he said that if your so worthless then get out of my room because he doesn't date worthless people, and I said fine I didn't wanna be here anyways, and he said that he doesn't want drug addicted sluts in his room, and I said thanks for wasting the past 3 years of my life and walked out." I said and Nattie brushed my hair while I cried into their arms.
"That's terrible." Kelly said.
"Listen sweetheart, you can stay here for as long as you want." Nattie said and kissed the top of my head.
"You have no idea how much this means to me." I said and Kelly got up.
"I just made something, you should try it." Kelly said and walked to the kitchen.
"Ill just give you alittle cuz her cooking is terrible." Nattie whispered. I stifled a laugh and followed Nattie to the table.
"I hope you like it." Kelly said with a bright smile on her beautiful face. I resisted the urge to poke at it because it looked like it could move.
This is gonna be a long night, I thought.
12:35 P.M.
I woke up the next morning curled in a ball. I opened my eyes hoping that it was all just a dream, but I was sad to open my eyes to the emptiness. I cried alittle and staying at a friend's house made it worse. It seemed wherever I go im always in someone's way, making them change plans because I cant take care of my self. Well today I decided im going to get my own room, and eventually my own house. So I got out a piece of paper and a pen and wrote:
Dear Kelly and Natalya,
Thank you for helping me last night but I need to learn to live on my own and take care of myself. So ill see you two some other time.
Love Justin.
I left the note on the table in the living room. I walked out the door. I took a deep breath and walked to the front desk.
"Back so early?" she asked and I just noticed her name tag read 'Amber'.
"I just needed to get my room key." I said.
"Sure." Amber said and handed me the key.
"Thanks doll." I said and walked out the door.
What to do next?, I asked myself.
(TO BE CONTINUED INTO THE NEXT CHAPTER!)
